emergence

Alien Muzik

Siren Song

ALBUM ART by @BRAEBURNED 🔞 (EXPLICIT)

MIX, MASTER, PRODUCTION by RUSSELBUCK

~also IT'S BANDCAMP FRIDAY BABY!~

RAVEPOP CD's are available, and a restock of a bunch of new merch dropped!

Help me RECOUP the travel costs of the tour / Germany trip! >:3

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Special Thanks!!!

–To Can of Bliss– My beautiful boyfriend who was with me emotionally all along the way through this album! He was also there at the cutting floor, and helped me figure out the sequence, polish and which songs would make the cut!

I learned a lot of sound design techniques from making silly music together, the punchy synthesized kicks and fat aggressive basses wouldn’t sound the same without you :3

But most importantly, thank you for reminding me to not take things so seriously, and enabling me to be the silliest doggie ever <3


–To Brae, thank you for being such an amazing friend and source of inspiration all of these years. It’s been so nice being able to talk about furry, our careers as creatives and our love for weird Soundcloud music!

You’ve given me the opportunity to experience conventions when I might not have the means immediately to afford them and share in furry culture together! Thank you so much for believing in me as an artist and as a friend, I’m genuinely so blessed to have you in my life <3

This album wouldn’t have blown up the way it did without the art trade we had that led to this hot russy butt art <3

RAVEPOP

PHYSICAL CD / DL!

b-b-BASS DOWN LOW

EVIL MUSIC for BAD DOGS

lyrics:
[part i - i'll be there]
i love everything about you
put simply, wanna be around you
i just wish i could get that through
when i know those evil thoughts intrude

do you love me, am i ugly,
am i worth all of the stress
yes and no and a million times yes
wish you could believe it when i say it with my chest

if i lied to you you could taste it on my breath
if lied to you let the Lord strike me dead
saying i dont love you when im lying in your bed
tryna get these awful feelings out your head

if i could murder your depression id take the sentence
and nothing in this world could make me repent it

clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone
clench my teeth down to their gums
im still awake when morning comes
i still think that youre the one
know sometimes you want me gone

[part ii - you'll be here]
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow

i haven't done the dishes
since the last time you were here
i haven't brushed my teeth
in the better half a year

and you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow

i just hope that you don't judge me
for what i do
or what i don't do
or what i should do
i just hope that you don't judge me
for what i do
or what i don't do
or what i should do

i can't see the floor under
two months worth of clothes
sobbing at my door cause
this house wont feel like home
ask to help me find a gift
you gave me that i lost
shame in asking you to
fix the problems that i caused

when you're here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow

you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow
you'll be here tomorrow

i'll be there / you'll be here

originally appeared on sleepy tapes 6

lyrics:
im sobbing in my bathroom
its the only chance i get
masking all my tears
in between all of the swaps of spit
ive become a person im
determined not to be
and inside of that reflection
im still not convinced its me

i tried, i tried
i cried, i cried
but nothing seems to work
and you dont seem to notice when i do
i tried, i tried
i cried, i cried
nothing seems to work
and it doesnt seem to matter at all to you

im just tossing and turning
hurting and yearning
for a sleep thats not enough
and a rest that never comes
its the same thing every day
but im a little more decayed
needing a sleep thats not enough
and a rest that never comes

im just tossing and turning
hurting and yearning
for a sleep thats not enough
and a rest that never comes
its the same thing every day
but im a little more decayed
needing a sleep thats not enough
and a rest that never comes

r.e.m.

originally appeared on bio's goop day compilation, now with rerecorded vocals :) this song features production and vocals from @d4niboi

lyrics:
[daniboi]
how could i ever forget
if i just want to disappear
i hate that we had ever met
i'd rather be anywhere but here
how could i ever forgive
all of the words you left unsaid
i'll just have to learn to live
with all this fog inside my head

shit, i overslept and now half the day is gone
roll over and check my phone cause ive been waiting for you to respond
what you wanting me to say when someone else has said it better
my words lost all their meaning, just a jumbled mess of letters
i might fuck around and wipe away my entire online prescence cause
sometimes its just too much for me to force myself to be present
doing the best ive ever been and still im feeling bitter
maybe ive dismissed some things that i should really reconsider

[daniboi]
how could i ever forget
if i just want to disappear
i hate that we had ever met
i'd rather be anywhere but here
how could i ever forgive
all of the words you left unsaid
i'll just have to learn to live
with all this fog inside my head

disappear (w/ daniboi)

lyrics:
i think its fucked up what you said last night
all i wanted was to make things right
i know its hard to take the blame sometimes
it really seems like you wanted me to cry

lying on the floor with my head in my hands
nothing this bad could ever happen again
but i wake up every morning with a mountain of sin
throw away these feelings its just not who i am

do you want to break me?
rearrange the pieces into what you want to see
do you want to own me?
i guess its a bargain when the price is free

lying on the floor with my head in my hands
nothing this bad could ever happen again
but i wake up every morning with a mountain of sin
throw away these feelings its just not who i am

woe is me
woe is me (its my pity party and i'll cry if i wanna!)
woe is me
woe is me (its my pity party and i'll cry if i wanna!)

shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing
shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing
shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing
shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing

shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing
shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing
shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing
shatter me
destroy me like i'm nothing

woe is me (its my pity party and i’ll cry if i wanna!)

This was meant to come out on Dissent, but AI Artwork and lack of care leads me to release this for free. Enjoy the free download!

SOLAROID - GLIZZY (FREE DOWNLOAD)

Ronny J produced it!
art work by Ahol ( ig @aholsniffsglue )
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