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sleep thru ur alarms

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

prod. 93feetofsmoke








the message is still love yourself before anyone else (bae) & spread that inner love around.

bummy boy - how do yu luv mi yu dont luv urself w/ 93feetofsmoke

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

empty shell ft. n0legs (prod. trxpicvl)

https://youtu.be/Ceg6ICwkEmM
s/o tha bro @astvri

I'm laying right beside you 
and still can't sleep
you know I'm fucking jealous
that you're leaving

I'm thinking bout your phone
and why it's beeping
you know I'm fucking scared
that you don't know me

I will pick you up
before you're bleeding now
I know you're blowing up
I'm proud believe me now

I wanna be the picture 
on your homescreen
I know we know the passwords
but don't check things

I guess I trust you
Is that a bad thing?
I don't wan hurt you
just go do your thing

I wanna be the picture 
on your homescreen
I know we know the passwords
but don't check things


I wanna be the picture on ur homescreen

prod. https://soundcloud.com/deadtreesnolongerbreathe

[lyrics] 

I think that I been gettin fucked up for too long
Fucked up for too long…

I wanna say sorry to my family
To the people who always helped me
Even though I was living so selfishly 
I just wish they could see the things that I have seen
I wanna learn how to not harm me
Cause late at night my thoughts are fuckin haunting
I got this pain so deep inside
It drives me insane but it keeps me alive

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

I was just a tweaked out kid
Didn’t know I’d end up like this
Thought that sadness was just a phase
Now I’m paying to phase out everyday
I aint never had no direction
Used to look in glass pipes for reflections
Never meant to put yall thru this
I just can’t grasp why I fucking exist

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

No Reason (prod. DeadForest)

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https://twitter.com/93feetofsmoke
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https://twitter.com/tothegoodx


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Closing My Eyes In The Dark w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (Prod. tothegood)

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

letdown

prod barren and killedmyself
when is it my turn to leave?

bury me with the rest

</3 smrtdeath x lil bo weep </3

in my life i could die any day

@lil-bo-weep

smrtdeath & lil bo weep - far away (prod. nedarb)

mixed by @wrcktngl

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

When I heard your lyrics
it fucking killed me inside
I want to be your everything
I don't want us to hide
from all our problems
I don't want us to fight
about all the bullshit
that we do to cope with life

If I can't make you happy
how the fuck did this all start?
If everything's so lonely
why'd you stab me in the heart?
If I can't hold you down
then I'm pissing in the wind
If I can't be something
that will make you whole again

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

make u whole again w/ wrcktngl

6 Dogs

Hearse

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

guess i'll c u around
guess i'll dream u now

got my tongue 
tied round your thumb
just forget bout the rest
of my body

i know i fucked up
doing line after line
till it haunts me

couple pills 
but i still dont feel nothing
u steal my breath
like i never say nothing

I guess I'll see you around
I guess I'll dream you now
Ya I know I fucked up
Plz don't let me let u down

guess I'll see u around

https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
vocals mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
thank you so much

lyrics:
oh why
i let my guard down
for the last time
nothings alright
im so uptight
every tiny inconvenience 
and i feel the blight
of my own insecurity 
falling heavily on my head
smoke a little more 
wishing that i was dead

but i don’t even know you 
get the fuck out of my face
you would be disappointed
if you really knew me too

i dont even know you (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

visual - https://youtu.be/5SGbYJOOndM

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Bet I'd miss that
Bet I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Ffckfckfkck

Yes I'd miss that
Guess I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Momma hit me up
To say don't hit me back

Walk on dirt thrones
Til u sink in
I know ur just as lost
But good at faking
Flick ash on the couch that I'm sitting
Wish I could spare it and combust instead
All of your faces are mirrors
Fighting reflections we hate ourselves in

Bet I'd miss that
Bet I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Ffckfckfkck

Yes I'd miss that
Guess I'd miss that
pink on your nails
blood on my back

I say fuck that
Im always sayin fuck that
Momma hit me up
To say don't hit me back

I want the sky to grab me
And shake me by the head
I want the sea to take your feet
and pull you deep within
Remember we were drunk
But we weren't afraid of shit
I want the flames to stop
But I can't tell where they begin

bet i'd miss that
bet i'd miss that
pink on ur nails
blood on my back..
i say fuck that
always saying fuck that
i say fuck...
...always saying fuck that
(x2)

pink on ur nails, blood on my back

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

https://soundcloud.com/anobodyreally



lyrics:
sitting up
in fields of gray
i hold my hands
and hope today 
this god up there
will hear me pray 
that the sun comes out
another day
hear myself breathing in
lost my voice from screaming this

constant songs

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