Growing Further Apart

i played the guitar this time thats why it kinda sucks :) let me know what you think

i need new friends im all on my own
nobody cares and thats all i know
i cant play chords my life is a joke
i have no heart its turned into stone

we all need a shoulder to cry on

everytime i hit record , my cats chilling on the bed
by the laptop, where she rests her paws infuckingstead
clickin keys till theyre broken and they cant be fucking pressed
and these songs play over and over inside her head
and she listens to my words, never knowing what i said
man i wonder and i wonder wholl love her when im dead
when i step outside just to smoke a cigarette, and i come back in see her waiting where i left
she be sleeping all day like its time well spent, and shell always be a cat but my very best friend
and im kinda antisocial, friends, i dont text them
lifes kinda lemonade when its bitter in the end

i love my fat stupid cat

i finally lost my fucking marbles

fuck being sane i dont ever wanna change
wanna take some fucking pliers and start picking at your brain
im so fucking schizaffective that i wander through the change
im like thirty different humans in the same damn day
i just wanna girl that is so damn based
who is pretty like a flower but so sweet like a crepe
cuz these beautiful girls bring so much pain
and i wanna do some creepy shit but make u feel safe

ill keep you safe, i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but make you feel safe

i wanna do a bunch of creepy shit but make you safe

alexis texas w/ osamason

contemplating

hook

babygirl you know i care, ion treat you fair,
cuz my mind ain't right and i ain't all there, know i get too high and i'm lost in ya stare,
take away my knife, give that bitch my glare,

verse

dope baggy damn son where'd you find this?
so bad, babygirl you da finest,
so sad, babygirl i cut my wrist,
when the leaves fall from trees bitch i lose my shit,
when i bleed and i sing then it all make sense,
if you saw what i see, then you'd be convinced,
you won't see what i saw cuz i flipped my lid,
it won't be that long till they find my bitch

hook

babygirl you know i care, ion treat you fair,
cuz my mind ain't right and i ain't all there, know i get too high and i'm lost in ya stare,
take away my knife, give that bitch my glare,


verse

dope baggy damn son where'd you find this?
so bad, babygirl you da finest,
so sad, babygirl i cut my wrist,
when the leaves fall from trees bitch i lose my shit,
when i bleed and i sing then it all make sense,
if you saw what i see, then you'd be convinced,
you won't see what i saw cuz i flipped my lid,
it won't be that long till they find my bitch


8 O' Clock News [prod. høpes]

#imsippinteainyohood (cover by sg.skin)

Jealous Boy (prod. nekogod)

Luv u
Lyrics
Are you all alone waiting for me too,
Or is there nothing but space between us two,
Youre the only girl that feels like you,
And your the only girl that makes me feel this blue,

I’m leaving town and I’m never coming back,
You make me doubt and wonder what we had,
I’m bugging out it all went so fucking fast,
I’m way too proud so I’ll numb it with Xanax,

I’m breaking down and I want to die for you,
Let me go girl but I’m holding on to you,
leaving forever I’ll be dead real soon,
Ion give a fuck what you do fuck you,

contemplating

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