kamakirii - farewell (toshi x death)

prod by @resolve1k

さよならと共に終わるだけなんだ。。。
--lyrics:
"i h8 u" thats what u said
i cant ever get those words out my head
fuck out my brain this is not ok
i tried believe me i tried but it wont stay the same
take another zoloft to the brain
inhale the novacaine
take all this shit off my plate i jus wanna fade away
feel the cold air on my face

grabbed my heart n locked it away
i dont wanna wait another day
options on the table tell me whats the way
age like a maple, way my body decay
fade in the fall come back in the spring
ask me whats wrong but idk @ all
cant stop the grief so i jus sing
pit in my stomach from the catastrophe

fuck alla this its the same old shtick
u said u'd change but u nvr did
i was jus a kid yeah i was jus a kid...

h8red in my heart
pain in my art
weight in my chest
i been put to the test
chip on my shoulder n a sword in my hand
im like a knight i jus soldier on thru the land

soldier on

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soldier on 「inno」

@whyhaze
@zixdown

lyrics:

(f43)

it’s wtv 2 me
go ahead and walk out the door
what u said it’s left a sore
why do u envy me?
it turns out yr a dead end
i thought u were my best friend
stop treating me like i’m less than
ik that u hate me

sickening i can’t explain
can’t come back it’s not the same
you said i’ll never fucking make it out
gave me self doubt
now i just question myself
“why do i feel manufactured?”
now i just live in this hell
your love has got me bound

(whyhaze)

im stuck in hell
i wont make it out
i'll walk out the door just to see
that the outside isnt what it seems
tell me would u leave me here
baby would u let me bleed
i wnna see the world with u, wnna see the world with me?
so lets soar thru the skylines
tell me is the time right
i promise i wont change even if im under the limelight
baby lets go fly high, see the sunrise
tell me that u wanna die ill beat u to it 2nite

(f43)

sickening i can’t explain
can’t come back it’s not the same
you said i’ll never fucking make it out
gave me self doubt
now i just question myself
“why do i feel manufactured?”
now i just live in this hell
your love has got me bound

(zixdown)

so hard to forget all the things that you said 
it goes round in circles it’s stuck in my head 
i question myself like “will this ever end?”
i’ll nvr fit in i don’t care bout no trend
yea what you said broke me apart i’m in to pieces now 
u told me you love me & then you hate me
you was talkin crazy & now i’m crazy now?
you wanted to change me, i’m nvr changing now!

(f43)

it’s wtv 2 me
go ahead and walk out the door
what u said it’s left a sore
why do u envy me?
it turns out yr a dead end
i thought u were my best friend
stop treating me like i’m less than-

manufactured

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manufactured w/ whyhaze & zixdown (kimi + secretsss)

xohtwo - betrayal (toshi x death)

call me

whyhaze rare ass old song

lyrics:
it was a beautiful tuesday
it was a breath of the city
fuck the red light, i am holding to your Tee
we're intoxicated, i cant feel my feet

we got kicked out of the bar
we got tyres on the tar
i think we did cause a scene
your breath smells like nicotine
im holding on to this feeling

(chorus)

midnight zooming
midnight running
and i love shooting
you dont seem like youre braking

are we really lovers?
do we live in our fantasies?
ghost in the shell of each others?
flashing lights are on me
flashing lights are on me

just hold me tightly
i'll fall to your misery
i'm so fucked i am sorry
i’m so fucked and lonely

just hold me tightly 
i'll run from you maybe
i'm so fucked i am sorry
i just ruin the lives of
everyone around me
i just ruin the lives of everyone around me

ghosts in the shells of each other
ghosts in the shells of each other

(chorus)

nature + teknology landscape //
pic: Ghost in the shell

Shell (prod. kmkz)

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