Tarot reading bout the old days
crystal ball stands
psychic told me youre my soulmate
and im gonna get you back

if Im patient and keep waiting
holding on to what we had
but if i move and go away
then ima never get you back

so i moved and went away
i dont deserve you after that
ill hold the pain in once again
and youll complain im nonchalant

and ill get mad at you again
and prolly say you talk a lot
i wanna change baby
im just so afraid to feel alive

and you make me feel a lot
my brain gets messy when it rains
i always blame the cloudy thoughts
i hear the thunder say your name
in such a way that only God could make it happen

demons laughing at my solitude
as if they know my past
instead of asking me "whats wrong witchu"
this feelings all i have...

I know Im hurt bc they tell me
but to feel it would just slow me down
I'll slowly lose myself with how I shutdown and forget about it

tarot reading (prod. angelo imani)

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