a mental image
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a conclusion <3

lyrics:

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

now i dont know what to do
you make it so hard to choose
im tripping over my own shoe
when you talk to me i refuse to respond at all

ill just sit here on my own
(yeah ill never leave this place)
even if i want to go
("who am i even anyway?")
if i cant tell who i am anymore
i dont know how long i can this for

all my memories
are passing before me
its getting hard to see
when my visions so blurry

yeah im feeling insane
yeah im feeling in pain
yeah i feel it in my brain
living in this rain

waiting for all this to end
so done with this reality bend
tell me what i need to comprehend
please catch me before i descend

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

-where am i?-
-who am i?-
-you're you-

im staring at a piece of what i used to be
im waiting for something to give me relief
but its not gonna change anything if i cant even think

reach for the sky
-im reaching as high as i can-
"ill be alright"
-when i go back to where i began-
feel like ill die if it dont get time to heal

-is this all even real-

is this all even real
i cant tell
is this all even real

dissociation (me)

JTML2024~pack

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

take me back w/ arid + baz (inno + mental)

@domerrz
@jonsve
@pw4prez
@popilization

[@domerrz]
it's you, it's you, it's uUu 
I do every little thing for you 
for you, all for uUu
never thought I would have made it through
for you, for uUu
I'd tear myself apart for you
and after all the things we've been through
I'd do everything to get to you

you x1000000
make it back 2 u
my path always leads back 2 uUu

[@jonsve]
don't leave me by the wayside, girl
i know that you're my place in the world
praying it's a phase and your words aren't true
loving has a face and it looks like uUu
you're a part of me
everything i say is outta honesty
stop calling me
if you're not for me
please just leave me be if this is curtesy
you're all i need
i know i'm alright
you still give me butterflies
but i'm hurting baby i still need you by my side
if you're leaving me
just leave me in a ditch to die
im not your enemy
i just want you in my life

it's uUu x3
i do every little thing for you
for uUu x2
and i'm hoping we can make it through

SPOTIFYE

for uUu w/ jons (sochi + pop)

vox - @.gav AANNDD @negev 
prod: @elseen 
@.gav DID MIX master stuff and stuff
we love gutter groo

lyrics

@1negev
i dont say sorry, cause im not
bought a whip so i could crash out
OMG… omg
gotta move on, i cant be complacent
i swear im not the same as i used to be
losing my patience
i dont want you to leave
no i dont it cant be painless
im all by myself, phone dnd, and getting wasted

@dotgavin
i said sorry, but you were the one to leave me
now it's all so cliche
try to move on but it's hard cause-
you were my gateway, no that's cliche
shot at my heart and it didn't ricochet
i want you more and more everyday

Everydaaaaaayyyyyy
i want you more and more-
baby you showed me the light
is that why i keep on crying
and i think i might be dying

@1negev
i dont say sorry, cause im not
bought a whip so i could crash out
OMG… omg
gotta move on, i cant be complacent
i swear im not the same as i used to be
losing my patience
i dont want you to leave
no i dont it cant be painless
im all by myself, phone dnd, and getting wasted

(sev here gav misspelt more in his lyrics lol, bro really said mroe)

.gav - sorray💞 w/ 1negev (elseen)

prod @1crisis @1luor

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-@minok0
so much money in my pocket 
i got so much sauce 
but i fuckin locked it

u cant cop it
can u stop it
they trynna talk down
like ar u off it

were not the same
i aint like that
boutta up the chop
imma fight back

were not the same
i aint like that
boutta up the chop
imma fight back

-@1crisis
yeah they think they can stop us 
we dont give a fuck (naw)
they always trynna top us
naw never will yeh i promise

we only movin up

yeah they think they can stop us 
we dont give a fuck (naw)
they always trynna top us
naw never will yeh i promise

we only movin up
dont fight back
pull up then you hike back

-@rarecryptidcreature
yeah we talkin shit yeah we got a problem
we keep it pocket watch yeah u know we gotta solve it
that boy he wanna feat then he gotta pay up
ya
we aint ever actin like you
keep on talkin shit ur digusting
yeah we pullin up, give a fuck, ya we locked it
yeah we makin bread, how much said, yeah we often

locked it

cover art is my friend

prod @takuoriswagga + @tokyosize-781103901

lyrics:
@me
i keep- i keep on looking at the mirror now
see my reflection standing / its voice is way too loud
i look at my own phantom and i cant get it out
its doing so much damage feel like im bleeding out
n now im sick & tired of it just leave me alone
n now my friends are talking bout it i just wanna go 
i cant tell if i hate or love it something must be wrong
i know id be better without it / im better off alone

@disconectd
i can let u know just how i feel
if u talk abt us just make it real
i cant even trust nobody
got margiela all up on me 
u see me up no im just falling 
honestly yea im so sorry
yea is it really over
u saying that we close i never known her
cheif the blunt by myself im a loner
i just made the wave yall boys some cloners

@7akkiro
you are the person i would fall to by your side
the person i would call when i die 
no one could ever be way more alive 
please decide
what is it you want 
ill make it alright 
ur wasting my time
so whats it like wasting all ur life

reflection ft wyatt + akkiro

prod @omgisai

you took it all and left
no baby i'm so tired of the way you make me feel
my life has been hella boring
look at me i'm a fucking mess
i lost all capabilities of making something right
i'm starting to think the worst
i know it's not healthy but this feeling is a curse
i liked when we talked about the shit that made you laugh
now i'm stuck on the little things i'll wait until i crash
who will take the blame?
if i look back in two years am i the same?
yeah i love my life because i treat it like a game
everyone that I've ever encountered is insane (but who am i to-)
at the end of the night
i miss how you liked
i know its not right but it keeps me up all the time

took it all cover @omgisai

Our Blanket

ft @cruseyyyy & @7akkiro

prod @deepinparis

lyrics :
@deepinparis : 
i crossed the line when i was getting what i want
im smoking gas in my free time i cannot get it off
theres not an open slot so you cant get into the box
if the labels blow my phone i think theyre gonna get a block
you gon get cropped out we delivering a shock
i think i slipped but i caught it
recovered from my loss
i want it all if im honest
i do not care bout cost
i see the way that it turned out
is it perfect or not?

@cruseyyyy : 

is it gonna happen or wat
it aint been the same tell me what had happened to us
i got bros in the east that would slide for a buck
yea lately i dont know who to trust
i dont even think it was love
i just keep her around cuz its something to fuck
yea we live in the moment i dont know what it was
i dont know how to lose only know how to dub

@7akkiro : 

i got problems
but i think i need another one
think i got em 
bullets go not stopping till i’m done
shit is awful this shi get awful 
straight from the jump
we got problems yea we got problems 
they wanna run

know this shit keep happening 
i been taking drugs for fun 
no that’s not the last of it
i’m with my bros we #1
no this shit not challenging 
u can’t ignore it if u want
btc yk we blasting it
i’m with my bros we #1

want it all ft crusey & akkiro prod me

Why I feel comfortable walking away

soundcloud.com/heroz2299

On That Eternal Shore [heroz]

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