(cloudlobby):
make it bleed jus 2 feel something 
running frm every1 but me 
blood all over my thighs nd knees
i b feelin like so ugly 
im ugly now but cant help it 
and i feel so god damn selfish 
runnin out of time can i end it 
baby take my life im so helpless 
i think i need some help i need a saviour 
the only thing tht helps me is the angels 
but they dnt even seem 2 b here nowadays 
i always call for help but theyre so far away 
so far away,, can’t help me 
evryday im lost feelin empty 
put me in the ground, i’ll be resting
i dnt think i’ll live to see twenty
(Rezlaine) @plasticgirl1 :
istg im so lonely
the only ppl ik they dk me
im lost in the night i cant cee
i need somebody i need something
all yr words they all meant nothing
run away yr scared of something
yr a no1 just a nothing
meanwhile in my lair im countin money

Selfish!

Selfish! (w/ rezlaine) </3

pvscale - 2019 (prod. razorwrist)

lil yu - 2 x 2 (prod. dead@18 x yukio)

u can tell me all about your day
again and again
again and again
ion have no friends 
ion have no friends
jus the ones in my head
jus the ones in my head
again and again
again and again
again and again
again and again
like a song on loop
this shit never end
again and again
again and again
ion have no friends
i aint ever gonna tell u again
not a fuckin word about u
i dont have any friends
u fucked me up so good
inside of my head
we were laying in bed
she was fgeeding me xans
gotta tell myself
i love myself again and again
im delusional
convince myself i still hav friends
overthinking in my room
im jus stuck in my head
like a song on loop
this shit never end
this shit never end

again and again (prod. nyck)

HENNY BOTTLE 🩵 Ft. JESKI VACA

senses - dirty + mental (emorave)

yaaaa, ay-  my heart has rly gone away
ohhhh, cuz i kno i cant b saved
last chance, i might go away tonight
call me up- but i walk into the light

my heart is gone and i been losing
i’m losing hope for ur amusement
they left me here and now i’m too sick
i fucked it up but u been knew this

heart gone, ya its gone, they don’t want me
fucked up, got me cold, demons haunt me
write these words, it don’t help voices taunt me
ya i’m gone, really gone, they do not want me

it’s all i want and now i’m fucked up
the clozaril it got me numbed up
she say she luv me but i can’t trust
what u rly want cuz i been so stuck

fallen so far never sleep tonight
callin out to u cuz it makes me right
losing who i was but i still cant fight
going so far now im out of sight
did u ever feel it
it was more than an instant
take my heart and my sickness
waiting in the light til i miss this
i been in the snow now im froze down
hit me up but i dont even kno now
one last chance til i let go
living ina past that they dont kno

Selfish! (w/ rezlaine) </3

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