beat produced by: epil3psy

Verse 1:
A detective you play
A detective I am,
but i'm only private on my job
And you have to keep quiet, for now
A selective you were
selective beauty, I stray
And you're private on your job
But I have to stay silent, heartthrob

Chorus:
Please tell me man,
How is it to be an image of romantic getaways for all the strangers?
You're just portraying them
They hate that you're a private man
They hate when you keep quiet man
But you're a desired man
a desired man

Verse 2:
With deep dark brown eyes
Its hard to tell, what u really think (anyway)
About anything
Whatever you do, keep quiet man
That's the way I like it man
How you like it maaan
Oh how they despise it
man

Bridge:
And then, when you say a word
Not what everyone wants to hear
Twisting your every word
And then cryyy when you dissappear

Chorus:
Please tell me man,
How is it to be an image of romantic getaways for all the strangers?
You're just portraying them
They hate that you're a private man
They hate when you keep quiet man
But you're still a desired man
Still a desired man

Outro:
You say I would not understand
How the world works
different for a desired man.
Maybe I don't, but maybe I do

A Desired Man - Demo

Darling, this is not about sexual attraction
this is spiritual connection, healing you know how I'm feelin
I know all your emotions by name
we're both in love with the ocean
so let's just swim away

Drag me to hell
I'm an emotional
roulette on my way to play
no matter where we stay
Let's fight fire with fire
I won't blame the game
take this one step higher
please drag me to hell

Settle debts, make bets
and I promise our wins will outweigh our wastage
taking part in the Devil's Cycle, cause I'm the eye of the storm
I promise to keep you warm
Darling, you're my only reason to stay

Drag me to hell, 
I'm an emotional
roulette on my way to play
no matter where we stay
Let's fight fire with fire
I won't blame the game
take this one step higher, please
drag me to hell
I'm my own best friend
I'm my own worst enemy
drag me, all the way
you're my only reason to stay
just take me away
just swim away, swim away
you're my only reason to stay

I need a push, I need a kick
before I'll finally admit
even though life is complicated, it's well worth it
I was born to stay 
(I was born to deal with the shit)
Can you feel the heat when you touch me?

beat by: heydium

Emotional Roulette - Demo

Konrad & Ruby - Demo

Out of My Mind

not enough space, my mind's a crowded place
yes I am, really, very afraid
I keep sleepwalking with deep notions, in slow motion
through the darkest ocean like Donnie Darko, fear will keep us together
I bleed confusion, cause I'm a real mess
but aren't we all?
I don't wanna die alone

Society is the antichrist
the origin of all loneliness
stuck between fear and love, somewhere
but aren't we all?

Have you been too deep asleep in reality
maybe you just need some pills
you know, the cure for everything
if I ever get the wish for a wish
one day everything's going to be better for you
Yes I am, really very afraid
I keep sleepwalking with deep notions, in slow motion
I bleed confusion, cause I'm a real mess
but aren't we all
cause I'm a real mess
but aren't we all

Once selectivities, now feared activities
come meet me at my strangest hora
I will find my way through your cellar door

You're my biggest wish on my
"All I want for crisis" - list
no rhyme nor reason, where'd they go?
congrats if you're a weird one too
28-6-42-12

Cellardoor - Demo

Drownings out of nowhere
way to keep it interesting
i would love to wake up every day able to take a swim, 
the older i get, the more i start believing that
there's a fine line between mistake and sin 
but baby I know that one day I'll swim
i see him in my daily quirks, i won't ever call them flaws
but if he had them or even just one

maybe it was me, now i see,
now you see
wish i could let them see it too
now i do
now you're gone

wish i could show it all to you, so i keep talking, 
I'll keep telling you hoping that you're taking notes
just like i do and one day we'll be able to compare them

and there really was a time when we didn't realize
when we didn't look for something else, like childlike minds

but one day I'll swim and I know one day you will too
i've been fucked basically all my life, still waiting for the climax
but i'll be fine cause I still believe in good things
there's a fine line between feeling fine and drinking the wine

they underestimated her cause she believed in dreams,
left her unharmed in the desert like in The Alchemist,
there's something about Violet
there's power in her outlook
she must've been exhausted and tired all the time though

but one day she'll swim
and one day you will too
still see you every now and then
i still believe in dreams
i still see him in my daily quirks
won't ever call them flaws
but if he had them or even one
I'm pretty sure that was me.

beat by: mommasboy

You'll Swim - Rough Demo

bloom beats

they tell me I should listen to myself
i seem to give the best advice
intuition is on point, just let me try to absorb my own knowledge
but for some reason i can't

you didn't do anything wrong
I'm supposed to be a fuck-up
you couldn't have changed that I know
I'm supposed to be a fuck-up

and now that you're gone
I'm gonna prove myself wrong
I was wrong, i was wrong, i was wrong
all along, all along, all along

I cried a whole ocean instead
throughout my whole life
But don't you feel sorry for me
I'm trying to do the same

I was today years old when I found out
that I'm just as creative when I'm old,
sober off of my negative thought 
and just like my jewelry I am gold, they say

you didn't do anything wrong
I'm supposed to be a fuck-up
you couldn't have changed that I know
I'm supposed to be a fuck-up

and now that you're gone
I'm gonna prove myself wrong
I was wrong, i was wrong, i was wrong
all along, all along, all along

Emotional Roulette - Demo

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