shit i like rn

Somebody 2 Hold (skellington)

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

@wtchcrft2 @guccihighwaters

lyrics:
not impressed 
i gotta flex 
my head's a mess 
i let it show 
channel sadness just to grow 
you don't really wanna know 
feeling like a silhouette in the background

and what's the point of building if it's all gonna fall down?
lit a couple bridges and i cried while they burned down
i don't really know if you want me to be around 
i'm losing my damn mind
i'm losing my damn time
i feel like i crossed the line 
and i don't know where you want me to be cause i am so blind

(guccihighwaters)
i’m so blind
but the lights always shining
breaking light
in the rough
like a diamond
i love you
just bad timing
i’m always lost in my head
come find me
i hope i hope 
you can find me
as of lately i feel
like i’m dying

silhouette w/ guccihighwaters (prod. wtchcrft)

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

i hope everyone's having a good day.

I have been desperately searching for clarity
but lately I cannot see much of anything
and it's been scaring me..

wake me up when I'm better please

I have been chasing my dreams like they're all that I got
so I don't think of all that I've lost
shit, I've lost nearly everything

momma said it gets better
she said it gets better
please, give it some time
I promise son you gonna shine

but when I look into her eyes
all I see is her pain
but somehow she's still okay

don't know what to say
I guess I feel guilty
i caused of a lot of it
and that shit kills me

my soul is filthy
emotions are crippling
broken within
don't know if you could fix me

I'm way past hoping and wishing

and I don't know
what to do with my self
think I'm falling apart

and I'm so scared 
to try and love someone else
cause there's no love
for myself in my heart

I'm just feeling overwhelmed
driving home late at night in my car
cause I know that I made this hell
I may run but I wont get too far

I won't get too far

clarity

(PROD. BY @prodlxve)

most of this song is aimed @ me.
i miss him.

lrix:

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

i dont wanna tell you how i think
i just wanna throw up in my sink
lets have some more to drink
pretend that you dont know im on the brink
of losing everything i hold dear
lets have another beer
lets hide away from everything we fear
i tell you as im talking in the mirror
im drinking all alone
staring at my phone
praying to a god ill never know
asking if youre coming home
i know you wont
and i think that hurts the most
im losing hope
i feel you going ghost(haha it me)


sorry bout the time i spent
sorry bout those rhymes i said 
i never meant it to reach you
had hopes to delete you and move on   
i guess that i did 
i really wanted you out of my head
guess ill just have to replace you with lead
i cant believe all this shit that i said
this shits too emo i should go to bed
i should really get some sleep
lately ive been feeling weak
havent talked in like a week
everything lately
been feeling so crazy
if you saw you would call me a mess 
bitch im depressed
i was hiding it in you
now youre gone i feel the gloom
now youre gone i feel the dark
i was terrified to part
i understand i was scared of myself
i understand you were bad for my health   
bitch i get all of that
please never call me back
when i get drunk and i dial your phone
send me a text in the morning that tells me to leave you alone
tell me that this is a warning
that im not done mourning
and ill tell you i swear that i am

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

happy ur happy

happy ur happy (p. lxve)

we could have been everything

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

fall against your wall (prod.irby)

Thank you for listening.


Produced by Odece : https://soundcloud.com/odece
Cover art by Ethan Grassel : https://twitter.com/EthanGrassel

Special thanks to TheBreathingBackwards || GoodByeWilson 
https://twitter.com/breathingback
https://twitter.com/goodbyewilson

Nobody [Prod. Odece]

feat. https://soundcloud.com/stationsix
produced by https://soundcloud.com/plantkidboyo and me 

It’s alright 
Dry your eyes
I can help 
Do you hear me?

You can try
Clear your mind 
Take your time
And you’ll soon see

Do you feel you’re not enough?
Think that no one shows you love?
Why?

But I guess I relate
It’s hard sometimes
Try to change
but stay the same 

It’s alright 
Take a line 
Waste your night
So you don’t feel
And then you wake up dead inside 
You don’t wanna be alive 

Feel the knife 
Shut your eyes 
You can cry
But you cant hide
From all the things you know you’ve done 
And how you used to be someone

Tell me you don’t care about me 
Well I never even cared at all
You don’t wanna be around me, yeah?
So tell me why you called

And I know you don’t really know me
But you think that you know it all 
You’ll always be the same 
You act like you don’t care 
You don’t care 
Don’t care 
I don’t care at all

https://soundcloud.com/stationsix -

you dont care, i know
say im to blame
i cant bear to know that
youre not in pain
i been growing more
one day ill shine
you keep showing me youre
a waste of time

i hope you know that i aint lonely
i found somebody new to hold me down
she tells me everything you told me
to think i let you fuckin know me now

so go and tell your friends you hate my guts
im sorry that you had to take my love
i always put you up above myself, but
you always put me under way fucked up

i toss and turn when im asleep now
i dont wanna eat now
i dont feel complete now, baby
the story ended and you creeped out
what the fuck you mean about
getting over me, now

maybe, ill ruin another verse
i hope this fuckin hurts
you were my only curse
til i put myself first

you dont care (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. w/plxntkid]

sick of overthinking every night

made this one in like a day
sometimes it be like that
another production by the amazing @harvest

make this work (prod. harvest)

In collaboration with SoundCloud phenomenon LiL Lotus, this track was recorded in the back of a mini-van under the parking garage of Universal Music Group in Los Angeles, lol

Produced by: Pacific
Mixed: Dustin Gill
Mastered: Panorama Mastering

Merch store: drawntothesky.bigcartel.com

My start-to-finish songwriting & production class: studio.com/drawntothesky

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)

She Once Whispered "Love" In My Ear (feat. LiL Lotus)[prod. Pacific]

won't watch us wither away... 🥀

lyrics:

wake up from the sun dancing through the curtains
illuminating places where you used to fall asleep in my arms
the spotlight that won't let me heal from my scars

i can almost see you

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i can't even bare to look myself in the eyes
cuz the mirror glares back and you're right by my side
rain falls down and my head's in the sky
don't forget i love you til the day i die

no you don't deserve this
and i hope you heard this
and you felt the same way you did
when i pressed my face up against your forehead

i can almost see you

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i still water your flowers
as the leaves crumble down into nothing at all
i still water your flowers
i watch them wither away, won't watch us wither away

i still water your flowers

flowers (ft. yesterday)

I don’t make music just supporting people lol

you dont care (feat. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. w/plxntkid]

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