///•a collection of the cookie's dreams that are dancing &/// \\\\\\\\\\\\0/verdo/xing with some fragments of the past •///||||
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TAPE 01 -THERE IS NO EXIT IN UR SLEEP

ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ٭٭٭
×
---
fly high my love
i wish you were here though
now i can't escape 
these drugs in my head
now i feel dead
trapped in my head
now im dead

pills and cuts don't mix well 
im living in hell can't you tell?
im the devil im my own hell

(voice recording memo playing)

pills in my head
wanna feel dead
don't give a fxck
you don't even know how much i bled
dont pay attention to whatever i say
i don't give a fxck whatever you say
i don't need you
i don't need anyone
i know im a fuxking god
but i hate it
i hate that i control everything
i hate that i cant feel anything
this is me
i wish i overdose and stop coming back
---
☆

　　　 ∩―、
　 　／(ﾟ) ､_￣ヽ
　  /　(●　(ﾟ)　|つ
　｜　(入_ノ　ミ
　｜   (＿／　 ノ
　 ＼＿＿＿ノﾞ――､
　　／＼ 　　　 ＿ ヽ
（⌒0 ／＼　　　(＿ﾉ
　ヽノ　 /　 ､　 )O

BUTTERFLY OVERDOSE.

-×
.cxcaine squidward HAHA.
ʕ ﾟ ● ﾟʔ

(
idk...what im saying here .-.
enjoy this 2014 lil cookie freestyle

poptart for u

---
yeah
i don't wanna feel shit no more
i don't wanna feel shit no more
i don't wanna do this no more
more
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more
no more
ey
no but for real
when i saw your eyes i wanna marry you my dear
yeah
please propose
please accept this proposal my dear
i don't wanna do this shit alone
i don't wanna deal with my demons alone
i don't wanna do this shit alone
been doing this shit since i was born
i don't wanna be alone anymore
i feel like a mistake again some more
gimme some pills more
more/more/more/more 

before i fall in love 
will we fucking love?
will you break my heart?
---
×

MELONDELICS

---
hxroin wont leave my brain
needles and blades numb the pain
.
why do you look suprised?
my friend just died
my friend are you ok in the sky?
i'll try to keep my head up high
.
my friend are you ok?
are you ok?
.
soo i love taking pills in the dark
i really wish my heart just stops
i can't escape the dark
cause i always turn the spark off
i want self cuts
no love
something wrong with me?
maybe everything is falling because of me
---

NEEDLExDISSOCIATION

---
why can't i escape this pain world?

OD klonopins
i wanna live again
but my fear wins again
can you tell me why?
when i had enough
why don't i say goodbye?

why can't i escape this pain world?
---

ESCAPExERASE

lyrics
---
( clomii [>×_×]> )
look me in the eyes
im a mess
look me in the eyes
why am i like this?
.
( ☆WingRidden☆ )
(4x)
(im a mess)

im a mess 
i can't get 
anything right
lost in my mind
im a mess 
i can't get 
anything right
lost in my mind
oh im a mess 
i can't get
anything right
lost in my mind 
without you
---

▄▀▀▀▄▄▄▄▄▀▀▀▄
█▒▒░░░░░░░▒▒█
   █░░█░░░█░░█
       █░░▀█▀░░█
         ▀▄░░░░▄▀

bear hugs for u ~

IM THE DEFINITION OF A MESS (Ft. WingRidden)

a songy song with my sister ×
×

. ⌒―⌒
(　･ u ･)
/　　⌒ヽ
人＿__つ_つ

Mi Sol

---
soo many times ive been floating
abuse to u is amusing
my head is filled with glass
no one noticed
the window wont tell me where are my friends
am i goin crazy? are they all dead?
the moon has been crying 
does it know the end?

can anyone hear me?
where are my friends?
can anyone hear me?
i guess drugs are my friends
---
　　 ∧_∧
　　 ( ˘ω˘ )
　 　|　⊃ ⊃
　　└-⊃～⊃

crying window.

our demons are dancing together..wake up?.?.?.
---
dududududu..
its just me and this piano..

my string 
novacaine
don't leave 
just stay
stay a little longer
little longer
constant like a drug
melancolic songs
thats what u are to me/to me/to me
yeah

(ur my)

overdose
in ur lullabies/lullaby
/help/help/help/
---
ʕ •ɷ• ʔʕ •ɷ• ʔʕ •ɷ• ʔʕ •ɷ• ʔʕ •ɷ• ʔʕ •ɷ• ʔʕ •ɷ• ʔ

SLOWED MELANCHOLIC NOVOCAINE

/ᐠ. ᴗ.ᐟ\
---
i got a bullet in my mind
i wanna show it to the world
give me sometime to give u my peace of mind

i don't wanna be alive
but i don't wanna burn out
alone
ur going with me/me/me/me
---
/ᐠ. ᴗ.ᐟ\/ᐠ. ᴗ.ᐟ\

BULLET OF PEACE OF MIND

---
her eyes saw the broken world
gave her my soul to not be alone
i know ur drunk and confused
because all u felt was used
let me kiss ur broken heart
while u were safe in the dark
i saw the scars in ur eyes
i guess traumas everybodies bestfriend
---
✩
 ╱▔▔╲   ✩
▕▕▎▍▕  
▕╭╮┳▕    ✩ 
 ╲━╯ ╲
╭━▏╭━╯╲
╰╯╲╰╯   ╲
   ▔▔╲   ▕
╱▔▔▔╲  ▕╱
▎ ╋ ▕
▎ ┃ ▕
▎     ▕╭╮
 ▔▔▔▔  ┻┻......(\_/)
......( '_')
..../""""""""""""\======░ ▒▓▓█D
/"""""""""""""""""""""""\
\_@_@_@_@_@_/

I GUESS TRAUMA IS EVERYBODY'S BESTFRIEND

　　|―-∩
　　|　　ヽ
　　|　●　|
　　|▼) _ノ
　　|￣　)
　 (￣ 　／
　　T￣|
---
///
BE MY VALENTINE?
I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU DEAR
DON'T LET ME GO, THAT'S ALL I ASK
WILL YOU? WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE
///
---
\\\a reference that love can be a drvg & can be deadlier than death itself/// 
.

OH VALENTINE LET ME GO

///
poptart
feeling like a fucktart
better dance on my dick
till ur pussy feeling sick
pop a xan for my ass
jiggle my dragon balls to have a blast
yuh
im a demon whore
that will make ur bitch sore
we gon have an avp battle
im not gonna kill imma cum on ur face
and when i poof i wont leave a trace
bitch im spyro
and my dick is a pyro
imma flame all these bitches
while i buttfuck these witches
got elmo on my ballz
and barney got drunk crashing a car
imma make a list 
on how to murder a clit
bitch im a cookie god
u will lose even if u give it all u got
cut throat any motherfucker who will say otherwise
imma murk their mother while give them advice
oh u can see it in her eyes that she fucking lies
but i gotta watch out when i fuck her cuz cuz cuz the bitch got lice
///

⠀
⠀⠀⢀⣀⡀
⠀⣸⣯⠀⣹⡶⠶⢶⣤⣀⠶⠶⣤
⠀⠘⣿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⣴⣾
⠀⢠⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠋
⢀⣾⢶⠀⠿⠀⣠⠀⣶⡄⠀⣿
⢸⣿⣿⣧⡀⠀⠉⠀⠀⢠⣯⣿⡆
⠀⠛⢿⡀⠉⣹⣿⠛⠛⠉⣿⣿⠃
⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠻⠿⠀⠀⣾⠁⠀⣀
⠀⠀⠀⣧⠀⣤⣤⠀⠀⡇⠀⣿⣿⣽
⠀⠀⠀⠙⠛⠁⠀⠻⠞⠀⠀⠿⠿⠛
⠀

POPTART PYRO

---
such a lovely surprise
u look like a bottle of pills
oh for u i die/oh for u i die
doesnt that sound nice
i'll do everything/i'll do everything 
for u/for u/for u/for u
oh
for u
---
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　　 ／￣￣￣＼
　 ﾛ┥Ｏ 日 Ｏ┝ﾛ
　┏┷━━━━┷┓
　┃┌───┐::┃／
　┃│　　　│　┃
　┃└───┘Φ┃＼
　┗━┯━━┯━┛
　　　┷　　┷

LOVED BY UxDEATH BY U

⢦⠴⠶⠒⠚⠣⢦⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⢿⡐⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠈⢹⡄⠀⣤⠀⢀⡀⠶⠀⢀⡷⠚⠛⣦⠀
⠀⣴⠻⠉⠙⢳⣄⠈⠀⠜⠓⠂⣠⡾⠁⢤⠶⠋⠀
⠀⠈⢻⣃⡀⣴⠟⠛⢲⡶⣶⠟⠙⣻⡶⠏⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠛⢧⣤⡼⠃⠻⢦⠴⠞
---
\\\
years goes by 
and im still stuck in my head
why am i not dead?

drugs hold me down
but now i got a home to hold me down
but now she falls with me


as im by ur side
i don't know why
i dont wanna die


time goes by 
i still dont know why
if i wanna die or just cry?


hold my hand
i dont wanna overdose 
without saying goodbye
///
---



hold my hand for a couple of years.

---
love makes us do drugs
toxic flower wanna destroy us
i dont know if i can still feel
the world doesnt know whats real


soo i
pop pills till i die
i dont know why 
u always lie


fuck elmo in the butt
nobody cares about us
might strangle my ballz
cuz its the world fault
im always dying when everybodys home
wanna know my pain get high wit me get in my zone
might seduce barney
ride and dance like bob marley
do xans wit an orphan cuz we both wanna die
and the world will never see us cry
i always slit my dick slit my wrist
always wanna murder my family wat a twist
fuck the heavens fuck u imma make it burn
when i go to hell i swear imma return
drill ur skull wit my dick
i aint never getting sick
fuck a lizard hoe
then i fuck the world
wit my cookie dick

la la la la
---

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡤⣤⡀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⣠⠖⢓⢦⠴⠶⠒⠚⠣⢦⠀⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⢿⡐⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⡏⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠈⢹⡄⠀⣤⠀⢀⡀⠶⠀⢀⡷⠚⠛⣦⠀
⠀⣴⠻⠉⠙⢳⣄⠈⠀⠜⠓⠂⣠⡾⠁⢤⠶⠋⠀
⠀⠈⢻⣃⡀⣴⠟⠛⢲⡶⣶⠟⠙⣻⡶⠏⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠛⢧⣤⡼⠃⠻⢦⠴⠞

TOXIC FLOWER

---
/
u said that u loved me
but i know ur lying
tears on the table top
dripping down to the floor
i am heartbroken i am sorry
it hurts soo much why?
u left me in the darkness
/
u said that u loved me
but i know ur lying
tears on the table top
dripping down to the floor
/
tears are here for me
when im low
died soo many times 
that i know 
u got hurt 
by the world
/
---
⊂_ヽ
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　　 ＼(　ˇωˇ)
　　　 >　⌒ヽ
　　　/　 へ＼
　　 /　　/　＼＼
　　ﾚ　ノ　　 ヽ_つ
　 /　/
　(　(ヽ
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　| 丿 ＼ ⌒)
　| |　　) /
ノ )　　Lﾉ
(_／

A LITTLE LIE WILL MAKE U DIE (ft. WingRidden)

///
---
you love it when it rain
im the reason for your pain
you thought my mind was sane
i think im a mistake

drugs fucking me up
and letting u down
pills in my brain
i no longer see or feel you
im going deep down 
that i can no longer hold you down

i hate myself so much
put me in a mirror room
just to see my ugly face

pills instead of candy
theres no such thing as feeling safe
theres no such thing as feeling safe

(oh darling/oh darling)

please ruin my brain
please ruin my brain
with ur lovely words
with ur lovely words
my little flower
///
---
( ´-ω･)▄︻┻┳══━一( ´-ω･)▄︻┻┳══━一( ´-ω･)▄︻┻┳══━一( ´-ω･)▄︻┻┳══━一

U LOVE IT WHEN IT RAINS

///
---
honestly
im scared that you'll get bored of me
i just need someoned to hug me
and tell me im not worthless
as i think i am
///
---
⠀⢀⣀⡀
⠀⣸⣯⠀⣹⡶⠶⢶⣤⣀⠶⠶⣤
⠀⠘⣿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⢷⣴⣾
⠀⢠⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⠋
⢀⣾⢶⠀⠿⠀⣠⠀⣶⡄⠀⣿
⢸⣿⣿⣧⡀⠀⠉⠀⠀⢠⣯⣿⡆
⠀⠛⢿⡀⠉⣹⣿⠛⠛⠉⣿⣿⠃
⠀⠀⠀⡇⠀⠻⠿⠀⠀⣾⠁⠀⣀
⠀⠀⠀⣧⠀⣤⣤⠀⠀⡇⠀⣿⣿⣽
⠀⠀⠀⠙⠛⠁⠀⠻⠞⠀⠀⠿⠿⠛
⠀

honestly.

---
dududududu..
its just me and this piano..

my sweet novacaine
don't leave just stay
stay a little longer
little longer
constant like a drug
melancolic songs
thats what u are to me/to me/to me
yeah
(ur my)
overdose
in ur lullabies/lullaby
help me/help/help me
///
---

MELANCHOLIC NOVOCAINE

///
where do i go this time? 

where do we go this time? 

i'll hold ur hand but i can't hold on tight 

will u let go?
cause i will
and i'll be
a love evil game
razorblade
for ur veins
i just wanna try
///

love is an evil game.

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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× /|||~°~  our veins cannot connect if we continue being razor blades towards each other ~\ |||/ ×
