get away (feat. Roddy) (prod. Nothingleft)

i cant help it (feat. guccihighwaters)

https://soundcloud.com/gloom3
https://soundcloud.com/gloom3
https://soundcloud.com/gloom3

prod. cloudhighcomeup

im sorry that i even tried (feat. gloomE)

everyone else seems fine

prod/guitar - https://soundcloud.com/cloudhighcomeup

you dont like him

sleep thru ur alarms (lontalius cover)

https://soundcloud.com/samueledwardcharles
https://soundcloud.com/samueledwardcharles
https://soundcloud.com/samueledwardcharles

i just wanna be alone (feat. Sam Charles)

https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan
https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan
https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan

can i save it? is it worth it? (prod. aidan)

i dont make you happy

is this the best of me?

produced by me 

vocal mix : https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

she said
why is it always the same?
you don't understand

she said
tell me how you're feeling
but I can't 

won't tell you how I'm feeling
trust me, you don't need me
say that I'm a waste of time
and you just don't believe it 

and all of this is fucked up
blame it on my bad luck 
you just wanna make up
I don't wanna wake up 
I don't wanna wake up

I don't wanna wake up (not enough)

wake up / mastered

wake up

vocal mix - https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Reset 
All the thoughts that she left 
I can’t even care less
Or maybe I do 
But you don’t see it 

Pretend
Like I’m moving on and 
I just seem so distant 
I don’t wanna go 
But you don’t know
Yeah you don’t 

I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 
You don’t wanna fight 
You don’t wanna fight anymore 
I just wanna die 
I just wanna die in your arms 

Wasting all my time 
I hear your voice still in my mind
And it gets worse at night 
You don’t wanna see it 

How I can move on when I still see you when I’m sleeping 
And I try to block it out like 
Is it real or am I dreaming at all
And I swear it all gets worse
And it’s just what I deserve 
I deserve

die in your arms

produced by https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
vocal mix by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Save your breathe 
Forget it all 
your lies won’t hide the emptiness 
I care less
I know you don’t 
I know that I’m still in your head 

All the time just fading in the back now
What you though we were we never had now
I don’t care just chilling with my friends 
While you cry alone in your bed 

I don’t care i don’t feel a bit 
And my phone is off so don’t try and ring
And you say you cared well you’re of shit 
And you can cry all night I know you’re faking it 

You’ll say you’ll change, all lies, I know you won’t  
I say I’m good, I’m fine, I’m on my own 
You won’t forget this shit I know, I know 
You say I want you back I know I don’t 


Bringing all the sorrow back 
Close your eyes 
Like your heart 
it’s just fucking black 

Missing everything you had 
I don’t care 
Stay away 
I don’t want you back 

Save your breathe

save your breath (prod. sorrow bringer)

vocal mix: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

I know I’m not the same 
I know you fucking hate it 
I give this everything 

Won’t sleep I’m wide awake 
Time slept is just time wasted 
Why’s no one listening?

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?”
 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 
You can fucking hate me 
It’s alright 
Don’t stay the night 
You’ve been off it lately 
You can try 
You can try 
Find another maybe 
It’s alright 
It’s alright 

Act like I’m fine
Another night 
I’m good Inside 
Don’t wanna fight 
Stay all alone 

It’s hard to find 
My peace of mind 
It’s not the time 
Don’t wanna die 
This time I know 

I can just hide 
I think I might 
I see the light 
Don’t go outside 
Stay up all night 
Don’t ask me why 
Don’t waste your time 
Don’t waste your time 

9-5 still the same old shit 
Why’s no one getting this?
And they still keep asking me 
“Why are you so heartless?”
“Why are you so heartless?

heartless

vocal mix - https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Stay at home 
Get missed calls from your friends 
And you’re scared cos they might know the truth 
And you act like you don’t care 
But inside yeah you know you do 
Don’t have a family around 
It’s the same but it’s all new 
And you’re wasting all your time
Thinking how you’re gonna make it though

Is it harder when you’re all alone?
Thinking no one even knows you
And your doubting everything you know 
It gets so hard, I know

no one knows you

feat. https://soundcloud.com/stationsix
produced by https://soundcloud.com/plantkidboyo and me 

It’s alright 
Dry your eyes
I can help 
Do you hear me?

You can try
Clear your mind 
Take your time
And you’ll soon see

Do you feel you’re not enough?
Think that no one shows you love?
Why?

But I guess I relate
It’s hard sometimes
Try to change
but stay the same 

It’s alright 
Take a line 
Waste your night
So you don’t feel
And then you wake up dead inside 
You don’t wanna be alive 

Feel the knife 
Shut your eyes 
You can cry
But you cant hide
From all the things you know you’ve done 
And how you used to be someone

Tell me you don’t care about me 
Well I never even cared at all
You don’t wanna be around me, yeah?
So tell me why you called

And I know you don’t really know me
But you think that you know it all 
You’ll always be the same 
You act like you don’t care 
You don’t care 
Don’t care 
I don’t care at all

https://soundcloud.com/stationsix -

you dont care, i know
say im to blame
i cant bear to know that
youre not in pain
i been growing more
one day ill shine
you keep showing me youre
a waste of time

i hope you know that i aint lonely
i found somebody new to hold me down
she tells me everything you told me
to think i let you fuckin know me now

so go and tell your friends you hate my guts
im sorry that you had to take my love
i always put you up above myself, but
you always put me under way fucked up

i toss and turn when im asleep now
i dont wanna eat now
i dont feel complete now, baby
the story ended and you creeped out
what the fuck you mean about
getting over me, now

maybe, ill ruin another verse
i hope this fuckin hurts
you were my only curse
til i put myself first

you dont care (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. w/plxntkid]

they think i'm sad

you looked like an angel

find a home

you're the reason why I stay inside

You don’t seem the same, but I should know
Feel that sinking feeling in your throat?
Told me not to call you when you go 
Words I can’t imagine that you wrote 

Can’t get away with my head in the clouds 
Had all my friends here, but where are they now? 
Told me you changed, what you talking about?
Had all my friends here, but where are they now?

Try not to think 
When you open your mouth 
But it’s harder to live
When you live for an ounce 
Do you cry when you drink 
In the hope you’ll get out of here?

I think I’ve done enough 
It’s never easy though 
It gets harder 
When all you ever want 
Is just to make them feel prouder
But still you’ll bring it up 
How I never act like you wanted

Can’t get away with my head in the clouds 
Had all my friends here, but where are they now? 
Told me you changed, what you talking about?
Had all my friends here, but where are they now?

head in the clouds

Look around
I see it in your eyes 
Breaking down 
You’re not the type to cry 
But I know the secrets you keep inside 
And if I let you in 
Will you run away? 
Linger in my head
Like my past mistakes?
I still think about yours and mine 
I feel dead at the best of times 

We used to stay up all night 
And you’d keep me awake 
Now I sit in the dark 
While I plan an escape 
And you say that you’ll try harder 
You’ll just be the same 
No, stay out of my way 

Take me back 
To the days 
Wish I never knew that
What we had 
You can’t replace 
I keep overthinking 
Everything 
Everyday 
Not it won’t be the same 


Looking back 
I remember this one time 
We were young 
With nothing on our minds 
Nowadays 
I’m only out 9-5
Take me back 
So I know what it feels like

we were young

produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

I never thought it would last
That I just kept in my head 
Ive put the knife in your back 
Now look I’m just like the rest 

Now I’m afraid to wake up 
But maybe one day I won’t 
And then I’ll try but I’m stuck 
And there won’t be tomorrow 

“I wish that I could just could just run”
You whispered under your breath 
Yeah I can act like a cunt 
And Ill just say I’m depressed 

You thought that I never tried 
You wanna die? Are you sure?
I see the tears in your eyes 
And it won’t even hurt 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way 

How do I keep this up
Ill make the same mistakes
Tell me you’ve had enough 

Hear you still cry 
Didn’t think twice 
I’m that same guy 

But the way that you felt 
That might stick in my head 
From the lump in your throat 
To that crack in your neck 
What the fuck have you done 
To be left with with this mess 
But for all I did wrong 
I still never regret 

Something changed when I saw her 
I don’t care and I won’t call her 
Asked why I never felt the same 
But I’m so numb that I don’t feel
And I feel better off this way

i see the tears in your eyes (prod. brody)

i get nervous

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Life gets better 
If you say so 
You don’t understand it 
Well I guess we’re in the same boat 

I can’t honestly remember why you’re mad at me still 
And the fact that it’s not over swear it’s making me ill

I swear it’s making me stagnant 
Weighed down 
Need some rest 
I’d give you all I have so I can feel again you 
say that you wanna move along
 but you don’t show it 
You don’t give a shit 
You never did
And now I know it 

Well how am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back 

Shy away 
I try my best but Ill never change 
Go back 4 years 
And I’d feel the same  
I can’t stay afloat
I just stay awake 


All this time spent all alone 
Feel alright again and you know
Then you’ll see inside my mind 
Then I’ll wake up on my own 

If you leave then I get it, go
See the words past right over my head 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Say I look down when I’m at my best 
Not doing well but you could have guessed 
Think that I care the way that you dress
Look at my face 
Am I impressed?

How am I meant to lay here with your knife in my back 
You say I won’t run away like you’re all that 
Zone out
Over drink
I don’t wanna feel anything 
But if I’m honest 
I can’t walk away I’ll just come right back

if you leave then i get it (prod. brody)

featuring/guitar - https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
prod - https://soundcloud.com/cloudhighcomeup

Wide awake like I’m afraid of my own damn home   
If I had changed you might have stayed 
But I’ll never know 
I’ve been doing worse but you saw that 
If I get better will you come back?
All this time I’ve waited cos you’re all I had 

I won’t get it off my chest 
cos I can hide my thoughts instead 
told me what I should have said 
I nod my head like you know best

What’s one more sleepless night without you?
I swear I miss everything we had 
And all the memories 
Like the first time I met your dad
Or when your brother caught us kissing on your bedroom floor 
And I know know I should call my friends 
But I just want to be alone

hide (feat. saint tomorrow)

hold my tongue

produced by https://soundcloud.com/producedbyaidan

guitar by https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody

Too afraid to show my love 
If I can hide my shame 
That’s all I have

Hard to say that I’ve moved on
If I can feel your nails across my back 
 
Try to see you through the Rain 
Why cant I just try to look around 
I didn’t wanna be this way
I was just a kid 
I’m older now

just a kid (prod. aidan)

I saw your name when you shone the light 
I saw your name when I counted up the reasons why 
You hate me
And no ones gonna save me

You can pry all you like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Nothing will kill you like I did 
Stuck in my mind 
Just like you wanted 
crawling under my skin I feel you 


You can pry all you’ll like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Saw you coming a mile 
And I won’t hit the brakes 
Shoulda run while you could 
I’ll just stand in your way 
Never mind
Never mind 
Do your worst 
I can take it

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