https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PK9wOOIg9fk

Prod. aishite x haunter

@haunt3rdigital

white'-白井 2

prod. @oliver_01 x @methboiswag

i wish i had a human body
to remind me that im alive
no i dont feel alright
why cant someone take me out this nightmare?

everytime i wake up i wish i didnt
i see colors in my eyes, it's like distorted vision
i think i have a problem in my brain, i need an incision
(incision)
incision

decisions, decisions
decisions to make
i tell myself im better but i know that it's fake
i see you in my mind and i just wish i would awake
please somebody fix me i think i need patient intake

look into my mind's eye, we can share our secrets
reality and fiction i dont see the difference
i just wish i knew which one i was in this instance
everytime i open up my mouth nobody listens

im stuck inside a spiral and i cannot get out
please somebody help me, i cant figure this out
everything just keeps on spinning round and round and round and round

"so right now you're me?
yep. and you're me.
see i just cant grasp that
the only thing that's stopping you from understanding is your ignorance. cognitive dissonance.
what the fuck does that mean?
it means you have a hard time accepting what's true because you're too scared of letting go what you thought was."

cosmic gate ✩࿐ 『oliver 01 x methboiswag』

@jichuuu ✧ ⋆ . ⁺

i’m sorry, for the everything i thought
u are my everything
my anything
my whole world
i thought, u dont even know my love
its like everything that u said is a lie
like its a lie 

come with me
like we’re not enemy
u gave so many pain to me
carelessly, like i’m just fantasy
oh, baby, what can we be?
tiring my soul
heart got broken for sure
oh, u dont know what u do
lonely, i know
but u dont wanna know
so i just rest for now

like its a lie (jichu)

it was always supposed to end like this 

@oiwassupp

left for dead +oiwa

spotify

starlight + vilse & etai s0

baby i jus turned 19

@haunted_sad
i cut my wrist and i bleed
living this lifes no fun for me
lifes no fun 2 me anymore
i hate myself 2 the core

ive been lonely baby
ik that u hate me
feel myself fleeting

*inhale
i been not breathing
i been so alone 
i rly wanna die
i wanna die by my own hands evry night
turned 19 i wanna die 
i dnt wanna be alive anymore 

lifes no fun for me baby
i hate my life daily 
ik that u hate me 
i feel us fleeing 

i rly hate myself
im wishin id get some help 
ive been lonely oh well :(( 
feel my heart not beating
my soul is tied 2 u 
im wondering what would i do? 
i feared losing u 
i know its my fault lately

@cryjn - 

sit back n watch me die
soul leavin watch it fly
no I don’t wanna see u cry
second life ima retry
all the things u do
heart stuck on u like sum glue
lookin at ur soul it’s see thru
in over my head baby I’m screwed

19 w/veil (shikai)

not my song this shi aint serious made this in like half an hour

og : https://on.soundcloud.com/jK1S6

leafo - ##idontwannatalk cover prod luvhack lmao

ultravialit:

living for the sake of living its gone be alright

the light behind your eyes

keep it burning bright

and when the world is ugly all we do is stay alive

do what we do to stay alive

 

dont you give up chin up chin up believe in yourself

its ok to mess up its ok to ask for help

i know it gets heavy dont always have to get high

i now its gets messy keep it clean and organized

 

sometimes its so upsetting hold on its gone be alright

the light behind your eyes

keep it burning bright

and when the world is ugly all we do is stay alive

do what we do to stay alive

eva:

i cant tell me what u want

i feeling i get hight

maybe it ur right

but i dont wanna try

i wanna try i wanna die

i wanna everything is fine

rior:

said that she gone die

said that she gone be fine

already save u twice

tell me what is right

u are not by my side

the thing how u define

the shadow getting close

nevermind

feel miracle but i have to go

i know how it goes its not beautiful

unbelievable no matter what

i would never be the person uve seem

everything i gave her everything she wants

medicine i need some medicine u are not my medicine at all

 

Jesse MargieLa：

Cuz when the world is ugly all we do is stay alive

Do what we do to stay alive

 

*

*

Show this world just how I walk

Let em see how I step

 

大步地行走 思考生命

大口呼吸 浪费空气

小小脑袋 想大大东西

Room is full, I still feel lonely

Stay alive(Feat.ultravialit,Rior&Jesse MargieLa)

@reijiroprod

cnt see sht tears bleeding down
mit meinen bros bin out of town
ich spend die racks nur um zu copen
emotional regulation
ich fuehl die temptation
i dnt need ur information
bin designer ich trag nur maison
high so wie ein spacship
wenn du fragst wo ich bin und ich dip
200 on the dash baby in meim wip
ja wir crashen in der crip
half alive im a walking on a limb
ich hab niemals gedacht dass du mir folgen wirst
niemals gedacht dass du mich lieben wirst
versuche die zeit wertzuschaetzen
doch ich scheitere jedes mal bei deinem anblick
es ist nicht dein problem, es ist meins
muss alleine klarkommen
muss dagegen ankaempfen
gestellt bin ich allein
auf mich selbst bin ich gestellt
doch ich bin nicht drauf eingestellt

c@ping (reijiro)

prod me<3

*i never knew gl0wrm personally but her music really impacted me and helped me get through a lot

she made me realize that i can be myself and more of an artist in so many ways

i made this song to say how much of an inspiration she was to me and in my own way to say thank u for everything💙

thx for listening<3

p.s. the second half of the chorus is not about gl0wrm, it's just other stuff I've been dealing with..

lyrics:

rip gl0wrm 
yeah your music taught me how to  
live life on my own terms
why’s it always like this? 
so many people leave this earth i wonder when my time is? 

rip gl0wrm 
yeah your music taught me how to
live life on my own terms 
yeah 
how to live life on my own terms 

some people are bleeding everywhere 
and i let your blood cover me 
and in reality that’s just not fair cause
i didn’t sign up for this kind of treatment

but now i’m an entity 
i walk with the shadows
my soul never sleeps 
and my insides hollow 
can’t get up to eat so
better luck with tomorrow 
woah

rip gl0wrm 
rip-
rip gl0wrm 

rip gl0wrm 
yeah your music taught me how to  
live life on my own terms
why’s it always like this? 
so many people leave this earth i wonder when my time is? 

rip gl0wrm 
yeah your music taught me how to
live life on my own terms 
yeah 
how to live life on my own terms 

some people are bleeding everywhere 
and i let your blood cover me 
and in reality that’s just not fair cause
i didn’t sign up for this kind of treatment

but now i’m an entity 
i walk with the shadows
my soul never sleeps 
and my insides hollow 
can’t get up to eat so
better luck with tomorrow 
woah

my insides are hollow

yeahhhhh something new <3
prod. @prodalagen x @greyroxx x @akkiru1


iiiii am trying so hard to impress u
ohhhhh
i just dont want to...

...disappoint u
i wanna meet up to ur standards
be ur favorite daughterrrr
and im sorry i didnt go off to college
and i dated around and fucked off
and i knowww that probably pissed u off

and im sorry for not being
the best i couldve been 
but im trying now and i want u around 
to see me grow and i pray and hope 
u will tell me that ur proud 
and u will say it loud 
just for me, just for me 

i wanna meet up to ur standards
be ur favorite daughterrrr

my insides are hollow

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