Children of Aquarius

This is the backbone to my next #inspiredresponse .... I shall title it...  "Ain't Getting Up" ... it will become a song about depression... check it out and... ENJOY!!!! Inspired by #tashsultana 's "cigarettes" ... #LKTRAR

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Ain't Getting Up (#the_intrumentals)

I really love her

I composed this slow, bluesy rock music with UDIO (AI) and then @APi_ZZ did an excellent job arranging it to fit my words. 

© Copyright, Annie Dieu-Le-Veut, July 2024. 
Cover art, an effort by me and AI and considerably improved by APi_ZZ. 

Musical arrangement by APi_ZZ, Andreas Pirner. 

Words:

Amazing starseeds, so many we’ve seen
In the Shadowland of the night Sandman.
Carmelites at Sabbats, in Theatres of Dreams.
Tone the Magnificat through astral seams.

Carnivals of Fools, they tumble and dance
Under madrigal moons in distant parts.
Sunset black palms on sands of rose gold,
Croon fugues of Brahms as waves come and go. 

The Mad Hatter waltzes with the Queen of Hearts,
Around Merlin’s Round Table, circling the pole stars. 
Troubadour bards I’ve seen chant and pray
Mantras and masses through the Milky Way.

Lucy in the Sky, flirting with Mars,
With diamonds for eyes rivalling the stars.
Ophiuchus and Virgo’s Honeymoon of the Gods
Mirrored down below as Titania and Oberon. 

Vestal vagabonds, devotees of the Sun,
Tango with fire flies until night is done
Flame-tailed sun birds soar with ballerinas
And the dancing girls of Cassiopeia. 

Pierrots swing from crystal chandeliers,
And Ruby Tuesday grins from ear to ear
Because they never could hang a name on her kind.
“Lose your dreams,” she says,“And you’ll lose your mind.”

Amazing starseeds, so many we’ve seen 
In the Shadowlands of the night Sandman.

Starseeds

I feel dizzy and so silly.
I don't get it. Why did they come in?

Next time I will push them back hard.
I'll get a gun. We'll see who's the coward.

My wife told me "You are unmighty. 
Why did you let them do this to me?" 

Next time I will push them back hard.
I'll get a gun. We'll see who's the coward.

The Coward

Just don't...don't throw that guitar in the fire. 
Edited 7/12/2024 after advice:  Because I am not able to let the other pass slide. \m/
Instruments (all minus Toontrack, effort not included) : Jerome K
Production : Jerome N
Mixing : Jerome K
Artwork : Jerome N K
Song credit : Jerome K
Social media release : Clever Wolf

My point is…why do people insist they are paying to create art.  Make it yourself by teaching yourself.  🤘🏾

Resolve

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Kaleidoscope

Back to the alternative rock with this energetic guitar duo with piano, brass and sax.

None

Fanning The Fire

Fanning the Fire

Looking For The Full Stop

an original song. from my album [My Art Is Suffering].

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[LYRICS]

now,
i haven't slept for days
i don't even know the last time i ate
( this ashtray... )
[ HERE'S ANOTHER RED FLAG SONG ]
( full always... )
[ YOU NEVER LISTEN OR SING ALONG ]

reaching out to what i call a "friend"
as a means to provide proof that i'm not dead
( still useless... )
[ NOTHING I MAKE ]
( no noose fits... )
[ MAKES ME HAPPY ]

hold it in your hand 
JUST BREATHE IN.
then-
bring it slowly to your wrist
BLISS BURNS.
when life turns bland-
KNOW YOU CAN:
grace your skin
with a razor's kiss

ketamine? 
i mean-
i might?
i may...
KNOWING SOMEDAY I'LL DIE
KEEPS ME SLEEPING SOUNDLY
dramamine.
i need:
to keep.
to feed.
ALL THE NAUSEA INSIDE
WHENEVER MIGRAINES TAKE ME

i've been-
RUNNING WITH FIRE
under my feet again
so i can
lie to these 
FAKE FUCKING PEOPLE
with groomed-in ANXIETY

am i lonely?

i've been-
RUNNING WITH FIRE
under my feet again
so i can
fight the need 
TO KEEP ASKING PEOPLE
the questions i tend to think

am i lonely?

[ ONE DAY I'LL FADE LEWY BODY IN MY BRAIN ]
[ THE ONLY SWEET RELEASE FROM A LIFE THAT WAS ALL PAIN ]

am i lonely?

( i don't think so? )
then again- 
i don't win...
[ COMPLIMENTS, I DON'T GET ]
what do i know?
( my life... bores me? )
sometimes love-
mostly numb...
[ MISS. ME. WITH. THAT. FAKE. SHIT. ]

am i lonely?

[ SOME DAYS I SLIP GET COMPLACENT AND FORGET ]
[ HOW EVERY DAY'S A STRUGGLE AND EVERYTHING. IS. STILL. SHIT. ]

am i lonely?

tropicanna Cusack

Color Of My Heart

I thank everyone who listens 
SoundCloud is basically my journal. I write a lot. This is all original music. I play all instruments on the tracks here.  I program using @toontrack.   In good taste, rock on.   Hope you stick around.

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