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┃████┃
┃████┃
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╰━━━━╯
𝟶:𝟶𝟶 ──◍───── 𝟷:𝟹𝟶
          <       ⌂       ≡
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alright/alright
i feel like a drug
i feel alright
/alright/alright/alright/
/
no need for distortion
im my own medication
i feel better
i feel what i used to be
this is how it's supposed
not bleeding all the time
not beaten all the time
not calling me a mistake
i feel full of grace
u will never remove that
get the fuck away from me
i feel/feel heavenly
without/without
 u
/
~~~
(im sorry but it's the truth, i feel better without u, it's not drugs, it's not anything of what it's supposed to be in this world, it's u,
im not the mistake, im not the one who needs to be fixed, no one needs to be fixed/not even u.)
~~~
///

PHONE CALL HEAVEN (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

First single off of my next album "Love Overdose"

Beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TAxSFjqBcg

//

I'm split in two
Should I love you?
Split in two
Should I love you?

You say we're moving fast
But I don't want the time to pass
You say we're moving way too fast
And I can see the time
Wasting, wasting, wasting away

Split in two
Should I love you?
Split in two
Should I love you?

Don't
You know?
You mean so much to me
So much to me

I think you're thinking way too much
You should just
Take me home

Split in two
Should I love you?
Split in two
Should I love you?

Love Overdose prod. DOREII

///
waking up 
waking up hurts
please stop i-i don't wanna wake up anymore
im trying
i don't wanna wake up or if i wake up can i not feel pain?
please?/please?/please?/i beg/save me/please/please/please
/
save me
im dying
/
just look at my eyes
u can see my demise
it's not a way/ a way to live
then save me/just save me
/
if i have to give it more than just myself
just to escape from this pain
i can't take it anymore
please erase it
take it away from me
/take it away/take it away/away my pain
/
no
u did this to me
u did this to me/u did this to me
///
⢣⠀⢣⡀⢣⣴⣾⠿⠿⠿⠿⠿⣷⣶⣄⡀
⠀⢣⣠⡿⠋⢁⠀⣀⣤⡤⣤⣀⠀⠠⠈⠻⣧⡀
⢣⣼⠟⢀⠁⠀⡾⠡⡥⢷⣥⠌⢷⠀⠈⡀⢹⡿⣦⡀
⣼⡏⠀⠄⠀⢸⡥⢼⣆⣰⣿⡗⢚⡇⠀⠄⢸⡁⠀⣹
⠻⣇⠀⢁⠀⠀⢷⡐⢛⢿⢛⢂⡾⠀⢀⠁⣸⡶⠋⠁
⡜⠙⣷⣄⠐⠀⡀⠉⠛⠚⠛⠉⡀⠐⢀⣼⠋
⠀⡜⠁⡜⠛⠷⢦⣄⣀⣀⣀⣠⡴⠞⠋
⠀

DEMISE IN MY EYES (prod. Yamis Sin)

///
cage
stargazing in my own head
just to see
what's wrong with me?
poisoned
broken
in the bandages
scars re-opened
no/no
im my own tourniquet
am i ok?/am i ok?/ok?/ok/broken
everything in my arterys are irrelevant/irrelevant
i can't get enough
oh this feeling in my brain/brain
sane
im not insane
ur the one who needs to be checked
ur the one thats cursed
saying that im the one who should be crucifyed
i don't need to die/die
ur the devilish god
///

CHAMBER OF TOURNIQUETS (prod. Yami's Sin)

///
i won't be in ur gray chapter of ur-

ur a lovely rose
divine garden/divine garden
i need to cut u off
cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u off/cut u/cut u off/cut u off/
u are poison to me
///

CUT ROSE

//
ey
goodmorning
haha
oh it's a beetle in the pool
let me go grab it
///
/
am i faded? yes i know
try to die then you'll know
dying all the time
getting high all the time
/
ghost of u haunts my brain
tell me what to do it's insane
it's insane
thoughts of u in my brain
i won't take pills no way
just hold my brain
i remember this year again
saw the tears in ur eyes
i wish i can save u again/i wish i can save u again
let me guess
ur stranded again
i can't reach ur hand again
and again were drowning
in a cage were dying
in a cage were drowning
in a cage were dying
anyday we can be saved
anyday but no were drowning
in a cage were dying
in a cage drowning ey
in a cage were drowning ey
in a cage were drowning
save me
thats what i heard in my dream
come save me
i hope / i hope u can hear me
i wish i can save u
oh no/oh no
/
am i faded? yes i know
try to die then you'll know
dying all the time
getting high all the time
///

THE GHOST OF U (prod. puhf)

///
demons locked up in my castle/ in my castle
oh
 demons locked up
/in my castle/in my castle
fuck off my face in the castle
bleeding in the pot full of gold
don't care how this goes
left the feelings in the past now
im a night owl
call me demon lord
call me the demon whore
i fuck whatever i deserve
i don't need to pray or beg
it's now been reversed
ur now my slave
give me ur soul
/
can't wait to choke u with my chain /ey/ey/ey
can't wait to choke u with my chain
/ey/ey/ey/
/ey/ey/ey
can't wait to choke u with my chain
can't wait to choke u with my chain
ey/ey/ey
/
choke u with my chain
choke u with my chain
///

DEMONS IN MY CASTLE (prod. puhf x youforia)

///
i broke ur heart
and this song doesnt make it okay/okay
soo hate me from far away
both of our souls dont wanna stay
but for u ill live to make bandages not scars
i know its unfair the things i do
il stop my waves and move differently
and eventually we will be able to hug again
but i know that u had enough my sky
darling im sorry but i dont wanna say goodbye
but the cigar is dying so i'll move on for u
il stop crying but u know my eyes are lying
il die for u and il die for the world
but it seems we will never feel the same
sometimes i just wish would i erase my name
i never thought that my petals would poison u
when im out here feeling i would do anything for u
but feeling is not enough no
///

MAKE BANDAGES NOT SCARS (prod. CRMDRM)

///
ur letting me bleed
/
it's time to cut u down
i don't wanna see u around
bury ur-
bury-
bury ur confessions alive
no more touching me around
no more tossing me around
im not ur sex traffic doll
get ur hands off of me
oh
what u done to me 
yeah
look what u done to me
look what u done to me 
yeah
look what u done
look what u done
self harming doesn't die
doesn't ash like us
/
alive no more
make me feel alive again/again
make me feel alive again
///


LOOK WHAT U DID TO ME (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

///
i really tried this time
but no
no not this time
i rather burn it all
light it on
see the beautiful firework
/
this is not a song
it's a cry for help
are u listening?
again/again
watching u picking anyone over me
again dead
/
it's not my fault
i was just a little boy
im still dying
im still drowning
again/again
im trapped and u just
again/again
im scared
u can't hear me
again/again
u can't hear me
/
im trapped in my head
can u help me?
find the key
save me
find the key
save-
///

(｀• . • )づ__∧
(つ　 /(  • . •。)
しーＪ   (nnノ


ARE U LISTENING? (prod. Yami's Sin)

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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ARE U LISTENING? (prod. Yami's Sin)

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