holding my breath

miriamdola:
will you be my valentine 
youd be such a perfect valentine
I could be your valentine
what an ugly valentine 
drink up tonight, im a ghost in your room 
you cut up a line, for me you will do 
your face in my hands and i 
cant believe this is really mine 
i saw you as a miracle 
then again it happens once or twice 
see me when im in a suit and tie 
bloody sleeve wipe my nose in paradise

jackzebra:
一遍又一遍
你消磨我的意志
一次又一次
泪从心里流出来
我恨你有话说不出口
话到了嘴边却堵了一辈子
今天是情人节
请你不要开玩笑
不要错过这一天
请你不要开玩笑
今天是情人节
今天是情人节
请你不要开玩笑
我开不起这玩笑

jackzebra, miriamdola - Valentine (prod. diy)

hate to say

bug vs. bugself

track 1 . help myself
production. @s3r3n3gr4c3

track 2 . save me
production. @inssekt

track 3 . i try to lie to myself
production. @inssekt

track 4 . sink into the sheets
production. unknown
features. @gl0wrm

track 5 . baby
production. @inssekt
features. @7senss @870

track 6 . stitch me up
production. @stellathepixie @flooddubs
features. @stellathepixie

track 7 . breathe
production. @inssekt @kojowav
features. @blackwinterwells

track 8 . i hurt myself
production. @deathmetalsif @1dgtl

bonus track 8 . i try to lie to myself
reproduction. @47birdyy

i try to lie to myself (birdy flip)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfP5HOIn8vk&ab_channel=JanetJackson-Topic

Someone To Call My Lover

2K13Boyz - Beebruh

@bleachcraft
@kojowav

closing up forever everything must go
i look inside ur eyes but you dont seem to know
hiding all my fears in undercover clothes
all black fit so my true colors they will never show

i got problems 
always followed by a group of ghosts
empty but my pockets never goin broke
looking pale im bout to faint
snowfall on my phone 
got rid of all my shit sometime long ago

me without some silver
that is something u will never see
with my bro look like the shining twins out in the street
skinwalker 
this real leather on my feet
im on my way to vip
me n u will never meet

spring cleaning
getting rid of who u think i am
find meaning in a bag
throw it in the can
stitches on my clothes
stitches on my hands
storage full
getting rid of everything i can

give it all away
cuz anyone could use it more
for a lifetime im bored
might as well just hit the store
got red stains on my clothes
thats margiela gore
ill let u take my hand 
cuz i dont even want it anymore

the clothes thats on my back 
thats all i really need
this shit designer from japan
ill bring u up to speed
got real silver on my teeth
this aint for cavities
i need to see receipts to truly believe anything is real

creepin thru the streets like a cat
im steppin in some fur
just threw out all my thoughts
leave em all over the curb
i wanna be alone
i just cant find the words
im nodding off on the couch
please do not disturb

darkroot garden yeah that where i roam
i cant go back
forgot who i was long ago
hear my teeth chatter
inside im so cold
i got nothing left
what remains is my shadow

visions of my fears through the night
thats what im shown
40 in my pocket
break it in half like a bone
im sinking in my cup 
feel my body turned to stone
everything must go thats why im going home

everything must go (bleachcraft + scarletchoir)

Highschool w/ feral cat (acoustic)

solo dolo

@spiraaa
@bigdog30k

aron - vocals + lead guitar
mikael - guitar2
viggo - bass
jonathan/spira - drums + mix

hate to say

kuricuns