wishing well (feat. chemicalfarm)

Lyrics-

(Verse 1~Ford)

Yeah Yeah
I'm in my head and I cant get out of it today
Maybe tomorrow I could find me a way
Life sucks
And I don't wanna do nothing
When its rough I'm just tryna prove something
I'm out of luck
Like why you leave?
There's nothing i can keep
I just delete everything and then repeat
But it don't even matter in the first place
Heart cold so shattered like a broken vase

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

(Verse 2-Greenwood)

Everybody's so burnt out could you slow me down?
Everybody's ok now i could turn around
I'll be fine when the drugs hit but i'm not right now
I could learn to be someone if i leave this house
In a week or so
We could speak as though
Nothing ever really happens i'm just feeling cold
I just need to know
If i lose control
If it hurts a little less then we could call it home

(Chorus-Benzo)

What did i do to deserve this
All the pain i'm in its really hurting
Suicide on my mind 24/8
I aint even fucking slept and i've barely ate
Tryna find a way to escape my mind cos'
It's so dark in there at times but'
No one seems to care they just move on
Benzo just a junkie thats what hes on

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind

Tryna Find A Way To Escape My Mind w/brecken x greenwood (prod. venus)

prod. (michael harrison)
blunt lit goodbye
say my regrets 
wish you were mine smoking in bed
get up at 3 awake till the sun again
inhale and forget 
that my love has been lost
can I do it again
would you let me love you
if I fix me
I am the problem noone will miss me
take what you need from me
take what you need x75

we was kids sitting under lights 
on sidewalks 
now were grown and the end doesnt seem so far away 
blowing smoke not a benz
just the back my car
let me go now 
feel it in my bones now
on my own now 
smoking by my lone now
under trees in the dark
by the starlight
light a j and a dart at the same time
everynight how I cope by the riverside
lose my mind
you can see it in my dead eyes
in the meantime think I need some me time
pop a bean time see you in my free time
im on sleep time see you with the night sky
if I talk too much theyll know that im vacant
I dont know or think that ill make it

riverside. (michael harrison)

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inna coupe (prod. 1shimly + whatswrongchase)

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything  (Prod.Coil)

prod @youngxlotus @fleshgolem
mix & master @younglotus

2 Pills

Since a couple months
I been living in a Bottle 
and a couple blunts 
Words may hit me now 
But I been getting numb 
Not a bracket of time 
Where I’m sobered up 
Can’t validate the way I live 
I know I’m dumb 
I try to pretend 
That none of all this bothers me 
i look back at myself 
my eyes are low 
Skin is pale 
I might as well be dead

self sabotage

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, Jadedloner, Goyard Sad Boi
Mixed by Crizzy White, Jadedloner
Mastered by Crizzy White

Jaded - https://soundcloud.com/jadedloner
Goyard - https://soundcloud.com/sadboigoyard

Hook: Crizzy White
Verse 1: Jadedloner
Verse 2: Goyard Sad Boi

self sabotage

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