hikikomori <\3

closure doesn’t exist

love is a fantasy

wither away and die

soothing

seal of death

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•☬☫☯ॐ☪﷼✞✟•
//
burn
i won't rot
gotta burn
burn ur god
/
sorry for my broken glass shard
feeling like a heart attack
cardiac arrest my childhood
as a kid i had the most fucked up scars
now when i look at the mirror
i can't breathe/i can't breathe
cause now the pain is not that worse
/
everyday is a blessing
but i gotta get this out my chest
that everytime i think about my little self
/
it's poison
i don't wanna remember
it's poison
i don't wanna drown
don't wanna remember
/
don't wanna remember/ don't wanna remember
don't wanna burn again
ur bloody tourniquet
get away from me
/
everytime i think about u
u made me sacriligious
sacrili-sacriligious/ sacriligious
//
they say love is a xanax
i say is a lovely overdosing
pool of hxroin
cuts any religion
it fvcks with ur soul
once ur broken
u can't hold
hold on
no more
no
/
love gets u worse than drunk
worse than drvgs
worse than scars
worse than ur trauma
/
more than/more than
if it's ugly to say this
it's uglier than death
just look at today
/
look at-
look at everyone
just look outside
tell me who will u?
who will u rely?
who will u rely?
//
✞ ♱ ♰ † ✟ ༒ ☦︎︎ 𖧵 𖥤 ✜ ✢ ☩ ✠ ✝︎ ☨ ✛ ✚ ✙ ⊹



CHILDHOOD GLASS SHARD (prod. Yami's Sin)

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⠀⢣⣠⡿⠋⢁⠀⣀⣤⡤⣤⣀⠀⠠⠈⠻⣧⡀
⢣⣼⠟⢀⠁⠀⡾⠡⡥⢷⣥⠌⢷⠀⠈⡀⢹⡿⣦⡀
⣼⡏⠀⠄⠀⢸⡥⢼⣆⣰⣿⡗⢚⡇⠀⠄⢸⡁⠀⣹
⠻⣇⠀⢁⠀⠀⢷⡐⢛⢿⢛⢂⡾⠀⢀⠁⣸⡶⠋⠁
⡜⠙⣷⣄⠐⠀⡀⠉⠛⠚⠛⠉⡀⠐⢀⣼⠋
⠀⡜⠁⡜⠛⠷⢦⣄⣀⣀⣀⣠⡴⠞⠋
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feeling like im falling in my brain/brain
im falling in my brain
won't somebody help?
falling in my brain
/
i can see/ i can see it in ur eyes babe
u just wanna cave in
u just wanna be ur own cabin fever
i know u just wanna run away
ur just hiding from the fever
horror falling dreams
from this world
have a cup of lean
to lessen the pain everymotherfvcking day
/
please don't/ please don't leave me
don't go down that road
just hold my hand please stay
don't go down that road
just stay here with me
don't go down that road
just stay here with me
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⠀⢣⣠⡿⠋⢁⠀⣀⣤⡤⣤⣀⠀⠠⠈⠻⣧⡀
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⠻⣇⠀⢁⠀⠀⢷⡐⢛⢿⢛⢂⡾⠀⢀⠁⣸⡶⠋⠁
⡜⠙⣷⣄⠐⠀⡀⠉⠛⠚⠛⠉⡀⠐⢀⣼⠋
⠀⡜⠁⡜⠛⠷⢦⣄⣀⣀⣀⣠⡴⠞⠋
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FALLING IN MY BRAIN (prod. Jerry The Producer)

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i see petals in my window
broken with a distant smile
that goes around my head
all i gotta do is burn everything here
/
burn
everything
thats around me
it's soo fake
/
oh no
/
burn
everything
thats around me
it's soo fake
/
burn
everything
even the horizons
oh no
/
burn
everything
thats around me
it's soo fake
/
burn-
///
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BREAK THE HORIZON (prod. Yami's Sin)

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╭╮┃▆┈┈▆┃╭╮
┃╰┫▽▽▽▽┣╯┃
╰━┫△△△△┣━╯
╲╲┃┈┈┈┈┃╲╲
╲╲┃┈┏┓┈┃╲╲
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become
a memory
become 
a ghostly cabin for my soul to hold
everynight/night
no
/
rather be a ghost wandering around
than be alive with u
everyone alive
why did we had a smoke that awful night?
/
wasted
that's where my soul lays in
wasted
oh darling
im drunk & wasted
/
i run away everytime-
/
wasted
full of a lake of blessing
wasted/wasted/wasted/wasted/wasted
/
gave u my heart
will u replace it?
is the love tainted?/is the love tainted?
fvck sobriety
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SOBER TAINTED LOVE (prod. Yami's Sin)

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FALLING IN MY BRAIN (prod. Jerry The Producer)

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