afterimage w/ abyssal.angel [FORM]

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hey autumn
it's nice see you once again
it’s been a while
since the seasons came and went
hey autumn
i don't know if you hear my voice
i'm in denial
cause it’s been a while

can you hear me
when i'm raising my voice
and do you fear me
along with all of the noise
can you see me
like i can see your shadow right here

hey autumn
how long 'till the leaves will fall
cause they remain there
as if winter never called
hey autumn
i don't know if you hear these words
but you keep your stare
it's so unfair

if only you had waited a minute
i wouldn't have let you go away
wanted to meet you
but you always said another day
i wanted to help
but i never knew quite what to say
i wanted to help
but all you'd do was run away

i took you for granted
now your gone to another place
and i'm stuck on earth
still waiting just to see your face
i wanted to help
but i never knew quite what to say
i wanted to help
but all you'd do was run away

(ok there summer, please don't make me say goodbye
oh hey there autumn, please don't make me cry
i know you're hurting and swear i'm trying
ok there summer, i don't want to say goodbye)

hey autumn
it's nice see you once again
it’s been a while
since the seasons came and went
hey autumn
i don't know if you hear my voice
i'm in denial
cause it’s been a while

hey autumn

spring come again with all the blossoms
you take all the wounds from my skin
once you walk away i'll be alone by myself
and spring won't you come again

so she will, wander

wander
you wander
she wanders
you wonder again
wander
why do you wander?
she wonders
you wander again

wander

clayekea - remember who you are (intro edit)
Holz - Crowded Mirror
former hero - eyelids
AT4G - part of me
clayekea - healing
YeahRight! - Hurt (Hyperion Remix)
clayekea - still
Beakfeet - Inure (makina remix) 
+ former hero - untitled former hero 143bpm dj tool
farfield - voice (clayekea edit)
clayekea - wander
TheDiabolicalWaffle - Last Breath (Soar Remix)
clayekea & P3PPER - staring
porter robinson - wind tempos (former hero edit)
phritz - fading in
+ Adam Tell - Noise Machines
i think there's something you should know (former hero undertow edit)
Holz - Girls (clayekea edit)
levi beck - i know!
+ The Marphoi Project & Alaskan Tapes - Tiny Sprout
+ clayekea - spring's innocence
+ clayekea - wander
+ Snail's House - Imaginary Express
knapsack - Ordinary Thoughts
+ inverness - Breathe (ft. William Bolton)
+ clayekea - fear
+ clayekea - quit
+ oshi - Whispers ft. Avonlea
+ Snareskin x Jaron x Creepa - Saga
+ oshi - Whispers (dawnsonLIED Remix)
former hero - river call me
+ Sterohats & Medii - Inner Symphony
Charli XCX - ENEMY (moo Remix)
+ navii - Forest Song
NERVO - Anywhere You Go (DS Remix ft. Skwatch)
+ dwilly - be right here
+ yandere - desire
Duumu - Little Me (feat. Karnaboy)
+ Beakfeet, Kitefield & Marzy - Polarion
+ Makina - Clover
+ clayekea - full circle
+ former hero - eyelids
+ clayekea - eyelids
+ Holz - Crowded Mirror
levi beck - i know!
+ former hero - river call me
+ clayekea - wander
+ former hero - untitled former hero 143bpm dj tool
+ clayekea - full circle

clayekea @ supernova fest 6/11/21

have i changed?
cause next year i'll be so far away
spent my whole life in this town
just to move across the state

i wont see my family
i wont see my dog or my friends
or the faces i knew all too well
i never thought this would be the end

so far

go to sleep
go to sleep

go to sleep
go to sleep

i feel im running out of time
to see you by the riverside
ill drift to sleep and see you one more time

waterbed

follow the snow trail
away from home
in to a place
where I belong
so I follow the snow trail
in a hurry
paint the streets white
with all your flurries

I'll follow the snow trails

I'll follow the snow trails
return from a journey that felt like miles away
I remember when we'd play in the snow
my parents were worried and I'd ignore what they'd say

snow trails

'passage' (where do i go)
track 2 of 5
9/28/21

where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?
where do i go from here?

isn't it hard to imagine
who i can be next year
i can find a new fashion
to make me feel more sincere
feel stuck in my house can't move forward without waiting it out now
can't be stuck in the wrong crowd the distance grows farther since i've figured myself out
still lost in the shadows a marionette dressed in very old clothes
i just wanna be real though i dont understand what they mean "just be you" so
come to life, it's a miracle, who knew this would hurt when i feel low
it gets worse and my eyes glow, give me time to be who i want no

where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here
where do i go from here

passage

'stream of air'
track 1 of 5
9/2/21

i see your breath in the air with my eyes
the coldness surrounds my ears but i'm alright
you drift to my mind and the time flies
your whispers fill through the air when winter arrives

stream of air

'wish i was'
track 3 of 5
3/6/22

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

fake eyes, caught a glare
on a summer daydream that's far from here
i know, i know
fake smile when you look at me
i know that meant something
a long time ago, a long time ago
years pass and we've grown apart
you've moved out your place on the boulevard
i hope, i hope
and i pay a visit to
the place where we did all the things we'd do
i know, i know

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place
i wish i was nothing to you in the first place

wish i was

even in my closed eyes

@clayekea @dearestalyx

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LYRICS
Woah, oh
Woah, oh
Thought I was ahead but you already were
Woah, oh
Oh, oh
Thought I was ahead but you already were
Woah, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh

Even in my closed eyes
I’m all alone in the dark
I’m all alone in the dark
Feels like I’m falling right through the floor
I don’t know why
I don’t know why

Detach

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Detach (w/ clayekea, dearest alyx)

'things i never had'
track 5 of 5
4/1/22

i spend my time
thinking bout things i never had
and my whole life
was wasted on dreading about the past
they say look forward
cause everything changes as you grow older
and i know, i feel much different

i cut my hair to fit in with the crowd
and grew it out again 
i knew it was artificial but somehow
i feel in doubt again

i fell in love in the 10th grade
but i hid it away
and to this point you still dont know yet
thought all my life was mistake
cause i always felt strange
and now these days im filled with regrets

so did you know
that i feel like a puppet, cant move on with the show
said i'd go through a passage
but im stuck in the snow
frozen leaves in the pathway i cant follow the road
and i just feel
i cant do things that i want to
im feeling a bit
unmotivated and confused
sick of being
left confined up in this room
lost in my head
and im so lost here without you

i spend my time
thinking bout things i never had
and my whole life
was wasted on dreading about the past
they say look forward
cause everything changes as you grow older
and i know, i feel much different

they say look forward
cause everything changes as you grow older
and i know, i feel much different

and i know, i feel much different

things i never had

come on i'm sure
it always gets better
so stop this damage
i know it hurts
he left so soon
but i know he'll manage

he'll come back, and he'll be him again
i don't know if i still want to be friends
its not enough, its not enough, for me to pretend
its not enough, its not enough

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines remind me
the fright lines remind me

only last year
did we talk together
how it'd get better
we were right here
i looked at you
and you said you met her

im sidelined, waiting looking in
i cant tell if we even still are friends
i want it back, i want it back, and see you again back
i want it back, i want it back

and i dont know you anymore

your white lies, your white lies
leave with fright lines
i cry when light up with the sky
i almost died but i feel alive
it left me with fright lines
it left me with fright lines

i scratched up my old identity
fell in love so everyone could see
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me
caught up on emotions i didn't need
locked away for a summer of secrecy
the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

the fright lines

the fright lines, the fright lines, the fright lines
the fright lines, the fright lines they drew on me

fright lines!

'failure son'
track 4 of 5
9/20/21

failure son
says "i wanna be someone"
his life isn't done
i just wanna be someone
but who cares in the end
it's what you want don't let them take it
but who cares if your friends
don't know what you really want

failure son
says "i wanna be someone"
his life isn't done
i just wanna be someone

failure kid they say
he wouldn't last another year
find new life a town away
failure kid today
i want him gone and out of here
find some friends and go and play
but i know in the end
it's what you want don't let them take it away
but who cares if you got no friends
it's your life don't let them break it

failure son
says "i wanna be someone"
his life isn't done
i just wanna be someone
failure son
says "i wanna be someone"
his life isn't done
i just wanna be someone

i know you feel so lost
give it a few years and you'll know who you are

failure son

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clayekea - stubborn

mar·ces·cent
(of leaves or fronds) withering but remaining attached to the stem

i saw another orange leaf
hanging from a tree
it will tell us of the winter
as falls beneath our feet
it's trying plant a seed
and dig itself underneath
it'll fade into the soil
to find a way to breathe

in through the air it flies
and with the wind it finds
a new call to life
a new fall to write

i watch shadows fade beneath
and clouds cover the beach
and maybe this is a sign
that i've been living too carefree
so i've waiting for that leaf
to paint a perfect scene
and soon ill come to find
that lie was just a dream

in through the air it flies
and with the wind it finds
a new call to life
a new fall to write

in through the air it flies
and with the wind it finds
a new call to life
a new fall to write

marcescent

@abyssalangel @clayekea

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abyssal.angel & clayekea - afterimage

pseudo love

will you be gone?

please give me a shot
i swear i'm not who i used to be
please tell me im not
falling back down from my peak
in the mirror
it was the shadow i saw of me
please let me talk
are you in disbelief

disbelief

i'm two faced
these new scars
hiding in the back of a school yard
silent
a new friend
or will they fucking leave like the rest of them
i'm two faced
a new look
who the hell was that in the yearbook?
right here
when will it end
when will you fucking leave like the rest of them?

i don't wanna go back there
i don't wanna go back there
fading into dust
i don't wanna go back there
i don't wanna go back there

go back there

still

without you
don't know what i'll do
without you

without you

my all nighter 6 track

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she was left there
wounded on the ground
they’d walk past
and she couldn't make a sound
all she hoped for
was to be found
but they ignored her
could I have healed her?

healing

i've been thinking 'bout what you said
all your damn words are stuck floating in my head
do you remember who we are
before you left and went real far

who you are

doesn't matter anymore
i'm still standing at your door
so what am i waiting for?

who you are

clayekea

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