you have given me inspiration sososo good.

yo you are on some other shit man very inspiring thanks and cheers

prod. @ianmunro

Winter fall

Summer sleep

Winter fall

Summer sleep

Winter fall

Summer sleep

Winter fall 

Summer sleep



I’ve been sleeping

Self repeating 

I’ve been singing

I can’t do it that well

Block it 

I’m here 

Feelings 

Not clear 

Crossed it

Been there

Frostbit 

I’m scared

May the river rest your soul

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul 



I’m so divided

River rest your soul river river rest your soul 

And you don’t want to let me go

I’m not familiar with your snow

But we can warm up the frostbite

Open up sit tight

Growing up you realize

It’s not all right in front of your eyes

You can feel the sunlight 

You can just sit tight 

Strange day odd night

Why am I scared of my phone light



River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your 

I

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 



River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul I 



Hard regrets know I’ve been there 

Numb enough that I was taught to care

Glad enough that we met there 

Proud enough let my scars bare

Lost enough that I cried here

Falling off of my face tears

Love you even with your fears

Healing until my eyes clear



Block it 

I’m here 

Feelings 

Not clear 

Crossed it

Been there

Frostbit 

I’m scared

May the river rest your soul

River river rest your soul I 

River rest your soul 

River river rest your soul 

I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m

Back 

I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m

I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m I’m

I’ve been sleeping alone again

I’ve been sleeping alone again 

I’ve been sleeping alone again

I’ve been sleeping alone again

River (Prod. Ian Munro)

botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells
<3 <3 <3

breathe close to me
i wanna know it's not a dream
cause it feels so much better than anything
and u see what i am when u look at me

but i can't see u the way i mean to
ur pixelated
baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass and all i pray for and ask
gets just as close as it can then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting u more
i hope u feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish someone would say when
cause i would run to u then
i don't think i'd complain

all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to ur home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying
i see u waiting
and it's ok
it'll be ok
i'd give all i am
i'm a hologram but as long as you'll have me i'll stay

..i want u every day
somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end
i hope they let me know when
cause i will run to u then
i know i won't complain

seer

seer (blackwinterwells)

produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

mind ya business (prod. mijaru)

pls take care of urself

lyrics: https://genius.com/Badxyou-better-lyrics

BETTER ft. 8485

overthinking

prod me // mastering help from https://soundcloud.com/refraq

hide me
into every wall
that i cant see
highly
i am growing back
poison ivy
cant scream
into every scene
im not acting
any more
im not keeping score
or trying

screaming out, for

fold it like some paper
if i set it down here i dont think ill read it later
think about how much i hate her
origami never seemed any safer

feeling too hot like im running laps
scream it right out like i did say that
and ill fall apart like the shed out back
its not intact it was never intact

spotify

origami

sorry

also fuck tags but i had use it because of collab

https://soundcloud.com/uiceheidd/come-go-ft-marshmello

overthinking

clearlew

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