Came out the grave feeling misplaced
And all ive ever known was pain
Scars on my skin i can not fix
Scars in my brain youd think im insane
but i fight thru the pain everyday
Fuck out my face if you hate
Fuck out my way you could never relate
I want to feel safe but im always on edge
Flashback to the past said goodbye to my dad
After that i got attacked after that it all went bad
My whole life has been so sad but i stay strong i fight thru the pain everyday
Everyday i wake in pain And happiness never stays
Everyone ive ever loved as walked away or jumped
Kicked the bucket hung thats why i fight for what's right i stay up all night try to fix my wrongs 
Try to spread my message but no one seems to listen all ive ever wanted was for someone to get it 
but im such a misfit people just havent witnessed the type of shit that ive witnessed it sickens every part of my existence 
haunts me thru the thickness no path or religion can save me from what was given 
forever broken and hopeless but im still copin hopin i can grin again or make some friends who fuckin understand 



HELLSPAWN (PROD DREAMSYXX)

FOUNDER/OWNER OF SKULLZ IL

�𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖔𝖗�
Activist & Musician



This is a new chapter for me.
New sound, new direction.
I’m locked in now  no past era mistakes, no nostalgia.
If you’re here, you’re here for what comes next.



i think i died a long time ago

HELLSPAWN (PROD DREAMSYXX)

DEAD INTERNALLY (PROD DI)