I felt better for an hour or two

follow my new instagram: cocojeezy (link below)

https://linktr.ee/COCAINEJESUS

https://soundcloud.com/richashley

https://soundcloud.com/ky-club

THERE IS NO QUALITY CONTROL HERE so follow at your own r i s k ~ 

i just spam stuff i like, and when i don't have time to listen to something i think i might like, i spam it anyway so that i can listen, DL or buy it later.

if i really spammed you a lot though, i probably want you to make more of it.

i only pirate music when i literally can't ACCESS a way to pay for it or otherwise support it. i'm one of those people who mutes a streaming service like spotify and puts one of my favs on repeat, just so they get royalties while i listen to something else in a different media player...

((shoutout to all my favs who never offer digital downloads or any kind of paid streaming, so i have to rip a shitty version of your limited 50-print CD instead of giving U the money U deserve for making me so happy..but i love you anyway, sharpnelsounds~ <3 ))

anyway, here i am to supplement my bandcamp addiction... or is it the other way around... 

i'm an audio-tactile synesthete. i didn't realize this for a while, and it sounds like bullshit tbh but apparently it's one of the rarest forms of synaesthesia.
 i experienced some ~*~casual brain damage due to trauma and sickness~*~ over the last few years &... it's been a LOT more intense ever since. this is pretty wonderful, but also confusing. i'll take it.

(on the still silver sidel, it took this much to make me realize i want to learn to make music. on the dark fleshy inside, it makes learning that much harder)

i don't have any friends who experience music quite the way i do. not even music i mean just.... sounds. don't be afraid to message me. if i don't reply, it's never personal. i'm just missing...something. i probably had a dream i replied to you already and am waiting for your response. 

i still wouldn't mind meeting someone who likes the same sounds that i do as much as i do.

final thought: if i had to pick the artist i miss the most since i've been gone, it's el poco maro. i miss him so much. wish i knew why he took his stuff down.