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cant keep a promise to myself
cant worry about no one else
thats  how i always felt
i think i really need some help
but imma keep it to myself
dont talk about no mental health
imma keep it to myself
ya imma keep it to myself
keep it quiet, i dont talk when i break
hide my pain like the bills i aint pay
smile on the gram, thats a fake
been drowning slow, need a break
but i won’t take one
rather feel nothing than face one
rather pop 2, then chase 1
its a war in my head, i cant save none

told my mama im fine, thats a lie
told my girl im trying, thats a lie
been looking for a piece of the pie,
been looking for peace in a pint
been sleeping through the day, missing light/life
every text feel like a chore
every plan feel like war
every win dont mean shit no more
used to pray id make it out the mud
now im scared of what id do if i could
every dream got a cost and it should
but i spent all my faith on the drugs

they said you changed, i said good
i been learning how to hate what i love
they said you cold, i said blood
heart froze, but look good in the club

i dont even trust my own intentions
i just want attention, then regret it
been confessing through the music, not a reverend
every truth that i drop feel like a weapon

Keep it to Myself

[Hook] 

You see I really got nothin that I can say
It's not the same
Girl it's obvious you changed
You broke my heart and I can't seem to feel the pain
I know it is what it is, so okay

Forreal I need someone to love me cause i’m me
You always argue cause you know we not the same
And I don’t care if you wanna stay with me
I’m never happy when i’m with you honestly

[Verse]

i'm in the stu with the heat I can't complain
we sip that pack roll up the sauce, that verde
high as the moon i'm scared to look
it's so insane
I get so weak when I see ya pretty face

Girl say somethin
I stay frozen
closing up cause you won't open
I remember what you told me 
Never thought I'd see the day

I wasn't ready but I took the chance to make a better way
You was impatient cause I couldn't seem to text you everyday  


Cause I be out here on the road
Making money, doin shows
Being around you has been so strange 
My life lately has been insane
And I don't wanna be the one to break this off but here we go
But honestly I need some time 
so I adjust to havin hoes

[Hook] 

You see I really got nothin that I can say
It's not the same
Girl it's obvious you changed
You broke my heart and I can't seem to feel the pain
I know it is what it is, so okay

Forreal I need someone to love me cause i’m me
You always argue cause you know we not the same
And I don’t care if you wanna stay with me
I’m never happy when i’m with you honestly

Mixed/Mastered ⑉ Shaolin G

Twitter/IG: @BasementGhost

Okay [Prod. @basementghost]

Lemon Drop

PARTY + (prod. Madara Tbh x clout)

6 Dogs - Road Trip (Pack Your Bags) (Snippet)

caedo - comfortable with dying [finessed by beed dollaz]

para11e1

POCKET PILLS w/ $ky Yung (prod. Jayneareux)

Life Sucks - MAYBETOMORROW (Prod. Chri$tian)

Lemon Drop

cLouT CoHeN