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songs im on :>

prod @vampire_michi on ig

@funeral
@chanelfather

SoHo! ft funeral

painless! w/ chanelfather (rippo x skunc)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7dZcw7jjF6viTV5B4YTqbm?si=111bd717ebf64fdf

Lyrics:
@luvkurtis
You're stuck inside my head
I wish that we could reset
I feel it burn in my chest
I feel it burn in my chest
I'm trying, I'm crying
I fuckin hate when you're lying
I'm trying, no more
You see me wanna give up

(Me)
You say you're in my head but I just think to much
You rather see me dead cause you don't give a fuck
Even tho I'm all alone I can still feel your touch
Leave you on read , cause I've just had enough

And now my body's dead laid right on the floor
If only I knew you were a fucking whore
Yea you broke my heart, Yea that shits so torn
You make me wish I wasn't fucking born(2x)

Overthinking(Feat. kurtis)

s/o to biteki for this cool amv/lyric vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ATj8gL--S_Y

i dont rlly wanna talk like that in my head
girl u rlly got me so down bad what the heck 
i dont even wanna fuck i jus want u in my bed
when she left i could feel myself get upset

its the same ol situation
time is sprintin i cant escape it
we just avoid the topic
feels like were looping conversations
i jus cant be another npc
i dont think the norm is right for me
its getting hard for me to breathe
anxiety got the best of me

i think i was in psychosis
u stare at me feels like slow motion
i keep losin fuckin focus
forgot i could feel emotion
got off the sauce now im fiendin
i need someone to believe in me
ignore my cheesy sappiness
i hold myself from happiness

@luvkurtis
dont hide come take it all from me
intentions clear too see
know you wont give it back
so hold it tighter its yours too have now

come tear me down 
i wish that i was found 
by someone else, compassionate
its all i needed

you made my heart stop
heart complications
know that you caused
you caused a break in

my minds spinnin from the come down
psychosis settin in im numb
so you can tear me down too what you wanna take from me
its ruined now 
i cant believe that
its all gone

psychosis w/ kurtis (yungspoiler & scrobaby)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1m8CPu0glpDoP8g5WG6nMx?si=87a896ffdca84fc0

featuring @luvkurtis
first time trying new genre

lyrics:

@1bearr

she says boy you can run you won’t make it far 
minds at the crossroads i’m being pulled apart 
i know deep down she’s the one poisoning my heart 
keep on trying to leave but she won’t let me past 

grabs my arm says she won’t let me go 
every second she breathes she’s checking up her phone 
always blaming me for every single fault
her voice never leaves, it’s my head it haunts 

@luvkurtis

now i gotta go
got drugs for days for when i’m on the road
when i'm on a roll
baby go and let me go
no i don’t care too much
know it's my time
i know she’ll watch me when i fall
don't call my line
don't let me down it’s what u want

@1bearr

she says boy you can run you won’t make it far 
minds at the crossroads i’m being pulled apart 
i know deep down she’s the one poisoning my heart 
keep on trying to leave but she won’t let me past 

grabs my arm says she won’t let me go 
every second she breathes she’s checking up her phone 
always blaming me for every single fault
her voice never leaves, it’s my head it haunts 

glass shatters all over the kitchen floor 
pictures ripped right off my bedroom wall 
the way she acts, so bloody cynical 
she’s draining me, parasitical 

@luvkurtis

you gotta run fast fast baby fast as you can
no i ain’t ever coming last
i’ll be first to the chance
im getting back back back all the shit that i had
so shut up, close mouth
i don’t wanna hear it all again

@1bearr

repeating it won’t ever make it true 
thinks it’s time for both of us to change the view 
all these lies, can’t believe youd follow through 
you can trip me up but i won’t fall for you 

she says boy you can run you won’t make it far 
minds at the crossroads i’m being pulled apart 
i know deep down she’s the one poisoning my heart 
keep on trying to leave but she won’t let me past 

grabs my arm says she won’t let me go 
every second she breathes she’s checking up her phone 
always blaming me for every single fault
her voice never leaves, it’s my head it haunts

crossroads w/ kurtis

feat @luvkurtis
prod https://www.youtube.com/@anticonbeatz

lyrics:
[Chorus: heroine diaries]
It's not enough, you fucked it up 
I'll kill myself, don't call my bluff
You gon' find me out in Rikers Island
Asked if you was with him, you denied it, lyin'
And I'm on the drugs and I deny it, hide it
Don't wanna wait for you to find it

[Verse: kurtis]
Find it, find it again
I should have known, a bit more
Don't try too love me no more
Take all you wanted and go 
I let it get unhandled 
Champagne and blooded candles 
Now run away and change homes
You ain't got no where to go
Can't let these people all know
How fucked my mind is isn't copin'
Been hopin' one day you're showin'
Your true emotion, keep goin'
Hours passin' by, without none of us knowin'
Been zonin' out for way too long
It's only me I'm, I'm terrified

[Chorus: heroine diaries]
It's not enough, you fucked it up 
I'll kill myself, don't call my bluff
You gon' find me out in Rikers Island
Asked if you was with him, you denied it, lyin'
And I'm on the drugs and I deny it, hide it
Don't wanna wait for you to find it

the end of every netflix movie (feat. kurtis)

All platforms: https://ffm.to/dr355

Vocals by: https://soundcloud.com/aftrrs
https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis

Cover by: https://www.instagram.com/m.organscott/

Production/Composition by simon m***** 

From the album "Portfolio", soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/portfolio

Overthinking(Feat. kurtis)

CloudyPolaroid☆