everything hurts just gets worse
ima sink down into the dirt 
fold three times bones in the earth 
dont try to save me i know my worth
aint shit coming for me but death
i hate the weight up in my chest
dont try to tell me its a test 
cuz all my life ive caught my breath 

goodbye goodbye 
after life ill die
after life im done
cant you see im not the one
goodbye goodbye 
after life ill die
after life im done
cant you see im not the one

cant you tell that im a ghost
ill lose you along with hope
wont you help me tie the rope
mix my ashes up with the dope
let me go in silence now
i swear i’m done i’m fading out

after life (prod. ownerisdead)

it works for me

made this on a molly comedown, mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

MUSIC VIDEO
https://youtu.be/ZMeFoKHe9S4

Lyrics:

Mom I know Im in the wrong
Yeah I popped a molly I was gone
But Im comin down
I dont need long
My tolerance is strong
I think Im done
Baby Im goin on a race
I need to destroy myself as fast as possible
Hear my pain its audible, yeah
Yeah I drank sum too
Smoked a lot I cant eat no food
Bro just quit, I find it hard
Never thought Id go this far
Thought Id die before 18
Here I am more drugs on me
All alone Im feelin gone
I just wanna sing my songs

butterfly effect (prod. kalko)

YouTube Song Link:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NB1ifNEH_xo

Lyrics:

{CHORUS}
Bitch Im a triple threat, quarterback,
aim at your head with the bayonet
this the girl u met?
when she suck my dick I wasnt legal yet
shawty thats not a kink, she like em asian
my dick Yao Ming
and my main bitch she call,
Im in a porno with foreign hoes

Youre a phony, she suck my dick when Im lonely,
feelin lonely, baby come and ride me like a pony
I said how old are you cuz bitch Im just 18
Double your digits you know what I mean
Do you mean 36? 
Lower than that then she gimme a kiss

{BRIDGE}
Im makin plays that count
Know yo bitch fuck with the frown
yo bitch fuck with the guys
4am suicide

{CHORUS} again

4am suicide (prod. qin2)

Daywayganatig (Drum Beater)

1. I Think You Should Go
2. Rotting Here
3. Love In A Ghost Room

Let's Just Forget This Ever Happened

cover art by https://twitter.com/lassseMm

snow&ashes

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

passing time

Drift in 417 Hz. [Dark Nature Concept]

If home is where the heart is, then you're holding it...

Thank you to hallowsdeath for being an amazing artist and a genuine person.
Support him!
@hallowsdeth

Credit to Bring Me The Horizon for the Guitar sample. 

Lyrics:

Schultz:
I can never find a reason why I stay alive.
Keep on battling theses demons in my mind. 
By this time next year, i will probably have died. 
Just gotta give it time. 
All this pain that I hold, I just mask it.
Try to mend up my heart, cause you cracked it.
Still love you, but I swear Ill get passed it. 
Until then Ill just lay in my casket.
Havent found all the answers Im seeking.
Cause Ive been avoiding life, Im just sleeping.
The effect of the drugs got me geeking.
Guess thats good, dont feel pain from the bleeding.

Hallowsdeath:
I've been falling into pieces.
There's nothing here that can put me back.
You just left without a reason.
Now I know that you won't take me back.

This song I wrote is for you now. 
(This song I wrote is for you)
Moving too fast baby slow down.
(moving too fast baby slow down)

it works for me

clear purple