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Beautiful Escape

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Doesn't Matter

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LYRICS:
i'm sick of trembling in fear at the idea of death
since it's always on my mind i just hide in my bed
"everybody's scared of it" is what my therapist said
but my case seems worse, when i've barely been fed

because the kitchen's too far to desire the steps
it'd take to make it down the stairs and try to find a baguette
or something similar that wouldn't make my stomach upset
it doesn't feel like this is real, yeah, my mind is a mess

the only times it seems clear is when music is played
some relatable creator says i'll soon be okay
or when reading poetry trying to soothe the dismay
and i can lose my insecurities in cute little sayings, like

"why frown when the sun goes down,
if you'll wake in the morning to such nice sounds
when the nighttime creeps, well your eyes might weep
but that's just moonlight tryna find nice people"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, just make it through this"

"why frown when the sun comes 'round
even if you feel shaken or upside down
when the daytime hits, you'll be great, my friend
just make it through this, you can make it through this"

meurte

such nice sounds (prod. mt. marcy)

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Planet Fire

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Deep Pockets

when a cover of gymnopedie meet lo-fi..

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7 july

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lyrics:
halfway down the street from my front porch 
i watched you puke 
too drunk, passed out, hoping you could find 
something to do 

i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home or not 
i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home 

and maybe it was my fault 
so afraid, slam my fist into the drywall 
so high, i see the crimson in your eyeballs 
i just hope you pick the phone up when i call 
and maybe it's the highway 
but something's feeling really fucking weird tonight, eh 
i just hope you listen to me now when i say 
i'm not ready to lose you 

and maybe it was my fault 
so afraid, slam my fist into the drywall 
so high, i see the crimson in your eyeballs 
i just hope you pick the phone up when i call 
and maybe it's the highway 
but something's feeling really fucking weird tonight, eh 
i just hope you listen to me now when i say 
i'm not ready to lose you 

i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home or not 
i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home 

halfway up the block from where you sit 
i'm looking weak 
back then, past times, you and i would wander 
through the streets 

i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home or not 
i'm so worried 
when i see you leave 
'cause nobody knows 
if you'll make it home

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Beautiful Loser

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Sorry this took so long. Thank you all for your patience and support.

How To Escape

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

It's been a weird day, just wanted to get some shit off my chest. Thank you all for the support it really keeps me going some days

prod. by https://soundcloud.com/slominu
cover art by @chriswrightotj
mixed by me

Lyrics:

Most of my friends?
Shit...
They wanna kill themselves 
We only got one life so I'm just tryna live it well
See most of mine so far was spent inside afraid of failure
I've got such few stories to tell I feel like a failure
And that's some real shit, but god damn it's about time
Needed that knock down to realize I ain't even tried to fly yet
Stuck on auto pilot
Flipped the switch and said fuck being comfortable, that's a waste of time
Bro I'll gladly fuck with you as long as you not wasting mine, like some people
I told them fucks see you later
I gotta go I aint waiting
Watch em dry up like raisins
I swear this life is a babe and I keep my bitch wet 
These days aint got time for no games, but I'm spitting game making plays while you on the benches
I wanna be unsure, wanna grab life by the horns and try to hold on
Rapping through the muthafuckin roof until the flow gone
I'm so gone
Been ridin through these city streets
Tryna stay a busy bee
We not thinking bout the cannots just possibilities

and most of my friends
and most of my friends said that's silly b

Most of my friends?

Well hello there

I'm Christopher. I make music about life, love and the end of the world.

I hope you enjoy

How To Escape

CMK