Melancholic

Lyrics 

We had so much to say 
Now I can barely recognise your face (x2)

Remember when I was sixteen?
Your face gave me nose bleeds

Remember when we were sixteen? Your face gave me nose bleeds

I was so excited I met someone who actually knows me 

Your in my favourite city but I see you no where 
I think every girl is you. Because they all have your hair.  Oh I think your near me but I see you no where 

Oh! Yeah! I forgot we don’t talk no more!
Oh! Yeah! I forgot we’re not something at all!
Oh! Yeah! I forgot your not the same one.. anymore

Anymore

This remastered album is the musical journey accompanying the harrowing events of Book 3 of "Hinter uns das Land" ("Behind Us The Land"), a poignant novel by Frank Talmon l'Armée. As the war closes in, the Feyerabend family, along with countless others, is forced to make the heart-wrenching decision to flee their beloved home in East Prussia. This collection of 16 tracks captures the emotional turmoil and the perilous journey that unfolds, painting a vivid sonic picture of a family caught in the midst of historical upheaval.

Book 3 plunges the listener into the chaos and fear of the final days of the war in East Prussia. The once-familiar streets of Danzig (now Gdańsk) become a haunting labyrinth of desperation and uncertainty as Inge and her family navigate the treacherous path to the harbor. The music reflects the growing tension, the ever-present threat, and the agonizing choices forced upon those seeking refuge. You will sense in the music the desperation of many refugees, but also their determination to survive.

The journey culminates in the boarding of the "Lappland," a vessel overflowing with refugees, all carrying their own stories of loss and hope. As the ship embarks across the vast and unforgiving Baltic Sea, the music evokes the vastness of the ocean, the precariousness of their situation, and the uncertain future that awaits them. You can hear in the sounds the inner turmoil of the characters: the children who do not yet fully comprehend what is happening and the adults who try to hold on to hope in the face of unimaginable fear.

From haunting melodies that echo the emptiness of a lost home to surging orchestrations that mirror the turbulent sea, this soundtrack captures the full spectrum of human emotion in times of war. Moments of quiet reflection are interspersed with powerful, driving rhythms, reflecting the resilience and determination of those who refuse to give up hope, although they know their lives will never be the same.

This musical collection offers a unique and immersive experience, drawing the listener deeper into the world of "Hinter uns das Land." It's a testament to the enduring power of family, the unwavering human spirit, and the search for peace amidst the ravages of war.

Lappland (From the Original Novel Soundtrack)

Get the lossless version on Bandcamp: telquelsounds.bandcamp.com/album/decaying-lull

Decaying Lull

Echoing Moments

This is the (painstakingly) remixed and (somewhat less painstakingly) remastered version of Last Train Out, from the 4 Good Measure Album

4 Good Measure

Last Train Out

The Cats Pajamas

this song will be on spotify 12th of september
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lone tree

Blood & Saxophones

This one is called "Missed Call."

It’s about that weird, sinking feeling you get when you see you missed someone. That little jolt of "what if?"

You’re left staring at the screen, wondering what they were going to say, or maybe regretting that you didn't pick up. It’s a whole quiet, lonely story packed into one notification.

I tried to put that specific, late-night feeling into a track. This is for anyone who's ever hesitated to call back.

Missed Call

DenisSky, The Yume Collective - The Last Candle

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