why can't I be healthier and younger, but also wiser like I am now
I need a time machine that takes me back to adolescence, so I can stay in bygone times, but just for a while

I might wanna stay for a lifetime
and then go back again
like always I'm just reminiscing
as if the past is all I got
the memories are all I have
to feel alive, to feel the dance of time
I am too tired to create new moves
it seems in the past I had existence with soul

was it really me though or did I come into my own
through all the pain, through pain alone
was it really me though or did I come into my own
through all the pain, through pain alone

I'm able to drive now, 10 years after everyone else
but back then I wasn't ready to just be myself
I was working towards it without knowing
I cried myself to sleep, at least some things won't ever change.

Was it really me though or did I come into my own,
through all the pain, through pain alone
I danced at every party and by party I mean live shows
I danced all for my own
Harmony echoing throughout the whole room
I used to feel at home in the middle of a crowd
now I just feel old

i used to come home bruised, pogoed til the next day, 
then smoking my last cigarette, 2 nights later the same
I came to feel the thunder still trembled in bed

and now I bruise myself by losing my own mind
and then waking up half blind
maybe I should go see a doctor, but cannot trust em
maybe in my next life, if there's a next time, onto the next one
I'm sure I will survive this one until I die

beat by: Davidi

Dancing On My Own - Demo

this is just an idea collection - not my ideal collection.

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Dancing On My Own - Demo

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