lyrics:
Dont keep up with these thoughts on my mental 
I can’t remember things that you told me like a month ago 
Kill emotions with a blunt and some Benzos 
She knows I’m in love with her 
But she said we just friends tho 
Got a bag of 20 pills love
Really this close I’m ever getting to shoulder rub 
This is nothin to relax me 
Mixed a couple drinks with a Xan and some oxy 
I’m surprised that all me people still love me 
Been too many times we all could’ve lost me 
Could you tell that I’m trying now 
Could you see my hands shake 
I’m not happy but I’m sober now

I'm not happy but I'm sober now

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