Big Daddy Rat

Lyrics (c) 1995 CLH 
(be indulgent, I was 16)
Part of funky experiments created with Suno + Audacity

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(verse)
Thinks about peace
love, liberty
about equality
We all dream

(bridge)
Life seems being done
But you have the choice
You prefer talking alone
Than doing a real choice

(chorus)
Do what you really want
Fuck the other minds
Don't forget you can't
have a second chance

Second Chance (take 2)

AI experiment, Suno + Audacity
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(verse)
In the shadow of crowns, we've grown,
Watching stars, dreaming of noon's glow.
Kings in their ivory towers, so out of touch,
We dance on their heads, free and untouched.

(brige)
Each step on the pavement, our declaration,
Breaking their rules, our own revolution.
Gone are the chains of yesterday, taking flight,
On thrones' debris, we learn tonight.

(chorus)
If we live, it’s to change the game,
Walking on kings’ heads, we claim fame.
Through the cracks of empires, we find our way,
If we live, it’s to be more than kings any day.

(verse)
They call it order, we see the mess,
In their hollow promises, we seek redress.
But today, we take the reins, no plea,
Crowns fallen, the future’s ours to be.

(chorus)
If we live, it’s to change the game,
Walking on kings’ heads, we claim fame.
Through the cracks of empires, we find our way,
If we live, it’s to be more than kings any day.

Crowns

Lyrics (c) 1996 CLH
Original music (c) 1996 SOBLIND
Music experiments helped by Suno & Audacity

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(verse)
What was inside me is a nice little bird
Who can't believe the sight of what the man make to Earth
He ain't know what he can do but he sees the hurts
Of the planet whom he owe life, this nice little bird.

(chorus)
He's so sad, unhappy little bird
He's so sad, unhappy little world

(verse)
There's no heaven for Birdie cause a simple animal
Doesn't have a place between all the humans
You look for the pics in any nice shop
And you forget the real ; you're only another mole

(chorus)
He's so sad, unhappy little bird
He's so sad, unhappy planet Earth

Birdie (2024 - Dansant)

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House Of Moody

realised too late that the title is gramatically incorrect but oh well.

lyrics:
first time i told anyone that i had ocd
they almost laughed a little bit about the fact but not at me
because the fact was i was sick but everyone kinda assumed
that i could not have ocd when they took a step into my room
with my sheets half off my bed and half my closet on the floor
and torn up papers, bags of garbage, stickers splattered on my door
forever messy all my life, a joke that followed since i was a kid
so no one realised when i got sick and couldn’t do anything.

i didn’t know i had compulsions, never questioned them for long.
the things i did to make myself calm down was not what felt so wrong.
it was my brain and all its humming noise, its never-ending sounds.
and even if it wasn’t screaming static it was always loud.
before i knew about obsessions id had grown used to the fact
that sometimes thoughts or weird ideas would stick around but then they’d pass
of course they left after a while and was replaced by something else
but i just thought that that was normal, after all i was a kid.

when i was 16 something changed and the ideas stopped passing by
now replaced by one thought i could not get rid of if i tried
it overshadowed every other thing and kept me up at night
and suddenly it was the only thing id think of all the time.
ocd is such a guilty thing, it feels like being chained.
it feels like you are going crazy with the weight of all the shame
it feels like waking up in mornings fearing for your life
because your brain is tryna convince you that you deserve to die.
its like your toeing on the edge of what is true and what is fake
because your brain is suddenly an unfamiliar place
and like a meatcleaver it cuts your thoughts to pieces without name
and you can’t see whats up and down you only focus on the pain.
its like theres something in your eye so you can only see with one
and there is so much you are missing but you’re convinced you’re not.
you are aware that you are crazy but you’re doubting everyone
and you get lost inside this spiral of fighting and giving up-

its like a shadow in your skull that somehow controls all your thoughts
and there is no room for your rationality or normal stuff
so all you ever really focus on is everything you fear
and everything becomes a phobia until you’re barely there.
i cannot comprehend the hours i have spent in total terror
every night of secret punishments of pleas and empty prayers
every night id gone to bed so sure i wouldn’t wake up
and every time that i considered if enough was now enough
so the first time i told anyone that i had ocd
there was a lump so big inside my throat i almost couldn’t speak
and when they chuckled i was stunned cus i expected some relief
but instead i was forced to prove to them that i was really sick
i never washed my hands for hours, never sorted all my stuff
but i would freak out in the shower, cus i was alone with my thoughts
and after meds and years of therapy im better after all
but still i wish my illness wasn’t made out to be laughing stock

The First Time I Told Anyone That I Had Ocd

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