dear departure EP

LYRICS: 

Haunted tracks keep
Talking back to me
I can’t get it outta my head 
It’s full blast on repeat 

So much for 
Talking it through 
Cause I can’t get to you 
It’s like I’m screaming your name 
But you’re livin in a different plane
Of existence
Existence

I’m never coming back
I’m packing my things 
I’m on the nearest train
Or at least out on the tracks
Maybe that way 
I can stop the pain 
(So much for talking it through)
I can stop the pain 
(Cause I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to)

You’re dancing on my grave
My whole worlds crumbling away 
You couldn’t live with the weight 
Of your mistakes 
So you had to go 
and throw me away

I’m never coming back
I’m packing my things 
I’m on the nearest train
Or at least out on the tracks
Maybe that way 
I can stop the pain 
(So much for talking it through)
I can stop the pain 
(Cause I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to you)
(I can’t get to)

deep down 
It’ll always be you 
It’s clear to see
From a Birds Eye view 

I’m never coming back
For my own reasons 
The same way 
You can’t make me stay
You can’t stop me from leaving 

I’m never coming back
For my own reasons 
The same way 
You can’t make me stay
You can’t stop me from leaviiiiin
From leavin 
Leavin

dear departure (Prod. GAXILLIC)

Lyrics: 

I’m five seconds away
From giving in again 
I hear voices taunt me 
How did they get in
How did they get in 

(mind the gap)

I’m counting down the days 
TIL you go away
I’m counting down the days 
TIL you go away
TIL go away

These things always taunt me
I can’t leave em in the past 
Why are memories that haunt me
The only thing that lasts 

So much for moving on
I only backtrack 

So much for moving on
I only backtrack 

(So much for moving on
I only backtrack)

I spend most every year 
Flipping through the pages
Of heartbreak
That will last for ages (x2)

I’m counting down the days 
(So much for getting closure)
TIL you go away
(It’s never getting closer)
I’m counting down the days 
(So much for getting closure)
TIL you go away
(It’s never getting closer
TIL go awayyyy
(So much for getting closure
It’s never getting closer)
TIL you go awayyyy
(So much for getting closure
It’s never getting closer)
TIL you go away…

backtrack (prod. planet47)

LYRICS: 

Sarah’s got a secret 
She keeps her sleeve slit 
Kids laugh in gym class
When they see it 
She hoped the pain
Would go away
All she really did
Was put it on display 
Oh-whoa-ohhh
Put it on displayyy

Theres so much more 
To life than this 
Keep your head up kid
It’s gets better I promise 
(You got this)
You locked all your hopes 
And dreams away 
One step at a time
(One step at a time)
You’ll find that key someday 
You’ll find that key somedayyy

Sarah’s got a secret 
She tries to keep it
Masked behind lies
She won’t show
What’s beneath it 
She almost let it slip today 
Caught it just in time
Then she looked away

Oh no
It’s getting close
She’s at her breaking point
And no one knows 
Oh no 
It’s getting close 
The ground beneath her feet breaks
There she goes 

Theres so much more 
To life than this 
Keep your head up kid
It’s gets better I promise 
(You got this)
You locked all your hopes 
And dreams away 
One step at a time
(One step at a time)
You’ll find that key someday 
You’ll find that key somedayyy

All she needs is
A helping hand 
(All she needs)
A little piece of Grace
(All she needs)
Someone who understands 
One day she makes a new friend 
Behind stacked bracelets 
(All she needs, all she needs)
Sees pain she understands
(That’s all she needs, all she needs)
And that’s when she says 
(All she needs, all she needs) 

Theres so much more 
To life than this 
Keep your head up kid
It’s gets better I promise 
(You got this)
You locked all your hopes 
And dreams away 
One step at a time
(One step at a time)
You’ll find that key someday 
You’ll find that key somedayyy

There’s so much more to life than this 
(All she needs is a helping hand)
So much more to life than this
(All she needs is a helping hand)
So much more to life than this 
(All she needs is a helping hand)
So much more to life than this 
(All she needs is a helping hand)

All she needs is a helping hand

behind stacked bracelets (prod. XSTASY)

LYRICS:

Autumn’s coming round again
With empty whispers in the wind 
I’ve searched for meaning
Between the trees
But I’m falling down
Like the season’s leaves 
Whoaaa
Whoaaa

Hey Autumn 
We really showed 'em this time 
I hate to see you go
The tears are my alibi
Hey Autumn 
We really showed em this time
You’re my favorite hello
And my hardest goodbye
My hardest goodbye

So many questions
Left unanswered 
It eats at me
Untreated cancer 
I’m alone in this hospice bed 
Wishing I was there with you instead 
(Whoaaa)
Wishing I was there with you instead 
(Whoaaa)

Hey Autumn 
We really showed 'em this time 
I hate to see you go
The tears are my alibi
Hey Autumn 
We really showed em this time
In my head it’s hello
In my heart it’s goodbye 

In my heart it’s goodbye

hey autumn (prod. Erik White)

LYRICS:

You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air
You don’t gotta act like you don’t care
You don’t gotta be the girl they see

You coulda just been you
When you were with me 

Your scrunched up nose
And your baggy clothes
Dirt bike decals
And sewn up holes
And me
Across from you
Sitting under the tree

(You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air)
With me
(You don’t gotta act like you don’t care)
With me
(You don’t gotta be the girl they see)
With me
(You coulda just been you)
With me 

You don’t gotta laugh to fill the air
You don’t gotta act like you don’t care
You don’t gotta be the girl they see

You coulda just been you
When you were with me 

I’m carving lyrics 
Into the sides of trees
With hopes held out 
They’ll outlive me
If you ever get the chance
Close your eyes
Lead with your hands 
Let the forest guide the way
This is everything I never got to say 

I guess you left your mark on me
I etched it into bark of trees
Something changed
I don't know why
Went from holding hands
To waving goodbye
Don't be sad or feel guilty
'Cause you don't gotta do that with me



you with me (prod. RRAREBEAR)

LYRICS:

The Grace cathedral calls my name 
But I can’t get close
I’m stalked by shame 
I’m watching from the outside 
Hoping one day 
The enemy averts his gaze 

Please look away

I’m watching from the outside 
Trying to get close enough
To hear what they say 
I’m in my Sunday best
Maybe today’s the day 



Whoa 
I’m never gonna get in, am I?
Whoa 
My suit doesn’t even fit and I 
Start to second guess my salvation 
Livin on the wrong side of revelation

(Whoa-whoa)
Living on the wrong side of revelation
(Whoaaaa)

Went from nose deep in the Word
In a crowded pew
To nose diving into a blur 
Still a lost soul
But from a different view 

(From a different view)

This liquid courage
does me a solid 
Like taking fruit
from the tree of knowledge 
I could tell you that I’m flying 
But in reality I’m falling 

and Every Sunday 
The Grace cathedral cries 
The stained glass
Reflects my broken life 
And I know why

grace cathedral (prod. Lilac Rust)

LYRICS:

Kicking rocks down the road again
In my beat up vans 
(In my beat up vans)
Summer came and it would never end 
Back when we were kids 
(Back when we were kids)
I got a glimpse of it 
The other day
But it came and went
(Yeah, it came and went)
There’s so many things 
I never got to say
To my dearest friends 
(I miss my friends)

Day turns to night
And the stars align
And we’re in the same place
At the same time 
Used to be in sync 
On everything 
Now every time I blink
Things change
Every time I blink
Things change 

Every time I blink
Things change 

Now we’re 13, 14, 
15, all the way to 17
18, 19, 20, all the way to 23
24, then one more, quarter of a century 
I never knew last month 
That I’d even make it to last week
(13, 14, 15, all the way to 17)
Even make it to last week
(18, 19, 20, all the way to 23)
Even make it to last week
(24, then one more, quarter of a century
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week
(Even make it to last week,
Even make it to last week
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week)

beat up vans (prod. Jacob Vallen)

LYRICS:

Complacent 
Hoping the pavement 
Sweeps me away 
Everything’s changin 
But I’m stuck in place 
Day by day
I’m screaming 
From the other side of dreams 
Is this all there is for me?
Where do I start 
Breaking free 
While there’s still 
Something left of me?
My broken heart
It beats all the same 
I won’t give up 
On the rest of me 
I wanna end up 
With a legacy

Complacent 
I’m learning to move my feet
Isn’t it amazing?
I’ve never seen this side of the street

I’ve never seen this side of the street

this side of the street (prod. Liminal Dreams)

Function: Encode raw emotion across genre-divergent formats
Output: Universal resonance via glitch, memory, and musical anomaly

dear departure EP

Circuitration