Number Four : Vexen, The Chilly Academic

https://soundcloud.com/f3arme x https://soundcloud.com/tgwog

Vexen [feardorian x tgwog]

Number Two : Xigbar, The Freeshooter

https://soundcloud.com/lykosss

Xigbar [lykos]

Number Five : Lexaeus, The Taciturn Stalwart

https://soundcloud.com/m2monroe x https://soundcloud.com/shatter3d

Lexaeus [monroe x shatter3d]

Number Twelve : Larxene, The Savage Nymph

https://soundcloud.com/lykosss

Larxene [lykos]

Number Three : Xaldin, The Whirlwind Lancer

soundcloud.com/tylo-beatz-322842867

Xaldin [tylo]

Number Fourteen : Xion, The Imaginary No.

soundcloud.com/yekomhs x soundcloud.com/heroz2299
soundcloud.com/4rrant x soundcloud.com/xtasane

Xion w/ shmokey & heroz [arrant x xtasane]

Number Seven : Saïx, The Luna Diviner

soundcloud.com/rhine1k

Saix [rhine]

https://soundcloud.com/lor2mg x https://soundcloud.com/ddertbag

That's why we'll continue to live on.

I Gave Up My Heart w/ lor2mg [ddertbAg]

Number Eight : Axel, The Flurry Of Dancing Flames

soundcloud.com/mental

Axel [mental]

Number One : Xemnas, The Superior Of The In-Between

soundcloud.com/m2monroe x soundcloud.com/yashio20k

Xemnas [monroe x yashio]

https://soundcloud.com/oiwassupp/
Fuck monroe

me : 
i dont wanna wake up no more
too faded, passed out on the floor
no i dont wanna break up again
but thats what we're headed towards
cuz she hates me now
and i just dont know what thats for
everytime i build up, she break it down
and push me right back out that door

so just forget it
looking down i stare back reflections
i dont get the message
i messed up another chance at redemption
not asking the right questions
i dont get it

walk down the street, i seen you looking back at me
look thru the tv screen im seein all that i could be
but thats just a dream, that life it aint cut out for me
i never quite fit the mold for anyone or anything
and thats when i met you, you taught me its okay to believe
-in myself, pick my head up make me feel okay to breathe
you showed me what it means to be stitched back at the seams
a patchwork of memories
heal with the color green

i dont wanna wake up no more
too faded, passed out on the floor
no i dont wanna break up again
but thats what we're headed towards
cuz she hates me now
and i just dont know what thats for
everytime i build up, she break it down
and push me right back out that door

so just forget it
looking down i stare back reflections
i dont get the message
i messed up another chance at redemption
not asking the right questions
i dont get it

*2023* Redemption..? [oiwa]

soundcloud.com/heroz2299 + soundcloud.com/dethconi

look me dead in the eyes

Jaded w/ Coni [heroz]

cover of the song by rewind go listen to it ; https://soundcloud.com/rewind214/be-with

soundcloud.com/heroz2299

we love you hazel :]

be with *cover*; prod. heroz

soundcloud.com/xternalz / soundcloud.com/staywithmenow

i'm reaching out to you, the furthest star in our sky

Again [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/muieternal
soundcloud.com/m2monroe x soundcloud.com/kyoakyo
i live for moments like these

[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]
i know this thoughts just a scums wish
i dont expect you to arrange it
its more your MO to play tricks and
you dont fuck with the complaining

[soundcloud.com/muieternal:]
eternal lie,
i bleed too dryy
you hear my cry
feel - i wont try

it's what's best
i deserve
that u take the light
my thoughts get
even worse
it's like all my life

when you'd fall
i would catch
to make up for the timee
to reverse my life,
to make up for time

[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]
a pack of reds on the desk
i know if you saw who i became
that youd hate it
and all the feelings id erased
id regain them
at night i lie awake
wishing that id never made them
decisions i forget
yet theyre still messin w my head
and i run back in
even knowing its amourette
cuz even though its so ephemeral
at times i feel blessed
i know it couldnt last
but i dont want it to end
give me another sec

give me another event
any reason i could find
just so ill see you again
my self destructive tendencies
and complete lack of self respect
will let me open up the door for you
to run in and wreck
everything that ive kept-

-sacred, my sanity girl you can have it
you can take it
i promise i can keep a smile and ill fake it
next up on the podium ill be your new replacement

Amourette w/ Mui [monroe x kyoa]

soundcloud.com/yuikase x soundcloud.com/remiliaxd

words;

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]:
yea i 
lost my heart once
it walked right out the door with our problems
no i aint doin that again when the time comes
hold you close til the end in that promdress
that u never got to wear to a dance yet
me and u in the rain guess thats progress
no i wont let it go to waste, never regret
im seeing clearer with u here my hall of egress
and when we go hit that dancefloor
i hope they play this song next

got a feeling ur the one when wed just met
they so mad bout it but theyll never upset me tonight
i made it happen with my best friend
with my best friend

[soundcloud.com/remiliaxd]:
now it's been a few months
pushing all of the weight aside, now i feel none
i don't wanna lie, watch you cry, but it's been done
holding all of the times, on my mind, can't relive them
one step at a time, draw the line, hope to fix them

are you the real one?
hold me in your arms when it's all falling apart
hope we'll stay strong
i hope this lasts long
look me in my eyes, tell me that it'll be alright
singing our song
(singing our song oh oh oh)
oh, that will be the last time
lost my heart once, make up under moonlight

Prom Dress w/ Remilia [asagao]

i swear to god i will come back for you. the right way, this time

[part one]
ill be missing u
when its all gone
the time we spent before i depart
that love was true
even if i
gotta run

[part two]
rebuild the pattern
what does it matter
run out of time
i watch the hourglass
it shatters
i should be happy but 
im scared of next chapters
i dont wanna let you go
and leave my heart in tatters

DEPARTURE [joalisho]

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/kyoakyo

i really couldn't be any happier than i am right now

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
I don't ever wanna let go
But I knew: This love was never gonna hold
Still though, I'm always wishing for the most
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

There's just a little left
Fight to my last breath
In the kitchen, singing
Making food at 2am
The memories I make with you, they're my favorite
Babygirl, I can't believe I'm bouta waste this
Talk on nothing, take my hand; This my last dance
Falling in with you is something that I really couldn't have planned
I'll never understand the way the world works
I'll never understand why I keep getting hurt

It shouldn't feel like this, I should be excited 
Left home all alone got reminded
Of the beauty of the place I resided
Of all the people, all the love that I might miss
Of having someone that I really can confide in
Of why I shouldn't walk away, you're my light, and-
No, I don't ever wanna let go

(It's all wrong, when did I lose the plot)
(Everything falls apart)
(I don't know how to stop)

[hook]

Every day I see you, it feels like I'm waking up for the first time
You're the only thing that wanders all around my mind; I can't get enough
Feel the tears in my eyes welling up cause I know
We've only got a few months 'fore I go
But I think I'm in love, I wish I never got close (not true btw i dont regret a thing)
You hold my heart but my souls headed home
Still holding on to a little bit of hope

[soundcloud.com/xternalz]
I’m holding on
I can’t let go
Cause you’re all I want
You’re all I want

I wanted us to last for good
I did all I could
I wish you understood

(I’m still holding on)

Facing down at the floor
I’m chasing the steps now retracing
Don’t want anything replacing
What we had before
Why can’t you just stay?
I’m tired of walking away
This world is turning to grey
I don’t ever want to let go

[hook 2x]

{sidenote : this song is like 7 months old}

Holding Onto Hope w/ Xternalz [kyoa]

produced by iledless :]

[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]
cover my eyelids
so i cant see a thing
dont wanna feel it
when they go clip my wings
spent some time healing
and now im seeing different
i see the way you living
and i dont wanna live it

i went away for a while
im sorry i went missing
it really wasnt worthwhile
id rather be here ;*
my voice went silent im tired
but i dont wanna miss it
i couldve had 365
and now im counting minutes
seconds all it takes to go down
survive from quick decision
i wasnt destined to smile
but fuck that shit im in it

and they cant stand it they stay pressed
boy go and hit the bench
i promise that youll never make it vexed
that girl a witch thats why i left
she casting spells they aint connect
cant never put me in no hex
i treat this shit just like a game
im topping leaderboards for checks

i feel reborn 
like im a phoenix out the ash
two four is ours
we pushin w's
you scared you backin up
you slammin S
i got em on the run
record for twenty minutes
make a hit
my shot is on
im only aiming for the head
i stay on lock
cartoon swallow run down his neck
fun havers clique shit is blessed
all that we wanted and we talked on
what we got and aint done yet

FEVER PITCH [iledless]

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/akasukii
soundcloud.com/hartfxlt x soundcloud.com/1akura x soundcloud.com/decago

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/akasukii]
how am i supposed to heal when ur still in my veins 
every breath i take, im calling out ur name 
tell me how to forget, how to let u go 
when the love we had is all i've ever known

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i see the shapes
the signs that sealed our fate
no it aint right but what am i to say
its my light so im taking it away

no i cant believe it
im lost in the feeling

of love so strong
it hurts whenever im reminded
that im gone
no i cant shake the feeling
of you in my arms
and so im stuck singing the same old song

[soundcloud.com/akasukii]
how am i supposed to heal when ur still in my veins 
every breath i take, im calling out ur name 
tell me how to forget, how to let u go 
when the love we had is all i've ever known

Believe w/ Akasuki [hartfxlt x akura x decago]

soundcloud.com/hartfxlt
soundcloud.com/tores x soundcloud.com/prodarisu

special thanks to cam for helping me out w the master

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]

im barely keeping afloat
so why dont you let me go?
break it off, leave me alone
cause im lost and you already know
youre wasting time on me
im stuck in place i freeze
every winter i try to find peace
and always end up incomplete

still running to the top
cause with you im feeling starbound
baby take my hand 
ima lead us out the mud somehow
all dust, all love
shit is ours now
way my dreams come alive in your eyes
i feel so found out
i feel so proud
cause you not giving up now
fall apart in your arms
more times than i can count
and everytime you lift me up
keep me unbound
ill give you the world
because you gave me all of mine oh

[soundcloud.com/hartfxlt]

cut at my soul until we're compatible 
its as old as time the story being told 
I try to get away but I'm in your pull 
you live inside my brain I need you out my skull
so seek me out when it cold 
I'm bleeding out and you don't know
tell me was it all for show ?

Freeze w/ Hartfxlt [tores x arisu]

soundcloud.com/rewind214 x soundcloud.com/heroz2299

words;
ive been losing motivation for my favorite art
leave sanity at the start
why do they make it so hard
she said i got a problem
said i know what you are
then why you keep coming around like ima save your heart


its nothing to do with me
but they keep tryna spin
and tie their problems into mine
interconnected web of sins
and lies
and im not sure ive got
the strength to weather it
ive gotta turn the ship around
and save the game at seventh in(ning)

im up to bat, lift arms but no one taught me how to swing
take off the mask, restart, ima do it all again
cause no one ever gave me company 
when i had needed it
except the ones that stab me in the back
so i keep walking back in

and on the back end
fall into the same routine
and repeat all the same things
buy another pack of cigarettes
and do myself in
cause everybodies comfortable
to see me fail it all again

disarm
i let my guard down
they dont know what im on
cause harm
i let em all down
i couldnt reach the stars

its impossible to stay honest
i played the game that you wanted
ill be a fake to all my dawgs
cuz no one keep it a hunnid
its only money that im hunting
 i stay stuntin
i yipped the bag on em
and i was out like road runner
i got a bill for every memory
of when i was hungered
and no one ever lift me up
so i keep painting the tunnels
cause they only wanna copy me
now that i stay flooded
i dont got no time for no business
that aint gonna profit no more

i cant fail her again
middle finger, i swore
baby i need you to hold on
need you to hold down the fort

Candor [rewind x heroz]

You showed me a life I never thought possible

- with soundcloud.com/xternalz


soundcloud.com/tores 

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
The space in my locket
Baby thats where youre wanted
The face that I saw
In that new bar off Belmont
It stole my heart and I lost it
I couldnt even call it
I know where it started
But now I keep falling apart for your love
All the covers I weaved come undone
Its getting colder but the cold hasnt stung
Im getting older but Im not scared as much
As I Was

You know what Im wishing for and Im not gonna run
Time I spent without you stay reflected in the rum
Cant be codependent yet addicted to your touch
Tramadol Im wishing for another hit of us honey
Im after the money give you everything you want
Started off as nothing more than just a little crush
Baby now you got me begging you to make it to the sun
I know its a fantasy but Ima make it more than one for us

[soundcloud.com/xternalz]
never thought i'd be here
but i think its alright
i just wanna be near to you
ill make this real
this is not make believe
when i saw that glitter in your eye
i couldnt fight it anymore
every time i still think of you
what are we waiting for?

Tramadol w/ Xternalz [tores]

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
x.com/clay0127

[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

inside peoples memories, i can live forever
soundcloud.com/dethconi x soundcloud.com/xvvr
soundcloud.com/1kizuu x soundcloud.com/sxnnai x soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul

words;
[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
they got me runnin back an older aesthetic, ik
its been awhile & i rly dont regret it, i dont
but lately ive been missin em
my axels and my xions
almost lost it all since they was calling me a phenom
on my G.O.W. like ares and athena
broken hearts galore
lose my brother in arenas
im praying to the lord that i never have to see em
my exx bitches wanted more, but ill never sign a prenup
got my only one for sure
and i wont ever leave her
fam be right behind me keep em close
dugtrio

[soundcloud.com/conimiiura]
walk in with some blue fur I look like the bird from rio 
what you said hurt my heart so bad, dropped to my knees I went fetal 
I smoke this to forget about you, delete you 
all white fits my homies n me out the cathedral 

cant trust anyone 
baby why u fuck me up 
burn it down 
I burn it down (huh , ya) 
fuck it all I need some loud 
in my pouch exotic now 
they told us turn it down 
we aint turning down

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
ima clear it out w vinyl
they couldnt move up w out me cuz im the spinal
i leave it all in drafts, never final
face flushed
thought ud never ask
smile in a spiral

[soundcloud.com/xvvr]
better on my own all these niggas movin federal 
try my best in everything i gotta keep a step ahead of yall
inject my life into my passion swear ill bet it all 
i pray one day i find the keys to fuckin set it off 
but im still standin tall
i lost alot of friends relations had to end em all
misinterpretation baby thats not what i said at all 
you believe what you want
you always up to something 
my god i swear were done

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
lowk this a curtaincall, said im bouta hang it up
dont obsess at all
no stress, and i aint goin thru withdrawals
ive been better for a while cept the alcohol, but
reassessed bro knock it off
pressure weighing on my chest, i cant find a cause
decompress im holding her in my arms
i could never be depressed
keep the love in my heart

dugtrio! w/ coni & xvvr [kizuu x sennai x jayysoul]

soundcloud.com/overoveroverover x soundcloud.com/tsurugiblu
returnn

words;
i cant really give a fuck start pourin me another round
put one in the chamber 
spin the barrel
we all goin down
they used to hate me but im seeing how they come around
this shit just a game to me
im only caring bout the sound
everyone facetious
thats why i dont really come to town
shit makes me anemic
i aint eating with some selfish clowns
left me wounded, bleeding
last time i thought that i could reach out
feelin like quitting
its too sickening
i wont give no shouts

if love
is like a battlefield
why i got nobody out here tryna come together?
im fighting demons
but it feels like it aint worth the effort
got so used to screaming
that my lungs dont even feel the pressure
every night im seeing
all the feelings i cant hold or measure
not too good at dreaming
i can only get a couple letters
all the time im peeling
cause i really wasnt build for weather
ive been fiending
anything that might make me feel better

flick the roulette wheel
can you teach me how to heal
false security in something
i dont even know is real
prior sympathies spit back at me
and nothing is ideal
so i keep to myself,
but being lonely isnt nearly
enough
i struggle finding purpose
in all this mud
the world we live ins getting worse
and ive given up
pass it back to me
id rather just forget it in the drugs
and like actually
im really sick of always feeling stuck
this song is heavier
because the weight im carrying too much
and i need an outlet for it
so just listen up
i miss when making music wasnt always tough
and god damn man im sick of the elitist fucks
and god damn man im sick of people begging me for stuff
and god damn man you know who you are
so i wont give a mention of
we couldnt come together so the battles never won

battlefield;roulettewheel [over x tsurugiblu]

Why I feel comfortable walking away

soundcloud.com/heroz2299

On That Eternal Shore [heroz]

soundcloud.com/rinkawoh

this song was lowkey scrapped back in 2023 till kyler hit it so shoutout fr

words;
[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]

ive been feeling so alone, my god
i dont know where i should go
open up my heart its cold, i rot
left a hole right in my soul
tear my body apart
im gutting everything out
in some hopes that i can grow
stay with me my love,
because i need you now
dont leave me in the snow

[soundcloud.com/rinkawoh:]

dont you know you look like art
Aphrodite beauty hiding among the stars
you got me falling apart
no clue what to do where i should   start

maybe its your eyes your glued on stare
maybe its the good times we've shared
dont wanna have a bad time thats fair
you know sometimes i get scared

im used to being the problem child
i think ive killed my gods involved them in one day of my trial
filled my plate up still starved myself still hungry and im still sore

i dont wanna break down anymore
im sick of screaming crying on the floor
learned to do it silent when the waves crash on the shore
break the water but i can still feel where my skin tore

[soundcloud.com/clay0127:]

and i dont know how much more i can take
they keep picking me apart show me all of the things that i hate
about me, man i wish you could see that im trying
to please and it all fucking drives me insane
im feeling stuck in my ways
and im so tired of the rain
cause it always rains
toss the hourglass out in the trash with the minutes i waste

i wasnt meant for you
the love i saw it aint true
now i got nothing to lose
now i got nothing to lose
so i walk away
i leave you with the pain
just let me fade away
just let me fade a-

ive been feeling so alone, my god
i dont know where i should go
open up my heart its cold, i rot
left a hole right in my soul
tear my body apart
im gutting everything out
in some hopes that i can grow
stay with me my love,
because i need you now
dont leave me in the snow

clay

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