my bad, all of it is my fave everything is perfect lewwwwww congrats!!

03

https://open.spotify.com/album/4BuJ4jRfLoTj9rQ8vi94zk?si=KSnxOYr9T0qwGS16BoSYEQ

lyrics >
talk
it anyway...
stop
tryna control
but with the glass half full, i was staying awake
and i've been running out of options and i needed a taste
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
'cause i don't want you to think i'm like this
'cause somebody wants you
and you never talked to me anyway
didn't you want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at your place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
(you don't know the half of it)

do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that?
do you mind if i want it back?
do you mind if i have that? (so)

'cause i dont recommend u
look through your camera roll while you're figuring it out (yeah)
so sora, when will you come home?

and i don't want you to think im like this
'cause somebody wants you
you never talked to me anyway
didn't u want to?
what i'd do to fucking crash at ur place,
sora you don't know the half of it
you gave somethin that i cannot replace
sora you don't know the half of it
.
if you read this, i will see you soon in the town below the dancing star.

sora

05

I know you're not alone
Well I know it's all interpretation and correlation
Oh have you seen it
I feel the heat on my skin from the sun
But I can't help but asking

Yeah so 
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever

Well now I've realised
I can't just walk around with closed eyes
Get a grip of yourself
I know you're scared
Let's look at the semantics
I know I'm so pedantic
It's all perspective, it won't ruin my vision
We've gotta stop with all this indecision

I see it all the time (okay)
I can't believe I didn't notice you
And I won't hesitate anymore
Action over reaction
And I won't play pretend anymore

Yeah so 
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever
Why
So now I'm stuck in the desert and
I saw the serpent and the treasure
Now am I stuck here forever

the desert

01

if determinism is true
then what led me here?
i just can't believe that we move without thinking twice about it
amor fati, i'll never lose
even when you move away.

why are you always walking alone?
he said he's building on a world of his own
i see sage when i'm walking alone
why are you always walking alone?
he said he's building on a world of his own
i see sage when i'm walking alone

sage's piano

02

Say wha

I'm so constantly worried about wasting my time
We're all stuck inside
So just as you found some freedom you found
Your serotonin's a lie
Now, you're so fucking worried about where to reside
Even if it's just for the night
Yeah, we'll get along, I can try
But where's the fun in loving yourself, if you're not gonna die

I'm stuck at the red light
I'll do it tomorrow
But you want no one to do it like you
Well, get a move on 'cause
You can't keep holding onto what is rotting away but
Oh fuck, I've done it again (woah)

I'm so fucking sick of this peace of mind
It sounds like an excuse
And it feels like my perspective was never mine
You see I'm constantly thinking
And I don't know if it's doing a whole lot of good right now
I'm always weighing up the costs and benefits
But where's the fun in loving yourself, if you're not gonna die

I'm stuck at the red light
I'll do it tomorrow
But you want no one to do it like you
Well, get a move on 'cause
How long can we keep this up?
How long can we keep this up?

And so I tried it again for my third time
I had an epiphany and I won't let it go
You're so reliant on external phenomena so
Often knowledge kills the action, you gotta love the unknown

And now I'm gonna get the best of me

Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again
Oh fuck I've done it again

the serotonin star

06

(What are you waiting for?)

The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so
The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so

You think it's all laid out for you, I know
I told you that I hated love
You said get your head out the sand
Independent agency
Codependent flagrancy like
I can't live my life like that
I can't live my life like that yeah

I think it's clear that you don't know what you want
Well I know I won't focus on the past

The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so
The city tasted so good when you were around
You're always caught up when I'm down
I never know when you're around so

Just give it time
I think I hate when we get high
We've gotta stop
The extroversion made it kinda hard to cut the seam

Now I see the inability
To face your own fragility
Consider possibilities that
I can't rely on anybody for this
Built the bridge by myself and got up
Don't be frightened
Let your impulse take the lead

The city tasted so good when you were around
We gon' build this whole new town
And to nothing we'll be bound, oh
The city tasted so good when you were around
We gon' build this whole new town
And to nothing we'll be bound, oh
(And to nothing we'll be bound)
(And to nothing we'll be bound)
(And to nothing we'll be bound)
(And to nothing we'll be bound)

the city taste

lumberyard

https://spiritofariel.com

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

i want you to see me as someone you can reach when i'm in your head
i'm holding myself cuz i'm lonely as hell and i only see you in my dreams

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

don't fret if it wasn't the world we thought it would be
don't panic if you think it's the end
we're gonna make it out taking effort one day at a time
it's gonna be ours in a matter of time
i've been dreaming dreaming dreaming

i've been dreaming of you inside my bed
if you call me up would i wake up now?
well you chose another good guy instead
and i'm over it and all of that but i miss you now

11.16.22

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Dream Analysis

Hey! It's been a hell of a year

Original song - karnaboy - my best friend @karnaboy

My Best Friend Cover

spotlight
coming in hot
a yellow flash is all it takes I see you when i meditate ’til you beeline
you always do
there’s no rational for you staying
so irrational for you to think I wouldn’t

go for all the second dates the morning after
I wonder what the fuq i said
to make you get up and leave

take my place
for now i need a minute

take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away

well I’m not gonna force it
telling horror stories
i couldn’t show you love in a purgatory now i see it
it’s all transitory
if its a yellow-white flash, it’s an allegory i wonder what it takes
i’ll settle for my fate
but i wouldn’t let you wait
you sighed from my mistakes


i wonder what i would be doing if it wasn’t for you
hiding from the truth is all i’ll ever do
ah fuq! i wish i said to you
‘no please don’t get up and leave’

take my place
for now i need a minute
take my place
before i make you leave and throw it all away (yeah)
take my place
and we can call it even
read my face
i wish i was dreaming
it’s all on me
you threw it all away
yeah

and i stay lit
just a little bit
too long cause i wanna catch a glimpse of it you said you didn’t know me anymore no you said you didn’t know me
it’s my fault you let me go

It's my fault you let me go

i know the chorus sounds like the jonas brothers it was an accident my bad

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prod + mixed by me
mastered by @st1cksyea

lyrics https://genius.com/Wishlane-numbers-station-lyrics

numbers station

co prod gabbyyyyyyyyy

you told me to stay, when i said this town is just another circle of hell
you don’t have to break but you find yourself counting the times you fell
i and was watching all your situations barring the missed occasions with silent regret
when you said you could never love again
too many dark rooms filled with nights to forget

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

you could never be wrong
cause this night will go on
and the dj keeps playing that stupid drake song

and you said
i’m just so tired of these kids going places to do coke in the bathroom and it’s like nobody wants to have fun and everyone just wants to get fucked up so

maybe i could never love again
in all these dark rooms filled with nights to regret

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

i’m tired of this aggression
faking love and self obsession
nobody’s got good intentions
where’s the ending

am i lost to find consistent
when people are persistent
in their own twisted way of living
i guess we call it what we want

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want
call it what you want
call it what you want

the city taste

clearlew

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