prod: @janeremover
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LYRICS:
i've been getting so mad at the wrong things
built up chaos got his shit and fucking left me
now i'm single mother stressing out like crazy
and i gotta feed my baby

i don't sleep enough for this
i'm way too fucking weak for more of this
it's like i'm waking up with thieves that take the piss
by robbing me of all my stableness

in fucking fact, i yelled at two sweet girls
because they talked too loud
you should have seen their faces
they looked like their dogs got put down

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

and in fucking fact
last week i lost my shit
all cause my friend said shut up
thus, i cussed, called him a prick
i ruined an entire friend group cause of it

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

at this rate
i'll be a monster before halloween day
just give me two days
and i'll make shit look like the rapture

i just screamed at a friend through text
then i poured gas to burn the bridge faster
there's not a king of self destruction
(so) i can't wait to become the master

the thing i feed is kicking me inside
and all i gotta do is keep giving it water so it dies
and i can't remember the last time that i blinked these eyes
i'll punch a guy in the mirror and he'll turn to 5

versions of me

you don't know how it feels
to tell my friends that i had a bad day
almost every single day

most of them don't ask anymore
they just assume that i'm not okay
they don't even stick around anymore
it's the end of the world for me

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
for doubting everyday

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
and they'll laugh when they sail away

it happened again prod. jane

prod me and tsuyunoshi <3

i walk on top of water
to make sure you can swim
i would do anything
to make sure you don't end up like him
i always knew that you cared
i needed you , you werent there
and did you think about me
thought you cant breathe without me
turns out you breathe without me
i kick the leaves without you
i learn to swim
i learn to swim
im not here when youre with him

know that you were lying when you fucking said you loved me
keep on coming back for more, i know you wanna fuck me
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly

think you perfect, you a saint
fuck you, bitch, ill take your blame
one day they gon know my name
one day they gon know my name
they gon know my name
they gon know my name

i aint done yet,
and you really fucking thought this would go unsaid
promises unkept
every day you fucking treat me like an object

know that you were lying when you fucking said you loved me
keep on coming back for more, i know you wanna fuck me
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
know that you were lying when you fucking said you loved me
keep on coming back for more, i know you wanna fuck me
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly
shut that shit down, you know this shit get ugly

and did you think about me
thought you cant breathe without me
turns out you breathe without me
i kick the leaves without you

<3

eulogy

@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

the scientist

prod @lynyou @trustt @omgisai
video / visualizer: https://youtu.be/W2jl_vXwRsc

lyrics:
@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@trustt
close my eyes and i still see you there
but i still stay walkin round im the man yea
but you dont really know that yet
so you dont really know a thing about me
runnin round the town with my head fucked up
i cant find my phone think im boutta throw up
i said fuck all your friends and fuck what you heard
yea fuck all your friends they belong in the dirt

closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

@lynyou
yea it dont really feel the same no more nah
yea getting tired of the lies i been bored yea
i just say im fine then i move on
then i go keep crying til it turn dawn
(x2)

yea i closed my eyes i can still see the tv
say u dont like me but u really need me
yea the trophys mine ima win u gon see me
ima take whats not mine feeling greedy
(x2)

the scientist

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