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healing nectar(Medicine Buddha)

Granada

I recently had the opportunity to enjoy a few wonderful days off, completely offline, in a small, old hotel in the countryside overlooking a beautiful lake. for some reason, this place has not yet been discovered by lifestyle influencers or occupied by adventure-seeking stand-up paddlers.

surrounded by this tranquility and far from the hustle and bustle, the lyrics for a song I had published on sc as an instrumental years ago came to mind. it wasn't that easy to get my virtual singer to perform the glissando guitar melody from back then, but it worked out reasonably well in the end.

have a fabulous, relaxing weekend, everyone!

trigger warning (not fishing for contradictory compliments): my english lyrics probably sound like schoolboy poetry. however, I have to take that risk, hoping the meaning still comes across. it‘s about realizing how empty it is to always chase the faster, better, more, to constantly wonder what‘s next, to see time as the enemy, and to ultimately be nothing but a rushing shadow of one's own driven nature. 

©music & lyrics by Hans-Michael Albers, instrumental cover & vocal performance by suno 4.5+

clock ticks, so loud
ears wildly ringing
eyes on the door
nothing to hear
feet tap restlessly, drumming
standstill, still running
I'd like to ignore it
but it's too strong 
it will take me away

my fast-drifting days
a flash like a match in a blaze
all hours I chase
just lost in the haze
I’m losing this race
won’t find any ways
I’m wasting my days
As a ghost with no face

time quietly flies
it won’t wait and it won’t give me another chance for better
it will take me away 
as it did every day

my fast-drifting days
a flash like a match in a blaze
all hours I chase
just lost in the haze
I’m losing this race
won’t find any ways
I’m losing this race
As a ghost with no face

my fast-drifting days
a flash like a match in a blaze
all hours I chase
just lost in the haze
I’m losing this race
won’t find any ways
I’m losing this race
As a ghost with no face

I’m losing this race
As a ghost with no face
I’m losing this race
I’m a ghost with no face

Ghost with no face

Lets Get Swaggered


Zemandan's Midnight Resonance is a dark, cinematic electronic track blending dubstep and psytrance elements. Inspired by the melody of Yasmena’s Sar Mast. Midnight Resonance reimagines the haunting vocal line entirely with layered synths, creating a hypnotic and immersive instrumental experience. The track delivers analog warmth and futuristic precision piece making it an epic Zemandan journey for fans of dark, emotional, and hypnotic electronic music.

Hindsight Dissonance - (Sar Mast)

Hallelujah in a Dirty Dress

My eldest son grew up playing keyboards, to cut a long story short, I used to borrow his keyboards at times and using the auto rhythms/bass used to knock out a tune with one finger. Well, I did play guitar so I suppose I did use more fingers but always one after the other. I quite enjoyed the sessions and recorded the outcomes on reel to reel tape  or later on cassettes. I have posted a playlist/album of these disasters on Soundcloud, just for complete journaling of my musical journeys...

The recent covers I have been doing of my early songs and recordings set me thinking... I decided to see what Suno could do with these instrumentals and this is the first - and possibly the last experiment. But I was pleasantly surprised again.

EXSTATIX

This song is about the space between performer and audience.
And about the spaces between all of us.

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Here I am on the stage tonight
Trying to make them laugh
Like a priest in the darkness 
Trying to keep my faith

Oh, help me, Jesus
The faraway eyes

Words that fail to reach
As thin as the air
Faith is not thunder
I wonder if they care

I’m standing on the edge tonight
Staring into the void
Waiting for the whisper 
To find me as I stand

Oh, help me, Jesus
Will one heart be moved?

Outside, the wind rattles 
The glass in its frame
It beats me every time I
Try to play the game
I try to play the game

The dust floats through the spotlight
And settles on red velvet
I tried to write the perfect line
One you will adore
You’ll cry for more
Or have you heard this one before?

I shape my words into 
Little wooden boats
I push them out to sea
They sink without a trace

Oh, help me, Jesus
The bodies in the chairs

They put their hands together
To signify my worth
Or is it just the sound of rain
Against the hollow earth?

Or is it just the sound of rain
Against the hollow earth?


On The Stage

My earliest musical memories are of a small home on Williams Street, where my family moved when I was three. After dinner, my father would play hymns on his Conn organ, and I would sing along. That simple, shared ritual was my first introduction to music.

Our time at the organ came to an end a couple of years later when we moved, and my father's schedule became busier with teaching, pastoring, and graduate studies. I soon moved on to singing along to albums of musicals, and eventually, my mother became my first piano teacher. But I'll always remember that it was my father who first gave me a love for music. This piece is in his memory of him.

On Williams Street

Last song on L.i.v.e 2  album :P

Check out the first one pls:)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5Pt43j9xYFkl8G1AJ2kMUv?si=X8URd3NeSCSfkfDojSg2-w


[Verse 1]
When I met you I was starstruck
When I met you I was blindsided
When I met you I was tongue-tied
When I met you I was flabbergasted
I think it's funny that you're
Playin' hard to get when I was
So easy to catch

[Verse 2]
I should've known it from the first date
I should've known it from the second
I should've known it from the third date
I should've known it from the fourth
You were lookin' for a fun night
I was lookin' for forever
How could I be so wrong

[Chorus]
I can love you with a vengeance
I can love you with a passion
I can love you with a fever
I can love you with a fury
But it's not enough for you
Girl
I'm just another name on your list
I think I better go now

[Bridge]
And it hurts me to know
Oh
That you don't care about me
But it kills me to know
Oh
That I don't care about me

[Verse 3]
When I left you I was starstruck
When I left you I was blindsided
When I left you I was tongue-tied
When I left you I was flabbergasted
But I knew I had to go 'cause
You're emotionally dangerous
I'm too young to die

[Chorus]
I loved you with a vengeance
I loved you with a passion
I loved you with a fever
I did loved you with a fury
But it wasn't enough for you
Girl
I was just another guy on your list
So I had to go yeah

[Outro]
I should've known it from the first date
I should've known it from the second
I should've known it from the third date
I should've known it from the fourth
But you were so beautiful
I was so curious
I wanted to find out
And now I know
(And now I know)

Emotionally Dangerous (Live)

Be who you want to be. Life s full of chances, take one and take a stand 


Why chase a spark when you can light a flame
Why play it safe when wild’s the name of the game
A paper boat won't sail the sea
Dream bigger than the sky
Why not be free

They say too high
Too far
Too bold
But diamonds come from pressure
Not from gold

Why settle for less .mp3

👿🍬🍫🍭🎃 👻🎃 ☠🎃💀⚠⁂©All Rights Reserved 09-2025
©Lyricist, Mixer, Mastering, Creator, & Pro License: Lady ElectroTrek
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TITLE: HAPPY HELL-O-WINK
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LYRICS:
(Verse1)
Creepin' through the static, shadows flicker on the screen
Pumpkins carved grinnin', but the vibe's obscene
Bats in the attic, moon dipped in kerosene
Black cats crossin', spell out what it means

(Verse 2)
Sticky fingers reachin' for the Reese's gold
But the wrapper's heavy, secrets left untold
Sweet or sinister, the story unfolds
Underneath the mask, the devil’s ice cold

(Chorus)
Happy Hell-O-Wink, blink, you might miss the plot
Tricks or treats, or a scheme that they forgot
Underneath the wrap, candy or a curse
It’s a party in the dark, for better or for worse

(Verse 3)
Hooded figures laughin', echo down the lane
Fog thick as syrup, clogs the candy cane
Lanterns flicker red, illuminate the pain
Skeletons in closets, dancin' in the rain

(Verse 4)
Double-dare the daredevil, twist the door’s knob
Fangs in the nougat, watch the goblins rob
Is it caramel dreams or a venomous blob?
Masked by a Snickers, but it’s doin' the job

(Chorus)
Happy Hell-O-Wink, blink, you might miss the plot
Tricks or treats, or a scheme that they forgot
Underneath the wrap, candy or a curse
It’s a party in the dark, for better or for worse

Sweet Lures & Creepy Cruel Tricksters

Happy Hell-O-Wink

In collaboration with Francess Harris. She played the piano composition and I did the composition of the orchestral arrangement. Thank you for listening and enjoy. Any comment is appreciated always.

A Better Day (feat. Fr. Harris)

LONG ROCK N ROLL ROAD

in the Tropic of Cancer

Estuary

Living Our Dreams, Vers 2

WASTELAND by Nova J

[VERSE 1]
I’m not quite here, I’m not quite there
I can’t stop scrolling in my underwear
I’m not talking, you’re not talking, just an empty stare
Searching for another body somewhere close to here

[PRE-CHORUS]
If I’m being honest, I knew there was no connection
But I was high, supplies ran dry, and I don’t need perfection

[CHORUS]
Is that a quake? Or do I have the shakes?
I keep taking, you keep taking, how much more can we take?
I am empty in my space, too afraid to see my face

[HOOK]
In this Wasteland, I am
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh

[VERSE 2]
The sun has risen, the sheets are red
Your body like a dead fish, lifeless on the bed
My arms resemble spider webs, this pounding in my head
I really need to sleep, but I prefer to tweak instead

[PRE-CHORUS]
But now I’ve got a problem, the fact is you’re still near
I tell a lie and say goodbye and get you out of here

[BRIDGE]
I hope that you don’t hate me, I hope you’ll understand
It’s not my row, I blame the snow, I’m not that kind of man

[CHORUS]
Is that a quake? Or do I have the shakes?
I keep taking, you keep taking, how much more can we take?
I am empty in my space, too afraid to see my face

[HOOK]
In this Wasteland, I am
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh 

[VOCAL BREAK]
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah

[VERSE 3]
Oh, I swear things will be better this way
There’s a needle hiding somewhere in this burning pile of hay
I did not find it last week or last night and not today
But I know if I keep hunting, I will find true love someday

[VERSE 4]
I refuse to settle, I refuse to compromise
I refuse to tell the truth, and now I’m lost in all the lies
My leather tongue no longer tastes my mother’s rhubarb pie
I’m hiding from the sun, and drinking blood like a vampire

[FINAL CHORUS]
Is that a quake? Or do I have the shakes?
I keep taking, you keep taking, how much more can we take?
I am empty in my space, too afraid to see my face

[OUTRO]
In this Wasteland, I am
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh
Frozen, ahhh 
Frozen, ahhh

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