lyrix:
reading thru my diary u can find out what it’s like
i don’t wanna fuck bby i just wanna die
bleeding in my bed cuz i fucking relapsed
and i’m crying out for help but all they do is laugh
do u think abt me ever bby ur so far away
don’t stop stabbing until u see my face decay
im too ugly mutilate my body
does ur heart still beat when u think of me :/
bby let me go cant u see im suffering
im too ugly thats why u wont hold me
soulless eyes they're looking at me
im falling fast, can u catch me ?
i can’t stop cutting i’m so addicted
show me what it’s like to die is what she said
infest my brain with all ur shit
clip off my wings bby i feel sick

cut me open now !
i feel sick in the head !
destroy me ! 
destroy all of this shit !

put me on the meds doctor i need them
dont u ever leave me bby or imma bleed it
im not crazy bby no no no im eccentric
i like the way u dance on the floor it's electric
imma rip ur head off and leave the corpse lying around
i love it when u scream bby i love the sound
lets make a flic, we can make a snuff
i can't stop watching, i can never get enuff

i feel sick

prod meee 

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i hope u never get better i jus wanna watch u get worse <3 
press the needle in ur eyelid now ur  crying is this bloodthirst 
n bby ur so toxic but i rly think its prettyyyyy 
lets make our own horror scene (scary movie) 
i see the pretty flashing lights have u been vicious tonight :3 
her visceral touch jus like that and it came from the spine 
she said "look at me im perfect!!!" careful we're not the same 
last time that we talked i think something might be wrong with my brain xD 

shes vicious ik 
shes going 4 the throat 
he looks into her eyes 
(she caught him by surprise) 
thats when he grabbed the knife
sawed her face off 
(n mayb im jus craz but i've never seen a dead doll)

she walks into my house i flash eternal doubt 
thats when i grabbed the knife shes not getting out 
i stab i stab i stab i stab
(and then after rip her <3 out) 

instagram

i hope u never get better<333

recorded some time ago
all instruments by me


Coldfish - Sinking (Demo)

hi
this songs out on spotify too
im so sorry izumi for accidentally swag stealing 🙏 


lyrics:
i tried to scream for help
but there was no one there
the only thing that i could hear
were my shallow breaths 
in a time like this
i wish i could disappear 

she sings me a song
to make me feel strong
but i know this is wrong	
cuz i dont belong

i watched myself die (in her arms)
cut myself last night (to make me cry)
i watched myself die (die alone)
cut myself last night

your hugs cut deep like razor blades
my blood pours out as it illustrates
my dying love for your masquerades
its all a shame youre just a fake	
cut deep into my skin 
rip apart my mortal sin
peel the flesh right off my bone
now sit and watch me groan

i tried to scream for help
but there was no one there
the only thing that i could hear
were my shallow breaths 

i watched myself die (in her arms)
cut myself last night (to make me cry)
i watched myself die (die alone)
cut myself last night

i watched myself die (in her arms)

truth in the dark is a lie i discern prod laayz

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!

[FREE FOR PROFIT] Torturecore x LXNG FXILXRE x Necrotrap - Type Beat

house music feat.Xeno (fern)

prod axtheck


was testin sum new shit out, its 4am so i cant record anymore but im tryna upload this cuz im a freak and should kms

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im grabbing at my bonesaw and im sawwing off his neck
sellin all his parts, theres almost none of him thats left
been up for three weeks, its been time that ive almost slept
but im spending all my time browsing on the dark web

carving letters in his skin make sure get that shit on video
lemme loop it back lemme play that shit in slow mo
he was breathing on this earth, but now his ass no mo
i hate all these retards, what the fuck do they know?

Bitch im on the 
DARK WEB
DARK WEB
DARK WEB
im on the 
DARK WEB
DARK WEB
DARK WEB
im browing on the 
DARK WEB
DARK WEB
DARK WEB

im grabbing at my bonesaw and im sawwing off his neck
sellin all his parts, theres almost none of him thats left
been up for three weeks, its been time that ive almost slept
but im spending all my time browsing on the dark web

carving letters in his skin make sure get that shit on video
lemme loop it back lemme play that shit in slow mo
he was breathing on this earth, but now his ass no mo
i hate all these retards, what the fuck do they know?



DARK WEB (unmixxed demo)

hell (fern)

Silk Road Posse
disc - warne_d
i hope my bro gets better

DARK WEB (unmixxed demo)

Clozapine