I Hate Myself

I wanted this one to feel mildly annoying but at the same time working its way into your head to the point where you can’t stop listening to it despite the irritation. That was a fine line to walk, but if it ends up stuck in your head then my work here is done :). My favorite part is also the chaotic middle section where I had a blast experimenting with different vocal effects and look forward to playing around with them more in the future. So like it or hate it I hope it creeps through your minds’ divider!

▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/ufhaeuwsrzmzujfut2dop/Perfect-Dreams-Instrumental.wav?rlkey=3t7yarf2yrbtbrc5wq218tf7v&st=yoqy5nan&dl=1

▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ZTM7nf4Uia19c-NQheqPnLAk1Bs6NS6XZiLt7Mk4Z1Q/edit?usp=sharing

▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-perfect-dreams-lyrics

Free Download

Perfect Dreams

The Barbie hype train may be gone but who cares, here’s a Barbie and Ken themed song!

▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/71asseyqjgof1scsrtpv1/Love-Story-Instrumental.wav?rlkey=cfre8ffqyuvx7f51diobmilhg&st=68s3zyiy&dl=1

▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ZTM7nf4Uia19c-NQheqPnLAk1Bs6NS6XZiLt7Mk4Z1Q/edit?usp=sharing

▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-love-story-lyrics

Love Story

Basket Case (ft. Bentez)

In my “Twisted Expression” era a few years ago I was really into taking common expressions and twisting them in new and often darker ways. I wanted to give that another go but this time re-working my “Maestro” song with the same singer and writing a darker take on the classic rock-a-bye baby lullaby. Sit tight, cause the album finale is coming up next and it’s going to be pretty special for all those who have been following along

▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/qsu8dt0zkyrvfvkqsbzwi/Rockabye-Instrumental.wav?rlkey=f7duzxwgrqc1amf7sf8uzgtum&st=hdujq017&dl=1

▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ZTM7nf4Uia19c-NQheqPnLAk1Bs6NS6XZiLt7Mk4Z1Q/edit?usp=sharing

▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-rockabye-lyrics

Rockabye

Slave (for your love)

I wanted to say a huge thank you to all of you, the level of support for the songs on this album has been crazy to me and I really appreciate everyone for still following along nearly a decade into this musical journey. And with that I bring you my most ambitious project yet! This song took me over 100 hours to make and combines elements from every song on the album into one big album finale. In the YouTube video whenever a particular toy comes into view from the unique song cover arts you can be sure some piece of that song is playing in there. Huge shoutout to all the vocalists on this album and the artists for their amazing work on the art and animations. I put a lot of work into and am really proud of this album, and for the next album I’m trying to go even bigger, both musically and conceptually. For that I may need a bit more time than usual but rest assured I will be back, soon-ish! In the meantime, I hope you all like this one like I do!

▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/87jsll56rml72t4mtbu5i/Welcome-To-My-Playhouse-Instrumental.wav?rlkey=qwcp6phyyddka574ycte9kwt6&st=z29etzcb&dl=1

▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
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▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-welcome-to-my-playhouse-lyrics

Welcome To My Playhouse

NerdOut - Land of Silk and Song

The prettiest bitch

Jeepers Creepers

Hi, my name is Chris, also known as Cjbeards. I'm an electronic music producer and songwriter creating the sounds I wish existed, making one song a month, 9 years and counting.