This song comes from a place of deep pain. I poured my feelings into every line the sadness, the silence, the things I couldn’t say out loud. AB Music is my way of expressing the emotions I can’t hide anymore. 🎧💔

AB - I am Sad

4:44 got me thinking.

Don’t talk to me, I’m an asshole and I mask 
it as being bashful. I made a big mistake. 
I cut a lot of people off to do this shit this great and I 
think about it every single day. Why would I ever 
forget? Why would I lie and say there’s nothing I’ma ever 
regret? A lot of apology texts I haven’t written yet. 
You’d think I’d have no feelings with all this talk of the internet, 
but I can’t tell where the truth starts and the lyrics end. 
Like I’m supposed to just let this music fade in and 
laugh at it until I make it. Like I’m supposed to just keep 
pursuing performing and yearning for these stages, but what 
happens when I look into the crowd and see their faces? Is nothing 
sacred? People you’ve known for years and you just 
disappear like nothing’s different here. You don’t deserve 
to have those friends again. Just stay in this self-imposed 
solitary confinement until the bitter end. What happened to 
love? What happened to trust? What happened to 
us? Alcohol in the cuts. Marijuana 
my lungs, I should be coughing up blood. 
I need to pick it back up. By myself. 
‘Cause guaranteed I won’t find any help in all these 
strangers who won’t entertain the lies I tell. I’ll start over 
and do better from here on out and carry 
the weight of every word that leaves my mouth. I 
changed. Whether it’s for the better, I’ll know eventually. 
Sacrifice myself to the entropy and blame it on the 
cards. Like that’s just how it was meant to be. Seems like a shaky 
kinda strategy but I guess we’ll see. I never stopped 
loving anyone, I just stopped showing up. How’s that excuse 
holding up? Maybe I’m just not old enough. 
Maybe when I finally settle and my soul is crushed and 
I’m truly alone, then I’ll know what’s up.

homecoming [prod. by mr. master]

step out and you will find
step out and you will find
step out and you will find sensation in some way x2

I've been stuck in the same place
Mind's been stuck in the state
All it took was just one little step
All it took was just one little step to change
one little step to change to change

step out and you will find
step out and you will find
step out and you will find sensation in some way x2

I've been losing track of the days
I've been losing track of those who stayed
All it took was just one little step
All it took was just one little step to change
one little step to change to change

step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find sensation in some way
(Some way somehow)

step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find
(you will find)
step out and you will find sensation in some way

Sensation

I don't know the actual description for this one, as he deleted it before I could catch it, anyways, enjoy the beautiful song!

Produced by Elijah Who.

Lyrics (Done to the best of my ability):

no one does it better
no one does it, no one does it better
you got me going outside, you got me going outside (x2)

and i don't know if i got what it takes to be a man
i've been listing all the features just trying to make a plan
watching all the movie stars save the girl, free the land
and i just can't understand what it means to be a man.

when i was young i was strong, a motherfucking superhero
i would fly around the world, i was scared of noone, none, zero
i'd bang the drums so slowly, better call me robert damn de niro
i was the portrait vincent nubiola by joan miro

and as i got older, i got weaker, that was clear to me
no longer unbreakable, my fears had started to breathe
until i met you girl, now you are making me believe
that being me is more important, wear my heart on my sleeve

no one does it better
no one does it, no one does it better
you got me going outside, you got me going outside (x4)

and i love just talking to you, talking to you (x2)

no one does it better - cloud mac x elijah who

Produced by Joji, @chloeburbank 

I’m a guy who’s been down on his luck,
Playing with the matchstick till’ it cannot be struck.

I’m coming for your love.

And what will I find,
The reasons you line,
Your diary with -
All of the time.

And I’ve been running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Why you gotta’ act so nice,
This ain’t televised,
This ain’t televised,
This ain’t televised.

Moving at the speed of light,
And I’m terrified,
Yeah I’m terrified,
So please for the love of god don’t drench me.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

Running all these races,
I’m just trying to be cool,
You’re taking me to places,
Lets just break all the rules -

I don’t - 
Want rain on me today,
Rain on me today.

And so it’s till’ death do us part,
We’ll never separate,
And if we die today then we’ll celebrate,
Just make sure you don’t rain on me.
Don’t rain on me.

I just can’t get enough, 
I just can’t get enough,
All this time we spent in love,
I just can’t get enough.

I just can’t get enough, 
I just can’t get enough,
All this time we spent in love,
I just can’t get enough.

I just can’t get enough, 
I just can’t get enough,
All this time we spent in love,
I just can’t get enough.

rain on me w/ joji

the last spaceman w/ stoic

(Prod. ACS ONE)

sat on this a few months. been putting out alot of love shit lately ha

Again

Produced by Oh Society. (goo.gl/ww6NeM)
Mixed and Mastered by @Halberd-3000
Original Photography by @thomas-adamson-365284134 (Lost the picture)

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Lyrics
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You’ve been so sick for some time,
That I just believed you when you said you’re fine,
I know - that I should have known.

And girl you know I hate goodbyes,
You learned that when we met, the 4th of July,
I don’t - wanna’ ever go home.

And I remember when you met both my folks,
You thought it was cool that their love they still hold,
I know - that you needed that hope.

And I can’t stand all the hospital drinks,
Sometimes I walk the block when I need to think,
The store - it will not close.

A woman she stands by the coffee machine,
She says she thinks this thing needs a good clean,
I don’t - seem to care at all.

And people are planning for christmas ahead,
I don’t think I care I’d much rather be dead,
With you - you are my ghost.

And I keep on reading those books that you left,
The pages are folded in places you blessed,
This ink - it is now home.

You Are My Ghost (Prod. Oh Society)

@welshtrash featuring @cloudmacx produced by @cxldblxxd

lyrics

welsh trash -

i dont feel like breathing sometimes u know that aint right
drugs be up my nose all the time cos thats that shit i like

yeah i met u early in the morning
u where like a flower, 
 sippin tea and i was yawning
boring
i watched as u sneezed into ur pocket
bitches all around but ur the only one I'm watching
sorry
u told me how ur gonna fly away some day
i knew it never doubted anything you'd say
every time I'm looking at the planes above
I'm dreaming of a face I've never ever touched 

i dont even feel like breathing sometimes
u know this aint right
if i see u then i miss u
and i dont wanna see u cry



cloud mac - 

i love those little places, you always take me to
those little secret spaces, never see unless for you
we’re getting faded all the time cos’ we hate the way
the daily masquerade washes all the sane away

you see the cracks in your family ties
i probably look real bad in your family’s eyes
but i don’t care girl, do you care girl ?
we running scared girl, a bit impaired girl

don’t ever wanna see you cry again
and my mind seems to focus on our end
i fall fast like a stone thrown, river bend
don’t ever wanna see you cry again

like a flower ft cloud mac (prod. by cxld blxxd)

https://genius.com/Cmk-dying-flowers-for-the-living-world-lyrics

Production and instrumentation by CMK

Mixed and mastered by Nodfather

Dying Flowers (For The Living World)

Big shoutout to Dahm for hopping on this one with me! <3

Feat. @dahm-the-rapper
Mixed and Mastered by @dahm-the-rapper
Prod. Hidden Oasis

Hidden Oasis: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

Angel (feat. Dahm.) [prod. Hidden Oasis]

This is an archive of songs made and deleted by a beautiful man once known as Cloud Mac. Some songs may also be ones that featured Cloud Mac and got deleted.

no one does it better - cloud mac x elijah who

Cloud Mac Archive