I'll be performing this track at my album launch for Departures, at Rough Trade Liverpool on 14th September! Get tickets here: https://dice.fm/event/929y3o-nthn-album-launch-shimmer-fletcher-james-14th-sep-rough-trade-liverpool-liverpool-tickets

Departures

Wh1te W0lf x s0cliché - Jouhatsu (prod. justletmedie)

prod. ocin 
loops: lmgmadeit

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

How you’re so unbothered can you teach me your ways? 
Shining in the darkness they can’ take that away 
Away, way 

I found my shining star 
I hold her in the dark 
With you by my side I’m gonna attain nirvana
Through the acid rain 
Find me in my brain 
Burning down the seeds, until I’m unchained

Until I learn to trust
Until I turn to dust 
Until I freed my mind
My mind

shining star

🖤pyrrhic🖤https://soundcloud.com/dearpyrrhic
@dearpyrrhic
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🖤BODAH REVY🖤
@bodahrevy
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lyrics:

Safe (feat. BODAH REVY)

hate love and percs.

Sometimes / Lost

Contact

Duty Free (feat. M477X)

Continental

Out of Reach

Boarding Call

on the other side

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Displacing out of time
I'm falling down the line
Mistakes I would recall, it isn’t easy

Can’t waste another dime
So drunk I'm paralyzed
I’ll take another shot, to slow my breathing

Remember those days
Those dark and old ways
I'm shying away
I'm gone this season

Your wasting away
Your gaze is so fake
I’m trying to stay
Sane for a reason

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

Can you tell me where to go
Buried 6 feet down below
Some things I wouldn’t show, for no reason

Can you tell me how to cope
Lost my mind wouldn’t know
I hate the way you gloat, about you leaving

Remember those days
Those dark and old ways
I'm shying away
I'm gone this season

Your wasting away
Your gaze is so fake
I’m trying to stay
Sane for a reason

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

(4x)
I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

Running away

Prod, ARQ
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
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lyrics:
Runnin' into your forest fire
Walkin' onto your razor wire
I swear I'm fine but I'm alive

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave
Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today
Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display
'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away
Light me at both ends and watch me disappear into the smoke
Why you kickin' at my chair when I'm not finished tyin' rope
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

If I spilled my heart, and it landed up on the carpet
Come on tell me baby girl would you pick it up, would you stomp it
'Cause I'm really not the one to ever go and get nauseous
But all these feelin's in my stomach make me wanna vomit, vomit
Say you hit rock bottom and you drownin' in your stress
I'm throwin' you a shovel I'll show you how deep it gets
When yo life is on the line and yo body no longer listens to you
To you

Don't tell me you ain't done enough
Don't tell me you ain't man enough
I feel like we don't talk enough
I feel like we don't "fuck it, fuck it"
Cry enough
I feel like we don't laugh enough
I feel like we don't matter much
I feel like we don't "Fuck it"

Runnin' into your forest fire
Walkin' onto your razor wire
I swear I'm fine but I'm alive

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave
Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today
Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display
'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away

Hold steady don't waste your time
There's nothin' between these lines
If ever I'm feelin' short
I know that my dealer's blind
How many levels of gray
Does it take to shade the pain?

The crack of my skin
Pale of your bones
All that I lack
Is nothin' you hold
Hide your keepsakes
It's all that you'll have
When you meet...

Old medicine inside my desk that don't remember me
Workin' for a life that is best, I fill your every need
Cherish the knife inside my back that you have given me
Stop cryin' baby boy

I'mma kill myself leave a pretty body up inside the grave
Now, it might be in a year or it might be here today
Tell my momma not to cry, put my body on display
'Cause the roses look pretty when they die and wilt away
Light me at both ends and watch me disappear into the smoke
Why you kickin' at my chair when I'm not finished tyin' rope
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs
I'mma tell you when it's time, I'mma show you all the signs

I'm Still Alive

Lyrics:

I don't have to remember cause it's still my everyday
Living with the same problems that I thought would fade away
Self destruction on my mind
Self esteem is hard to find
Self reflection seems to be my only way of getting by
I ain't even chasing highs, keep my expectations low
As my mind, trying to fight the feelings as they come and go
See the signs of decline but I never let them show
Cause now it's all that I know
It's all that I know 


Tell me what my future holds
If this is becoming all that I know
Help me not to lose my hope
Cause this is becoming all that I know 


Seems to be my affliction has become my addiction 
Been a while since I gave in but my time is still wasted
Contemplating if it really ever solved anything
Or if I was just distracted by the pain that it brings
Ain't ashamed to admit that it remains how I think
But even if I had the choice I wouldn't change anything
I'm still the same as I was, only difference is
I'm in control
Cause now it's all that I know
It's all that I know


Tell me what my future holds
If this is becoming all that I know
Help me not to lose my hope
Cause this is becoming all that I know

2024 eighteenSAINT / Clouded North

All That I Know (Alt Version)

All That I Know

Lyrics:

Too much on my mind, I had to learn to keep it out of sight
Soon as I let my guard down, they're asking me if I'm alright
“Yeah I'm fine”, I reply as I fake a smile
From time to time, it's real but in reality it's been a while
Since I had some peace of mind
You wouldn't want a piece of mine
Trying to find solutions for emotions that I can't define
Or should I say I can't recall
Barely feel anything at all
I find I'm always waiting for the fall

It's gonna be alright
Take care 
When it's all too much to bear
Everything you wanted
Don't you know you've got it right there 
Long nights
Nightmares
Life don't fight fair
Look inside my mind
You might not like what you find there

Yeah, yeah
Lost myself one day and I'm still trying to find my way
Try to explain it but I never find the words to say
Searching everyday for ways to take my mind away
From the darkness, now I figure that it's here to stay
But it's okay
Honestly I'm quite acquainted
I learned from my mistakes, it takes its toll when I fake it
Used to think I'd never make it
Now every chance, I take it
If this is the hand I'm dealt then I'll play it

It's gonna be alright
Take care 
When it's all too much to bear
Everything you wanted
Don't you know you've got it right there 
Long nights
Nightmares
Life don't fight fair
Look inside my mind
You might not like what you find there

Alright

IDLEGLANCE x Chief Kelly x Kasper Fell x  RiverKinn

Chief Kelly: @chiefkelly
Kasper Fell: @kasperfell
RiverKinn: @riverkinn

Watch on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXEbrZ0fMGw

LYRICS:

NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE
NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE

BURY ME IN THE DIRT TONIGHT
COVER ME WITH THE EARTH ALRIGHT
MY HALO SHINES
GOT ME BATHED IN LIGHT

I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT IT'S ALL MY FAULT
NEVER REALLY CARED IF I'M ALIVE
THOUGH I BELONG HERE
IT'S QUICKSAND
NO TIME
BEFORE YOU CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER MY NAME
TRAGIC IN THE MAKING
NOW SILENT
WHILE I'VE BARELY BEEN GONE
LET ME DOWN

NO I 
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE
NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE

BURY ME IN THE DIRT TONIGHT
COVER ME WITH THE EARTH ALRIGHT
MY HALO SHINES
GOT ME BATHED IN LIGHT

HOME
THAT’S WHERE I WANT TO BE
WHERE I FALL THROUGH THE SEAMS
AND THE CRACKS IN BETWEEN
ALL I’VE KNOWN
THE NEGLECT THAT YOU’VE SHOWN
IS APPARENTLY WEARING ME
DOWN TO THE BONE
WONDERING WHY
YOU LED ME ON JUST TO THROW
ME TO THE SIDE
BUT I STILL TRIED
I SEE YOU EVERY TIME
I SHUT MY EYES

NO I
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE
NO I
I CAN’T ESCAPE HOW I FEEL
DON’T WANNA BE ALONE

BURY ME IN THE DIRT TONIGHT
COVER ME WITH THE EARTH ALRIGHT
MY HALO SHINES
GOT ME BATHED IN LIGHT

Chief Kelly x Kasper Fell x RiverKinn - Shut My Eyes

CLOUDED NORTH ☁️
UK Cloud/Emo Rap Artist & Producer

Sometimes / Lost

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