I'M STILL ANGRY AND I REFUSE TO LIKE THE SONG. YOU RUINED MY EVENING

songs of undisputed distinction

a song i wrote about mutiny and regret

Lyrics:

Throwing his old medal out to sea
From the bow of hulls of hulks of trees
He looked for it until he couldn't see
With a laugh from there declared his spirit free

'Why don't you', asked he
'throw away the key?'
I said 'That must be
the devil in me'.

We sat beneath the ceaseless steady drone
Set the table like we weren't yet alone
His gaze perused the space of what he'd thrown
As I wondered why we couldn't save our own

We'll float with the debris
Agree to disagree
So I might defeat
The devil in me.

The Devil In Me

home recording
January 2014

Invade your mind, like the termites in your walls 
Only when your guard is down, I come out and crawl 

Haven't we walk down this street this time last year? 
No, different pairs of hands, and hearts, and fears 
I write you love songs, in pencil so I can erase your name 
Subject to change, 
Nothing stays the same 
Nothing stays the same 

Lock our fingers as we trip along the cobblestones 
Get home late. Kill the lights, and smash our bones 
Like a garden snake I peel my skin and leave it in the grass 
Sun comes up, I'm crawling fast 
This is now the past 

Invade your mind, like the termites in your walls 
Only when your guard is down, I come out and crawl 
On your wooden floors; past the shirts, the sheets, and the regrets 
You share your bed, not with me, but with the words 
I never meant.

Crawl

Home Recording 

Stop the tape, I'm stumbling on my words 
My fingers sore, play simple chords 
Take apart the desk where I suffocate 
Take off the head that starts to ache 
It's getting colder now, on the couch I live 
But it's alright, that's expected 

The kitchen mouse keeps company 
With the homeless cat, and the drunken me 
I run through the woods, then check for ticks 
No envy for your life static 
My mom died when her liver did 
But it's alright, that's expected 

Just trying to find what calms my heart 
And second guess my false starts 
Anticipating my regrets 
Your bed is made, but you're a mess 
A month full of sleepless nights 
But that's expected, and I'm alright 

Let's meet at the bar, and drown out our thoughts 
Whiskey eyes and whooping coughs 
If I survive the wintertime, I swear to god I'll be fine 
It's getting colder now on the couch I live 
But it's alright, that's expected

November

Troubled Sea

Beat 159 (rolling Stone Shitpost)

I want this one in books
Before the seasons change and I lose
I kissed your lips and parts
That make you, heaven thank you

I just got back from flying 12,000 miles
I think I was drunk the entire time

I've seen the desert rain
And the ocean dry
I taste the wind
And hear the stories they left behind

They left behind

She wants this boy in chains
And by boy, strictly speaking me
I fought facades untorn
Now ripped and left wide open

I just got back from another woman
I think I was drunk every moment

I've seen the desert rain
And the ocean dry
I taste the wind
And hear the stories they left behind

They left behind, for you

Vagabond

Hello you darkness! walkin’ with me, 
That road you drew for me, I took it once too many,
I’m not saying I feel like an angel,
But I think, that I have done my time in hell, 
	
Hello you sinner ! walkin’ with me, 
I know you wish you had the world at your feet, 
I don’t regret, my walk with the beast, 
But you wanna go west, and I wanna go east, 

And I’m tired of walkin’ upside down, 
Now I’m making my way alone, 

Hey whisky! you don’t give me wings, 
When I’m haunted by the painful memories, 
I don’t blame you for all my miseries, 
You were good company, but now I got to leave, 

Hello violence! walkin’ with me,
That road you drew for me, I took it once too many, 
Sure I’m not an angel roaming the streets, 
But you wanna go west, and I wanna go east,

And I’m tired of walkin’ upside down, 
Now I’m making my way alone,

(Jasper Crowley / Max Edwards )
©Warner Chappell

My Walk With The Beast

(Fuck You) Coachella

My reinterpretation of a song I love by  Frank Ocean, off his new album 'Blond'. This was all created from home on a spurt of inspiration. 
Song by Frank Ocean
Produced, mixed by Kimbra
Art by David Hockney

'Seigfried' - Frank Ocean (Kimbra Remix)

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I need to get myself away from this place

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Bad Party

shivers in september

Resist the Scarlet Cloak
"Why is your writing so sad?"   -my friends

I think about what i see
reflect on how it makes me feel
write outward through reflection 

All tracks are written, performed, and produced by Joshua Miller.  alleys, abandoned houses, stairwells, living rooms, kitchens, even by the dumpster behind a pretty decent Chinese Restaurant.

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"the gift of flight is always balanced by the taste of worms" -RCB

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