I'll be performing this track at my album launch for Departures, at Rough Trade Liverpool on 14th September! Get tickets here: https://dice.fm/event/929y3o-nthn-album-launch-shimmer-fletcher-james-14th-sep-rough-trade-liverpool-liverpool-tickets

Departures

Lil Agony x Prompto - Cry The Pain Out(Prod. nvr.frvr)
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Lyrics : 
Lil Agony : 
I'm being on my own now 
dying when i see her 
crying all my pain out 
tired of just living 
try my heart out
dying when i see her 
crying all my pain out 
tired of just breathing 

Prompto:  
Lost inside my love for you
i take my shot , you are bullet proof
im porcelain you're plexiglass
im shattered i cant get it through
i need better days i can't change what i get into
don't understand my pain when i scream inside my mental roots
my feelings got me scared , insecure and im sure of it 
you never really loved me and i wish that there was more to it 
a grave that i've been digging for myself it's almost morbid with the way you hold yourself together you'll never be my ornament.

Cry The Pain Out

Cry The Pain Out w/ Prompto(Prod. nvr.frvr)

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

Hate Me 2

Thank You For Everything

How do I relive a life again
I dont know if I'll redeem my sins
We lasted like diamonds in the rough
Dark days, nearly lost my head
Hey you have begun to escape this
Pain thats seeping through
With no eyes at my witness
I could end it too

What if I begin to lose
And I'm slowly giving up
When I know its not enough

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

I'm losing it all for you
I've never felt so consumed
The life that we had secure
Was our chance
To be so much more
Hey baby I don't feel so good
Keep saying gave it all I could
If 10 years is before I die
I'd still give you all my time

It's not enough to replace it
This hole inside my chest
When every thought is invasive
Breaking down in my regret
I've been surrounded by faces
Strangers I don't recognize
But nevermind, you were never mine
I think its for the best
I need to let it die

Days Gone ft. Riverkinn

Distant

prod. ocin 
loops: lmgmadeit

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

How you’re so unbothered can you teach me your ways? 
Shining in the darkness they can’ take that away 
Away, way 

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

Until I learn to trust
Until I turn to dust 
Until I freed my mind
My mind

shining star

Contact

Duty Free (feat. M477X)

Continental

Out of Reach

Boarding Call

New track with  https://soundcloud.com/remaynofficial i hope you guys the new sound 

much love

Run away feat Remayn (prod blossom)

IDLEGLANCE x Rivilin x Sepha.

Rivilin: @rivilin
Sepha.: @sepha-joey

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/o9d0qB-Efow

Lyrics:

[Voicelines]:

I don't wanna d*e
Or k**l myself
I just wanna disappear
Until I feel okay

[Rivilin]:

You didn't want to understand
That's fair, that's ok
My head just hurts a lot
And every day just ends in constant pain
I met him down underneath
In the dark depths of my dreams
He tells me don't trust a soul
Cause no one is ever as they seem

Too bad it doesn't matter anymore
Glock straight to the temple
Dreams of dying by the door
And you can't get in
Cause my body's in the way
And you're screaming out for help
But nobody turns your way
And lately every night
Is plagued by nightmares
Waking in a sweat
Yeah I know I need some therapy
But I can't get a grip
Cause I can't afford the rent
And I can't afford to eat
Man, I always try my best
But this tastes just like defeat

[SEPHA.]:

Every time that I said I was fine
I was never
I was never
They who interrupt every dream of mine
I’ll flee from them forever
Flee from them forever
Maybe I’ll just look away
Maybe I’ll just quit this
Maybe I’ll just flee forever
Maybe I’ll just flee forever
Maybe I’ll just look away
Maybe I’ll just quit this
Maybe I’ll just flee forever
Maybe I’ll just flee

Nightwalking dark alleys with a shrug
Self critical thoughts like a warm hug
Affirmations crushed like a bug
With a hard shell under your heel
As days get shorter
Feels like time tries to steal
All the comfort that you held onto
And say get real
Here's responsibility laid on a plate
Sorry that it's dry and it has no taste

Every time that I said I was fine
I was never
I was never
They who interrupt every dream of mine
I’ll flee from them forever
Flee from them forever

Maybe I’ll just
Flee from them forever
Maybe I’ll just
Flee from them forever
Maybe I’ll just
Flee from them forever

[Voicelines]:

Sometimes
The only way out
Is to fade away
Leave everything behind
And never look back

Flee Forever

Rivilin x Sepha. - Flee Forever

@catchnshoot

MAN WHAT'D YOU SAY
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKIN' BOUT
YOU'RE WAY TOO LATE
YEAH I HIT YA HO WHAT YOU ON ABOUT
I GOT INFINITE BAGS
I DON'T EVER RUN OUT
AND IF THE FEDS RAID THE TRAP
OUT THE BACK WE RUN OUT
JUMP OUT THE HOUSE
RUN FOR MILES
YEAH RACE LIKE ON THE TRACK
GOIN' ROUND AND ROUND
YEAH CUTTIN' UP
DODGIN' FEDS GOIN' THRU TRAFFIC
I CAN'T GET CAUGHT UP
ALL THESE HOES THEY TRYNA TRAP ME
YEAH THEY TRY TO TRAP 
I CAN'T LIVE A LIFE LIKE THAT
YEAH ITS WAY TOO TRAGIC
THEY IN IT FOR THE CASH
AND THEY GOT NO PASSION
AND THEY WONDER WHY THEY NEVER LASTIN'
THEY DON'T LISTEN
YEAH THEY ALWAYS TRYNA FRONT
IN LOVE WITH THE MONEY BAG YEAH IM FINNA TAKE IT OUT TO LUNCH
CHOPPA DO HIM BAD YEAH BULLETS HIT HIM WAY WORSE THAN A PUNCH
ALL THIS CASH I JUST LOVE IT WHEN I STUNT

TRAGIC PROD CHAOSYSL

F@$# What You Think

prod. @quiteevil <3
mixed/mastered by me 

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

mmm you wanna mmm
i wanna mmm start drowning mmm
on fire mmm start drowning learn to swim
on fire fuck em all i raised myself and they
they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

🖤

they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

Distant

NTHN

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