eyes peeled open but they still lookin low

pessimism of the highest degree

without it

wdym

life as it passed by
my wasted teenage life

life as it passed by

lvl 23 garden complete

hold it against me (flash og)

would u even wanna break that now?

the way strobe light hit in the moment
u look good in the middle of my focus
u run away and nobody evr notice
but i notice
put the clothes on me just to rip them off
draw a smile on my face b4 i wash it off
imma doll 
imma puppet if it rlly helps
i dont rlly wanna go to sleep
i dont rlly wanna stay out
if u fall right back into me 
would u even wanna break that now?
i keep on running
keep on running from my problems
if u say the word
then ill bring u the revolver
im dancing w myself tonight at the altar
i probably told you so much lies it was my alter
u would believe it 
cant take back control delete it
cant change how i wanna c it
well baby i wanna b it
that part of me ur seeing
that side of me i deleted
the way strobe light hit in the moment
u look good in the middle of my focus
u run away and nobody evr notice
but i notice
put the clothes on me just to rip them off
draw a smile on my face b4 i wash it off
imma doll 
imma puppet if it rlly helps

control delete


u is like a drug a prescription 
cuz ur when ur far away i b missing u 
tie my arms around u like forever
show u off tonight like somebody supposed to 
i know what your girlfriend told you 
throw it up
throw it up 
yeah just throw it up 
see it when i look into ur eyes 
u want me just as bad 
and they’re seeing  our disguise 

i could c the light 
i could c the light 
i could c the light 
i could c the light i could c the light i could c the light i could c the light i could c the light 

and u read through my facial expressions 
no matter how hard i try not to mention
i gave everything i had 
just to swallow the feeling i had for the last couple hours 
and u know 
guess i struggle always wanna be obsessed with 
but get mad when i’m the center of attention 
it’s just all a distant feeling 
when ur hands in my hair 
i wondered if you’d wanna move still 

u is like a drug a prescription 
cuz ur when ur far away i b missing u 
tie my arms around u like forever
show u off tonight like somebody supposed to 
i know what your girlfriend told you 
throw it up
throw it up 
yeah just throw it up 
see it when i look into ur eyes 
u want me just as bad 
and they’re seeing  our disguise 


girlfriend

mixed, written, mastered by sylveon
produced by @prodkirian & miloweluvu

pessimism of the highest degree

CLEBBAMANE