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@oursecretblood @oursecretblood @oursecretblood

wake up, smoke up thats how i live it
i wake up with anxiety hoping that i would end it
nobody around me see the vision how i live it
i believe in me way too much that i almost killed it
every conversation is always about the acid
talking about these ego deaths and what we had is finished
tripping every week it almost sounds like speaking finnish
im from australia so how could i even complain about these ethics?
my family is ethnic so they raised me as a medic
im south east asian and they all call me dramatic
im not the golden child no more cause im not systematic
theyre traditional but im just too original
maybe speech impediment so keep it minimal
its all about the spam, corn beef and pork adobo soup
u dont know pressure till u feel it so im spiritual
blame it on the spectrum but we thought we living true
true religion is the cope and im just feeling u
i dont know what is real and i dont know who really who
still see the loser that i was im always feeling blue
i promised everything would turn 2 red just as i said
"im gonna make it, and im gonna make alot of friends"
but im still in my room and i would rather stay in bed
yeah im just living but yall say im so fucked in the head
its kinda funny cause without all this i would be dead
would be dead. dead. dead
suvivors guilt and all the real ones ended up dead
and all im left with locally are these retarded "friends"
theyre narcissistic and my wealth is what i am to them
no offense but life is not just pussy and some ket
u only call when i got something going on & then
its always ranting about some bitches that never liked u man
im so done with playing nice and playing all pretend
my confidence was low asf, youd only make it worse
& now that i get into tune with everything it hurts
my girl the only hertz im tapped in with, we hurt the same
and i know someday ill have the answers to my own pain

EGO DEATH prod jjules

Lipstix Woodclub92 en GRANADA
31/05/25 💋

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💿 LOSTFILES - track #15
ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcOgCUIl5wI

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/1HgMfbZZJfYKylRbtzqdFk?si=098ea6392b37467c 

OTHER VERSION: https://on.soundcloud.com/ZHFY3356UoYJDWx76

PRODUCED BY JEQUYA

𝒯𝓇𝓎 𝒾𝓉 (lostfiles) *GENESIS

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is it common to feel like this in a way?
maybe im falling ill listen to what u say.
i can be stubborn but ik ill find a way
ive made mistakes in my past but im ok xx2

its it common that find it hard to explain?
feels like ecstasy and its so cold, cant explain
i know i dont have that much right now but have faith 
i can make this anything u want just explain xx2

is it common to feel like a certain way?
maybe im falling ill listen to what u say
i can be stubborn but ik ill find a way
ive made mistakes in my past but im ok xx2

is it common to feel like a certain way?
maybe im falling ill listen to what u say
i can be stubborn but ik ill find my way
ive made mistakes in my past but im ok xx2

Produced By: Me
Pic/Cover Art: My Boo
Sample: Unreleased Song of Mine

nice spirits / sentimental

I could feel the passion 
I could feel the passion 
I can feel your passion 
Everything else is past tense 
Don’t tell me how u do it Ima let it happen 
I’m not feeling sober off ur love expensive fabric 
I got sm love in my cup 

I’ll wait right here till the clock hits twelve 
When u tell me that you love me 
I don’t need nothing else 
In October 
I could feel the cold running through my fingers 
One touch melts my heart yea I need her 
I could feel the passion 
I could feel the passion 
I can feel your passion 
Everything else is past tense 
Don’t tell me how u do it Ima let it happen
I’m not feeling sober off ur love expensive fabric 
I got sm love in my cup 

I’m not like these other boys 
I mean what I say 
Pull up skrt ima flirt w my bby 
Getting money no matter what u can’t hate me 
X on X bitch i flex if u wanna fake me 
Two damn phones in the 

Kevin gates bch

0252 passion (luvpurp)

I can feel it pulling me through to the other side 
I won’t tell u but I want u 
Till I die 
Dye my heart green and blue 
Different colors filling up the room 
Summer glow 
When the lights turn down 
Summer glow 
Turn it down low 

This state that I’m in 
Is crawling in my skin 
Illness taking me back
Turned me inside out 

Read my hand 
Won’t u tell me what u see 
Could u cross it like a T 
Makes no difference to me 
Ima play this like a game 
Finna do it everyday 
Then I promise I’ll be alright 
Yea Ill do it everytime

untitled (7ripp0 x boyywassabi)

mirage (cranes 1sadboii)

birthday w presha (xaviersobased n hadif10k)

@jkjmetasco
SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/album/2v2Q8d5iRbf6EXVNJIRgkA?si=xACltYFCTEmPjmxh95GtqA

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