mallory blasting this in heaven on repeat. shed be proud because hell so many others are, ly clover please keep making music never quit

bro this is so hard.. ive been searchin for someone with this typa sound

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

flawed mangoes - riff 2

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i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

tryin' my best
but im down on my own
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

i've been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel?
push me to the side
"its not real"

all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out
ill choke
why would you assume that?

i grew up
you knew that

i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

(faces in 2D)
tryin' my best
but im down on my own
(and our plastic screens)
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
(and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up you knew that

heroes

made this 2 months ago uploading now

back on the same shit i was on yesterday
i really fucked up
i been in pain
prolly put a bullet into my brain
so many projects i didnt finish
i been running out of things to say
every day's been feelin the same
up and down 
bpd in my brain

i really needed you
you gave me something to do
you got me so fucked up
now im stuck in a loop
ill prolly kill myself
give me a couple of months
when i turn seventeen
i hope i've found the one

i need u
i need u
why did u lie to me
i hate you honestly
i really thought that u want me
i need u
i need u
why did u lie to me
i hate you honestly
i really thought that u want me

the memories behind this one are crazy, I love you guys, thank you.

thanks to @n7te for helping me mix 

lyrics-

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I guess that I'm lost without you 
but I don't want to go die young
I guess I'm growing older 
but I don't want to live that long
I, I don't
even know if you care about a thing
I guess that I've been so fucked up 
you told me its all up in my head

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost

I think that I'm gon lose my mind
I just wasted all my time
I think that I'm gon lose my life
ill be dead damn, suicide
and ill be dead damn, not alright
and ill be dead damn say I'm fine

That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost
That's my bad,  oh my god 
you saved me from my thoughts
I wake up and now you're gone
I've never felt so lost(x2)

young

self prod

i missed your call i know i'm sorry i was up late
i know your friends they let you down i know that's frustrating
feel like i'm trapped inside my mind and i'm stuck waiting
all my friends they took they separate paths and now i'm on my own
where were you my love my second half you left and broke my bones
spent my savings on the drugs and now im left out in the cold
i can't find meaning in this body think im better as a ghost

i'm mistaken
i've been waiting
you hurt me and now i'm jaded
complicated
i'm frustrated
i went ghost and now im faded
i know you can't ignore it bothered by my troubled past
you built this bridge to cross it well i built this bridge to last
apparitions in the night my memories stay in a flash
i'm a lost lonely spirit would be better if i passed

all my friends they took they separate paths and now i'm on my own
where were you my love my second half you left and broke my bones
spent my savings on the drugs and now im left out in the cold
i can't find meaning in this body think im better as a ghost

ghost

she jus wanna fuck she told me "highkey"
she like "how u dress so nice? my ex man only wore nike"
"and i love how u treat me right, my ex man was always fighting"
she wanna shoot a movie w me ima have to turn 2 spike lee
push2start the whip, we jus left w no keys
smokin cookie baby smokin cookie og
told me "when i get 2 high i start 2 get anxiety"
told her i dont think shes bought 2 have that problem by me

money come n go, bitches come n go 2
if u go where money go then the money come 2
and if i go where yo bitch go then she gonna cum 2

offa upper n a downer like i'm in a theme park
white hoe on my line said she miss when i make her scream aw
i walk in the party n the party love me aw
6 shots down i cant evn fuckin see ya

high outta my body i put smoke up in the air
got these hoes all on my body but she do not seem 2 care
when i hit it from the back she want me pull back on her hair
issa rich mf zone u cannot be here
on the move, in the sky, it's like every other month
i'm in high demand around the country, they love me a bunch
smokin ice cream cake witta thottie she from russia
and when i see cake i cant help it ima buss it

she jus wanna fuck she told me "highkey"
she like "how u dress so nice? my ex man only wore nike"
"and i love how u treat me right, my ex man was always fighting"
she wanna shoot a movie w me ima have to turn 2 spike lee
push2start the whip, we jus left w no keys
smokin cookie baby smokin cookie og
told me "when i get 2 high i start 2 get anxiety"
told her i dont think shes bought 2 have that problem by me

come n go (prod. shvde)

lyrics

how would you feel
if you were dead right now 
gun to your head
you'll be laying on the ground
you lied to me 
now you wont make a sound 
I've been so quiet 
when she come around
how would you feel 
to be dead right now 

to be dead right now 

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires
I didn't care 
but girl I've been trying
I'm losing my friends 
I'm tired of fighting
I think its the end 
(to be dead right now)

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I'm seeing red
you got a new man 
he bouta be dead
I got no plan 
damn its a mess 
got his blood in my hands
gotta aim for the kill 
now he down on cement 
I've been feeling insane 
cause I'm missing my ex

...

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I didn't care 
but girl I've been trying
I'm losing my friends 
I'm tired of fighting 
I think its the end
to be dead right now

breaking my windows 
slashing my tires 
I didn't care 

gun to your head 
you'll be laying on the ground
you lied to me 
now you wont make a sound
I've been so quiet
when she come around
how would you feel 
to be dead right now 

to be dead right now. 
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this was basically meant to be the third part to my song "red" and "red 2" but I didn't want to name it "red 3" cause I think that's dumb. 

when I was thinking of lyrics to punch in the song kind of took a turn. I started to really think about death and what comes with it... my aunt passed away february 2nd of this year and she was always my biggest supporter. she knew I made music before any of my family did and I always looked forward to showing her my unreleased first. i dont know what happens after death, but i do know she will always be proud of me.. she made sure i knew it.

i love you Aunt Mallory, this one is for you.

trying

prod aftrr and dsi @luv-zhou
all plats: https://ffm.to/pn6eznw

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

she some pressure
she dont need nobody
nobody can catch her
baby come to me
we know that man just lesser
falling
sometimes i wish i never met her
tell me where to rendezvous
grab a table just for two
te deseo tanto
tell me what u wanna do
at the club wit yo crew
fk it up, out til noon
camera flash, flashing lights
but im focused on u

(i just wanna talk, i wanna see u)
(see u, see u again)
(this feeling, feeling certain, is it real)

baby are u alright
u aint sleeping at night
got no reason to tease u
its easy to fight
baby are u alright
say the word ill take a flight
is it treason to seek u
i need u tonight

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

-

i try to tell u one thing
u only hear another
cant catch my breath im running
the flower blooms by summer
i try to pick up the pieces
dont know where to go
this medicine what im taking
got me moving so slow

im not one for talking
but i might just talk to u
caught ur eye soon as i walked in
play it off i keep my cool
all ur problems i could solve em
baby its just me and u
u to me my remedy
this feeling, tell me is it true

SPOTIFY !

remedy (aftrr dsi)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
song by [@conren]
featuring [@9blare]
self produced by [@conren]
click SHOW MORE for lyrics

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//// LYRICS ////
[blare]
My choppa got a fetish for murder
It get to bussin’ blood get spilt
Huh you said that you was gonna murk me
Look at you now that aged like milk
You talked out your ass was it worth
When the two three hit tell me how that felt
Blow his ass up like a turban
Stitch his ass up like a quilt
He spilling out blood then i wipe up the floor
She loves how i feel so she begging for more
I can't stand it ugh
I need this two two three for my advantage
Turn off the cameras ugh
Came in with M16s and we cause damage 
Came in with hammers ugh
Came in lighting this bitch up like a lil’ lantern
Came in with blue and the pink pills
Came in with dirty ass Fanta huh
There's blood on the walls i can't even talk
I had to have the lil chop in my sock
I got more money for selling straight rock
I dance to murder don’t listen to pop
Young Machiavelli they want him to speak
Fuck i just spilled blood on my seats
Wrapped up his body leave him in a sheet
I fucked his hoe eight days of the week
I need a hoe with a fat ass
So when she throws that back i throw more cash
She giving head in the whip
She throwing that neck back
She getting whiplash
There's 3.5 in the spliff
I turned that bitch all to ash i need more gas
I need a hoe that's gonna reload my clip
And shoot a bitch no questions asked

[conren]
Go lil’ bitch you ain’t bout that shit
Yeah we already know huh
You keep on talking about your bitch but i don't know her
Yeah we so high we high we off that dro ugh
Lil’ bitch throw it back you already know
I don't want that bitch but now i want her after seen her twerk
My lil bitch she bad pointing lasers everytime we murk
All I think about is bitches and murder
Told my mama i don't wanna hurt her
If you hate me that's your loss
Just me and my brother we sippin’ that syrup
I just poured lean in my cup
Me and my bitches we don't give a fuck
Me and my bitches be toting them guns
I'm smoking that kush it's all in my lungs
That bitch evil
And i tote two g19s
That shit is lethal
A red dot to your head that's what you need oh
If you go and cause more problems
I'm gonna leave you Bitch i dont need you
And i earn so damn much i think im him
We light up let it burn let the gas fill up the air
My bitch think im concerned but i didn't even care
No I didn't even care i got shooters everywhere huh

evil ft. blare (p. conren)

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

Fishing

@staggyucrazy @staggyucrazy @staggyucrazy @staggyucrazy

lobitupboyimapickthat

oh yeah uh prod me also

this sounds good on airpod pros god dam

wtf happened w/ staggy

smoked way too much before i posted this and now im in my feels

trying

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