you know i used to be very scared of you because i was so impressed

stuff I like

prod & ft. @bringyourknapsack

streaming & links; https://linktr.ee/jacobgeoffrey

all tracks written and produced by jacob geoffrey sayat

in like a day or so ima be back in the city
every time feeling like i kinda been over committed
taking off my shoes falling down straight up through the ceiling
i cant ever stop thinking that I’m always pretending

time and time again
im kinda feeling like ive lost my pride
and all my friends
cause they know that i would just
stay holy
too low key
not knowing what’s going on with me
but if they get nosy
dont tell em they’re who i want to be (x2)

no way second chance i aint gonna lie
two times same thing make me wanna die
I’m gonna get it all right on the first try
gonna get it all right its the last time

and i think that i got it
thats what my dad and my mom said
my worst fear is that i’ve lost it

small talk 
you know me
we’re all friends 
but you owe me 
sucking up my time never wanna vent 
pretty summer all over again

back in the city (feat. Knapsack)

prod. @t0rr

Stars look down on the river it's like deep sea
It goes silent listening for color can you hear me
And the screens always somehow find just what's in my soul
But the static fear always haunting makes my breath go

Hush, hush, hush, hush
It's terrifying

Break right into my soul and start the closure
I'm an optimist when you don't know my emotions
Sucked right outta my heart, they're like it won't hurt
And the nightmares sing to the stars "are you still nervous?"
Break right into my soul and start the closure
I'm an optimist when you don't know my emotions
Sucked right outta my heart, they're like it won't hurt
And the nightmares sing to the stars "are you still-"

You never know why you cry
Reasons like a lullaby to you
And I'll stand there, is this all it for me?
It's never nightmares, why am I scared of dreams?
And the sun might set much closer, my attitude is tilted over
What I don't know about this whole earth it just haunts my every moment

And you can sleep


Sun might set much closer, my attitude is tilted over
What I don't know about this whole earth it just haunts my every moment
Sun might set much closer, my attitude is tilted over
(It's always static, a child manic)
What I don't know about this whole earth it just haunts my every moment
(It's always rancid, you wake me up and)

Nervous (Prod. torr)

Nothing To Hide (Prod. Stav Z)

thank u 2 @thirtyonetwentyfive & @cnricnri for doing this w me ;-;
special thank u 2 @trndytrndy for letting us do this they r super nice <3

minimal beat (tracey brakes & thirtyonetwentyfive cover/remix ft. lovesickCPU)

[Chorus]
Babe, you're stuck in your head
And since the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I been grinning my teeth and you been dodging my calls
Just tell me what you regret

[Verse 1]
I have a theory that the purpose of life is when you feel really weird and you don't know why
I have a theory that God is playing some kind of massive joke on us, it sucks
What's in it for the rest of us?
I said, what's in it for the rest of us?
What's in it for the rest of us? (Yeah)

[Bridge]
What do you believe in?
I think I'll never stop
The perfect kind of prison
Where time's cut in a knot

[Chorus]
Babe, you're stuck in your head
And since the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I been grinning my teeth and you been dodging my calls
Just tell me what you regret

[Verse 2]
Just tell me what you regret
Is it getting kinda scary just to keep up the guess?
I know, I'm worried too
Are you getting kinda used to being used?
Flash forward two months and I'm outta here
I can't pickup on any single plot

[Refrain]
Boys never give up
Boys never give up
Boys never give up

[Bridge]
What do you believe in?
I think I'll never stop
The perfect kind of prison
Where time's cut in a knot

[Chorus]
Babe, you're stuck in your head
And since the party last week
You're going off of the grid
I been grinning my teeth and you been dodging my calls
Just tell me what you regret

[Outro]
Just tell me what you regret
Just tell me what you regret
Just tell me what you regret
Just tell me what you regret

Boys never give up
Boys never give up
Boys never give-
(Just tell me what you regret)
Boys never give up
Boys never give up
Boys never give up

we + us

its the last shti like brkaence I SWEAR

https://derno.carrd.co/
https://derno.bandcamp.com/track/bloodbath

bloodbath

[Intro: (Ethan Justice), (Ryan Hall), han.irl]
"Oh my God, that fucking sounded sick"
"Just, here, here ya go...
There's a different version of us that's also a different person"
"Ah this is so much fun now!
I just put my hydroflask down
And it feels like 20 pounds was just lifted off from my body
She's a runner she's a track star
If I had anything to say to my future self it would
Probably be... uhh fuck money... get bitches"

[Verse 1: Atlas in Motion]
You remind me of the sunrise
Only ever see you on a bad night
Interrupt my blue with your bright light
Creep in through my window
Everything’s alright
Gonna be just fine everything’s alright

[Chorus: Atlas in Motion & han.irl]
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it was kinda fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)

[Interlude: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"I'll take a video I'll take a video for you for later"
"han what the fuck..."
"where'd the music go, wait?"

[Refrain: han.irl]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlist

[Verse 2: han.irl]
Wait-wait–
How'd we fade out so fast?
Didn't think you'd leave me in the dark like that
Had me flying so high now my ego crashed
Staying up listening to Call Me Back
Thought it'd be fun, but it fucked me up
Now I'm running out of time
Running out of luck, but it's alright
Everything's alright... Everything's alright?
Alright? alright? al- al-

[Chorus: han.irl]
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up

[Refrain: han.irl & Atlas in Motion]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out
Running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of pavement?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?


[Outro: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"This is crazy"
"This is so weird cause like I can imagine myself in the future pressing play on this voice memo to listen to it and hearing myself say the exact things that i'm saying right now in sequence of the way that i'm saying them in this second. So if you really think about it" "Woah this is really pretty""The past and the present and the future are all like... the same thing... 'dude this isssss' maybe not, maybe it's just..."

fmuuu (with atlas in motion)

New Hope, Chapter XV - My heart could explode!
Recorded 3.14.24

need you to remember that i'm always always always here
speak from love from practice and i'm always always always here
no don't try to convince yourself that i was anybody else
baby don't you see that i'm always always always here
don't try to convince yourself that you're anybody else
i tried to believe that i was always always always always this way

i know it's not fair to you now
i went there back and proud
i feel it every time that i am always always always always here
don't try to convince yourself that you're anybody else
i tried to believe that i was always always always always this way

say what you wanna say forever now (i can't think of a better way)
(always do always do always do)

tell me what you wanna say
tell me what you wanna say wanna say wanna say wanna say
she fancy that I'm someone new
i'm here with you i'm here with you
i need you right over now (tell me i'm okay now)

say i'm okay now (tell me i'm okay now)
tell me i'm okay now (say i'm okay now)
say i'm okay now

tell me i'm okay now!

New Hope

My heart could explode!

just sparked a blunt give me a hug

3 {Nebula Flow Type Shit}

expression

@id-rathernot
don't go back
don't regret
learn from your mistakes
move on in your own way

don't go back w/ i'd rather not

ft. @josslockwood
guitar by @kayzelledagum
mixing by me & @nathan_dagum
cover art by @destructionmanual on instagram

time w/ joss lockwood (st jimmy + kayzelle)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90nWyCAHRHs

fuck me in the basement
where we'd make out on the couch
in our hometown sneakin' out
been a few years thinkin' bout it
didn't think you cared about me
enough to mention
our old contentions
and our relations
when what you're faced with is paramount
yeah

so maybe
you're why im out of breath
i felt myself compress
hearin' you spent your time well
and i'll savor
the time we have left babe
i'll take what i can get
knowin' all i have is time
yeah

don't know how to say these lines
wouldn't have to lie but you hate the silence
would anyone display their crimes
i wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me

i'm too afraid to say i love you
i said
goodbye
too many times
and put a mask on my face when you say that you're sad to leave
and you were
my world
at the time
and i'm too afraid to say i love you

call her back
say the rest
what you left out, the non-events
apologize
no regrets
when we both know the story has
all that wasted time
agreed the weak decides
i'm here to speak with pride

I wish it didn't hurt when you say you're proud of me

my friends and i made a remix

art + prod + mix - cnri
master - @buttonmaker

read the lyrics + our thoughts: 
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1oTNrjHyTAdrcW4K_DICEpdwIk4-JH9dADJ6IueCLTqk/edit?usp=sharing
free dl: https://marb1ec1ub.bandcamp.com/track/movinglikeazombie-rmx-witchbaby-thirtyonetwentyfive-big-dimp-button-maker-aika-peace-thayerperiod-monikrr-cnri

credits:
@ericdoa / @danteinred - he made the original w/ @odece + @kkkarasu
@witchbaby06 - virtual singer who i am longing to square up with in smash
@thirtyonetwentyfive - robot queen of the century
@bigdimp - living legend who changed his url upon request
@buttonmaker - who used all 32 bars and went absolutely crazy over this
@aikapeacey2k - virtual girl who's more human than half the people i know
@thayerperiod - angel with clipped wings and a penchant for layered vocals
@monikrr - deeply human, cuttingly honest with a gorgeous voice

movinglikeazombie RMX + ericdoa witchbb 3125 dimp button aika thayer moni cnri

ON SPOTIFY - https://open.spotify.com/album/3rl4Ow0Cr5NfoEecRcZAsj

clearlew x @trophyphy x @ilysianofficial
(lyrics further below)

This song, originally for All Nighter Volume 6, was created in 24 hours without stopping.  We focused on trying to create something with a blend of genres, with TROPHYTROPHY having the idea of fusing indie-rock with our more current styles of music. 
It was all about not ruling out any ideas and trying everything that came to mind - clearlew

lyrics: (performed by clearlew)
Seven days
Seven days till I’d never go back
I wasn't looking to be around you
The blue linen with the golden flower

Too many questions
I never wanted to ask
She told me live in the moment
But the moment never lasted
We had seven days
And I stayed up too late
Just to communicate with you
I wasn't looking to be around you
The blue linen with the golden flower

And it's time
To leave all that shit in the past
To know that that was the last time i put myself on the line
I didn't know what was coming for me
I was too caught up in the you and me
I hope you're doing okay
I hope you're doing alright

I hope you're doing okay
I hope you're doing just fine

expression

clearlew

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