Leith Ross - Need To Think About It

all credit goes to leith ross
lyrics-
there's a sadness in this house
I can never quite pin down
I'd get up and
turn a light on
but im scared
of finding out
that it's somewhere in my body
and not inside the walls
that even
if I moved back home
my childhood
would still be gone
and this
isn't what i look like
not to everybody else
but if they all could see me now
they'd know
how I see myself
in the dried up, stubborn houseplant
that i drowned
beside my bed
it'd look better
in the softer lights
but their batteries are dead

leith ross - unreleased song 1

a winter love song for friends, community, and family (chosen and otherwise). im so sorry for the crying, this voice memo is from right when I finished writing it and I was VERY emotional. ehheheheheheheheh.  I hope this winter makes u feel warm and loved.

Jimmy's Lullaby

punisher on an old piano in my new york airbnb

be my mistake (but i could do better) (1975 cover)

All voices are mine, taken from home videos of me from two weeks to nine years old. 

No Scholar (home video edition)

i could be sweeter
i'll just go take myself back home
i'm not a believer
i'm just a mess of breathing bones

fever (demo)

Good Luck With That

Stronger

cards on the table

lyrics:

where did you go, angelina?
why did you take my foolish heart?
i should've known, angelina
i was never right for that part

i could've sworn, angelina
we would get hitched and you'd be a bitch about
getting us there on time
i'd thank the lord for angelina
oh, so i guess the wedding
i'll never be getting
will live in the back of my mind

i never loved you more than when you said goodbye
cause maybe i knew that love wasn't honest if you had to lie
i never loved you more than when you walked away
cause maybe i knew, angelina, you'd never stay

* trumpet solo ;) *

are you coming home, angelina?
i think i'm done trying to hold on to you
i think you should know, angelina
that i'd probably fall again if you wanted me to
and she said i love you so i said it back but i
wished she was you

fever (demo)

clara smallman