She Tell Me Im Dyin  (jabarionthebeat)

This is the first of 5 songs that will make up the "Screamo Covers" album I've been talking about for about a year now. A very rough version of what is to come. Later will be From First to Last, Senses Fail, Fall of Troy and one other I have yet to figure out. Maybe At the Drive-In. 1 DMG with LSDJ and 1 C64 with Cynthcart.

Silverstein - Giving Up

Wokeupscrmn (with notmorgn)

thx for listening!

lyrics
tears filled his eyes anew
emotions buried into something way too crude

if only i could feel like this
24/7 i just constantly feel
like a f*cking b*tch 
lay back fantasize about if i was rich
probably overdose on drugs

bleed out in the middle of the ocean
get drunk till i could barely function
smoke reds, black synthetic menthols
getting buzzed early could never be a bad call

im so tired i don't wanna get out of bed
set my clock remind me to not be dead
numerous times where i wanna die
turned to moments where i forgot how to cry

tears filled my eyes anew
there's no way that you'd find this sh*t that cool

tears (prod. neverforever)

lyrics
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i don’t need a hero to save me
baby you can call me crazy
spit upon my face throw a hook like jay z
lazy lately all i do is hate me
self-sabotage coming clutch i’m shaky
probably from the drinking and the yapping and the 47 times today that i overreacted
it’s a travesty to live like this and i’m merely subtracting
when i choose to move in silence let it blow with the theatrics
i guess it came with living lonely
guess that five year plan wasn’t close enough to hold me
guess that best friend fed up cause i ghost and end up folding
guess that love won’t last cause i always end up bolting
yeah
and i’m afraid of getting closure
i’m afraid of getting sick of this and i’ll only get older
i ain’t shit but a man with some songs inside a folder
why’s it feel like death is dancing on my shoulder?
i don’t like that
and i got hella insecurities
teeth, hair, skin, false hope, nothing pure in me
i’m begging for the silence but the rain hit beautifully
and maybe i’m just lacking some maturity
maybe if i dig upon my past i can super glue my skeleton
fit him to my frame tell him you were only seven nick
you ain’t do no wrong you are beautiful and heaven sent
ignorance is bliss but my innocence irrelevant
trauma bond via satellite
you are what you eat so the music keep me sad at night
sixteen to now pockets still full of that hematite
the only thing i’m lacking is an appetite

music video

theatrics (prod. neverforever)

idk if im gonna make any more songs like this

prod @ripwarheart x @alfiesnapped (beat was sick guys :D)

lyrics:

take a f*cking snapshot of my brain
its full of f*cking fluids all which i can't even name
you ripped my heart out of my chest so i'll let you just f*cking name it too
its cool i know that you really wanted to
and we both know its just something that im bound to do
maybe one day ill just learn to finally catch a clue
and pretend that i never even wanted you

again, your breaking bread behind enemy lines
so emancipated from all your thought crimes

if it's getting cold why are my wounds getting cauterized my flesh
they burn with the pain of your thousand dying words
put my faith in a hearse
leave it up to my god to kill me in a way i deserve

theres nothing for me
im f*cking boring
i hate the f*cking mornings
i hate that im still mourning all your insides
i think that its just not fair
im blacking out from keeping track of your current welfare

(your current welfare)
just know that i do care
(just know that i do care)

snapshot (alfie snapped x ripwarheart)

lyrics:
summertime, orange skies lead me home
i been feeling like myself when i'm alone
i been working in my room with the lights down
oh my God
oh my God

summertime, orange skies lead me home
i been feeling like myself when i'm alone
i been working in my room with the lights ouy
oh my God, I been busy scheming every night now
tainted lips, never helps when I speak out
release my hips, all I wanna do is sleep now
feel the drug slowly spill into my brain cells
oh my God, I been busy smoking every night now

summertime, orange skies lead me home
i been feeling like myself when I'm alone
i try, try, try, with you I tried
but I will die, hollowed out inside

i try, try, try, with you I tried
but I will die, hollowed out inside
winter's in my bones, hatred in my brain
i will show no signs, I will show no pain
i lie, lie, lie
god, it's such a shame
everything has changed
i don't look the same
awake at 3 AM​​​
phone glow on my face
god, it's such a shame
everything has changed

everything has changed

arctic eyes (hkfiftyone cover)

thank you for listening
thank you for being here

prodby @chillsebs

though at war, he's been indoors, the body sore, and torn, and dormant
if i don't wanna talk about it, least i'm being honest
thorns of those adored remain accomplice to the hardship
he's always fallen short of pulling swords from out the garden
the polishing of floors becomes reflective that he's tarnished
back it up before the words contort from what i wanted
evenings on a porch he's never bore of taking part in
endorsement of that orange supports the forging of despondence

time clots when you have the stopwatch break
i won't be disappointed if you show up late
the kettles had been settled in support of the weight
his temple thus embezzled of it's coriander brain

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

split at the waist, forced to guard, stood in place
and every morning that breaks subjects his soul to ablaze
he'd prefer being burnt to a pile of sage,
where the ache in the air is relieved of it's grave

missing targets that he really shouldn't
uncompressed when melodies are fluid
stake it like it's weak against the turmeric
beings want his blood for their consuming
puppet felt the tug and pull of nothing
ponders why and how he's always running
shit had changed with loss and gain of loving
mercy at the gravity of what is

i really think i'mma erode, the moment i've struck any gold, aye
just let me go, just let me go, you do not know me
hope is a torturous road, but gonna see where it goes, babe
she left me alone, now nobody knows
absent of warning

girl i was your home, guess you rent me
broken out of stone that is my bones, smithing weapons
monochrome that dome, devoid of glow yet ascending
closing of the mold would only hone in the essence

pendragon (chill sebs x poppy ozu)

ＷＨＡＴ＇Ｓ　ＩＴ　ＬＩＫＥ　ＴＯ　ＢＥ　ＦＲＥＥ？

//ごめんなさい//

you guys seriously have no clue how much you've helped me with getting through these past few months. i'm beyond appreciative of everything you guys do for me. i can't believe we hit 3k so quickly. this one is a little different from my usual sound, but nonetheless i hope you fuck with it. i love you guys.

thank you <3

tears (prod. neverforever)

CocoasHands