starlight

evil gift from below (prod. bowsa)

Driving beat with Hendrix tone inspired guitar during the solo.

Alpine Slope

dear lord forgive me for my sins

molly's expectations

Concert live recording bring surprisingly different feeling. 


I’m staring out the window,
the landscape blurs like a dream.
Long lines of lights go streaming by,
like frames from a silent scene.

Painted ribbons in the sky,
I caught you once with just one eye,
through the glass of my train car door —
you passed by,
smiling gently,
your hair caught in the breeze.

⸻

[Bridge]

And it feels a little foolish
pretending I don’t see,
pretending I don’t feel you
still turning back in me.

Those strands of hair
caught in the draft,
brushing lips and eyes —
you’re still so beautiful.

⸻

[Verse]

I remember us,
standing at the platform edge,
as time just stood and waited,
the crowd passed like a blur —
but there was only hush,
and the dark,
and your beating heart…

Until I opened my eyes.

⸻

[Refrain]

It was long ago,
and maybe not even real,
just a memory lost in the morning mist,
tucked in the bottom drawer I never open.

⸻

[Bridge – reprise]

And now you walk past my window again…

It feels so strange,
pretending I don’t see,
pretending I don’t feel again,
pretending I don’t glance
toward those half-closed doors
across the aisle.

⸻

[Instrumental Intermezzo]

It was long ago,
and maybe not even real,
just a memory lost in the morning mist,
tucked in the bottom drawer I never open.

⸻

[Outro Verse]

I rush out after you,
catching luck in a butterfly net —
and somehow I know I’ve caught you,
I’ve caught you…

⸻

[Bridge – outro]

Just you and me,
and never alone…

[Instrumental Outro]

( Live ) I met you in the train

Fly (prod. rai4real)

[Verse 1]
I'm calling out
For your angel, God
Yeah, one of your people are missing
I'm addicted to so much now
See, I went into that place and just drank a little bit, yeah, when I was hanging out with my friends, you know
Yeah, now they got me on the diazepam, 5 milligrams, you know, two times a day, yeah
On that, I feel like a zombie, they got even, they got some other stuff that they want for me to take, yeah
Adabilify, Ativan, Lorazepam, Risperdal — all these pills they hand me like candy in my palm
They asked me to take whatever, I don't even know, this Adderall, little bit, you never know
Yeah, but there's a time, you know, I fruited all up, I told you what my strength in jail was even devolved, yeah
Anesthesia took me to another place, yeah, I felt the pain of every face, every single person's complaint
Their backs, their pressure, all their sighs, yeah, the thing that they—one guy had a black eye, yeah
I couldn't see out of my eye for a day, yeah
It wasn't puffy, but I could feel his pain

See, every person that I've seen in that place, I knew even if they were writers or what they needed, yeah
Father God was telling me everything that everybody needed, every word, every phrase, everything that I said, yeah, was a part of me
I know there was an angel inside of me, that's how I got out of that place, I know
You gave me the calmness, Father God, I thank you, but now I need something even stronger than love
See, I took it that, I took their poison, I'm addicted to it, I know it's destroying me
But I'm trying to fight off all the things that I need with something else, it's going to drive me insane
I know this beast has been a part of me a long time ago, 14 days, I was free again, yeah
Gave up the alcohol, but now they got me addicted to something else that I can't contain
How do I even feel? How do I even go?
Yeah, Father God, I need your love, I need your guiding love
Yeah, see the light, yeah, show me your way, show me another path to get off the poison today

[Verse 2]
See, I didn't even realize that I was making a story of my life, yeah, even The Vines didn't know, I see how they treat people
Get you hooked on something, then when they release you, you sit in there wishing you had something even new, yeah
You're addicted to something, that's how they got you
They got you crazy, now they're going to get you right back, they don't give you your medication, and then they got to monitor it, yeah
Your blood shot, blood sugar, and that
And if it doesn't go right, then you break, you know, you won't see something even looking for
There's a moment in your life, you know, now you're addicted to so much stuff that they've (I lost it)

Addicted

Echoform

Torrente

///
you
kill ur god
say amen
im the one now
u pray
you
///

AMENxDIE

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
--- ×
　    ∩    ∧＿∧
 　 ﾉ ヽ( ´´ิ∀´ิ` )
 ⊂´＿＿＿___∩
×
ʕ . _ .ʔ
☆☆☆☆☆
☆☆☆☆☆
　　　　　|
　　　　　|
　　　　　|
　　　　　|
　　　　　|
　／￣￣＼|
＜ ´･ 　　 |＼
　|　３　 | 丶＼
＜ 、･　　|　　＼
　＼＿＿／∪ _ ∪)
　　　　　 Ｕ Ｕ
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
-
▪︎fre■nc◇ht○oas♤tw□af£f°les
☆
>:[  ]
/ / /---○ ╦╤─ ҉ ☆
| | |
☆
//////
-
× /|||~°~  our veins cannot connect if we continue being razor blades towards each other ~\ |||/ ×


AMENxDIE

clomii [>×_×]>