rest in peace 2003-2022 <3

i remember shaking on the couch
screaming till my lungs wore out
i had to be held down
everything quiet was so loud 

every so often i see someone 
who looks just how you used to
maybe a year or so older
like how you were supposed to 
 
you were once a kid
lost in the department store 
wonder what all this is for
im two years older than you were

probably from "songs for sleeping"

survived by

holiday

i watch you wander the country with a fist full of stars
building your towers of honey and breaking them apart
and darling you won't regret it if you give me a piece of your heart
cause i know you won't admit it but you're painting me over your scars

sitting in the light as it dawns, you're blossoming all the flowers
lay and watch the night as it falls, i lost count of all the hours
oh the world is a tape player, write me a song
and i'll sing it to you

we watch the planes disappear and the planets embark
making a wish on a chemtrail, on saturn or mars
and darling they're crossed again, but i'm the man who made everything hard
our magnetic confluence is nothing more than a wish on a star

i could be a spark in your eyes, the space where i fly is endless
there i'm just an old satellite, searching for my repentance
oh i've been flying forever and ain't found no god
but he's speaking through you

don't look down

messy timing but you get the point 😔

verse 1:
l’ll disappoint my parents
I’ll sail this ship to sea
how’s this for total chaos
how’s this for 23

there must be something wrong here 
deep inside my DNA
some kind of freak mutation
malignant tumour in my brain

verse 2:
still I’ll have some motivation
when I fall asleep to break the chain
and I’ll dream of resurrection
to purify me of this pain

when I awake life throws a curveball
and I make a small mistake
but I’m striving for perfection
so I’ll waste another day

outro:
I’ll waste another day
I’ll waste another day
I’ll waste another day
I’ll waste another day

don’t you think you’ve sat long enough here
this can’t just be inside your brain
shouldn’t this be something worth wanting
rosy cheeks and ankle sprains

rosy cheeks and ankle sprains (demo)

headphone recommend
spotify: 
https://ffm.to/3rg4qvn


lyrics:
i'm still here searching for that same thing
definition of insanity has the same ring to it
i hope you don't mind me brushing you off again like that
cause I need more reasons to be feeling this bad

i'm still here searching for that same thing
definition of insanity has the same ring to it
i hope you don't mind me brushing you off again like that
cause I need more reasons to be feeling this bad

got a list of things that I wanna do when I feel just right
i wanna go outside more
cut my hair
i wanna be there

I wanna be there

schema

21 24 voice memos oakscreen hallow acloudyskye jaron orno ninth parallel winterdagen analogue dear atli orvarsson charlie major
sounds from evrgreen hidden contact mossgarden onel yeowool lilac julie k paul corley aria veil reid

Project 1

a short theme song i made for my friend’s game “Battery Ram”

https://ultravioletcap.itch.io/battery-ram

Theme for “Battery Ram”

FAbDbAbBbf

i've not wanted to know anyone like i want to know your spit
when you do see me defeated, please love me in spite of it
there has been no one i've trusted with the simple sides of me
girl who only wants to see you, that is all i really need

you don't know how bad i need you, it's like air inside my lungs
a pneumonic kind of fever when i'm thinking you're the one
taking coughing fits as signs that we are only meant to be
girl who only wants to see you that is all i really need

spit

[NOTE] Due to SoundCloud copyright issues the audio file has been pitched up 50 cents

https://evangeline.info

Produced, written and performed by Evangeline
lyrics: https://genius.com/Evangeline-au-end-of-life-lyrics

End-of-life

Hole in your mouth
Time comes around
Fossilized cloud
Have you been dragged down

Better I know
Better unbound
Better I hold
Some hope from the ground

Better absolve
Myself of these sins

rosy cheeks and ankle sprains (demo)

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