produced by https://soundcloud.com/octoberwillows

writing a nightmare (prod. willow)

lonely valentine  [Prod. lL. lK.]

@drewthearchitect

If I could fly, would I even want to, 
would it take me away from you.
If I could to die, would I take a moment to think it over, or sieze it, 
I'm closer now then I was 4 seasons ago.

I hate to see you go,
(You know I hate to see you go)
Please don't leave me here,
it's getting so cold here.

In this room(in this world), in my heart.
I'm picking up the pieces, but I keep falling apart.
Life's so strange, I just can't seem to break these chains.

And rain falls down, yes rain falls down.
yes rain falls down, rain falls down.

I'm waiting in the rain as it comes down, wind blows, all i feel is cold now.
cold like my eyes, so i try to keep them closed now.
I'm stuck in a box, and I can't find a way out.

With a smile on my face, and a chip on my shoulder
I just keep walking, I'll walk til it's over.
My hands in my pockets, my head in the clouds
And a voice in my mind, they screaming let me out.

And rain falls down, yes rain falls down.
Yes rain falls down, rain falls down.

Rain (Prod. drew the architect)

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/insomnia-ft-omenxiii
ft. https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor
prod. https://soundcloud.com/000garrett
fan art by https://www.instagram.com/hungry__boyz/

[lyrics]
♥velvet♥
I don’t wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
I aint givin up I’m on the brink of somethin
I could feel it in my skin this is who I’m supposed to be
This is all that I can be

I dont wanna sleep cuz thats wen I can’t breathe
Thats wen all these demons start comin after me
I’m trapped in a nightmare and I can’t get out
Someone wake me up so I could figure this out 

I dont wanna dream cuz they always get broke
I flex on the streets but I’m rly fuckin broke
I dont care about money I dont care about these hoes
Got a lot of frauds stay hittin up my phone
Stop hittin up my phone...

Stop clawin at my bones
See me doin good ya now they wanna call 
See me doin good they hopin that i fall

♥omen♥
Yeah I know how that goes,
They just hopin that I fall,
But I'm floatin like a ghost,
Sippin Rossi on the rocks

Drinkin water when I gotta, Otherwise I'm sippin wine,
I don't care about your friends because they ain't no friends of mine.

Remember that time when nobody fucked with me,
now everybody really tryna fuck with me,
Tryna get in the game when I got the key,
Still locked inside with my misery,

Company for the lonely,
Comin up with my own team,
I hate the world but I love you,
I hate myself but I need you.

I know I know how you feel when you can't see me.
I feel the same,

I feel the same.

Insomnia ft. OmenXIII (prod. Garrett & Oilcolor)

vocals: soundcloud.com/omenxiii
prod: soundcloud.com/colorhue

lyrics:
when i close my eyes now
i can see your face but
i can not erase it
i can not replace it
feels like it was yesterday
i used to see you everyday
i remember everything
i don't want you to fade away
i still pretend that you are here
watch me look into the mirror
disappear then reappear
hanging from the chandelier
i wish i was alive again
wish i cloud be by your side
now i just flout around our room and cry
every day and every night

i am a lost soul
without you
i am a lost soul
without you
i hope that you die so that you can come back to me
i am a lost soul
i feel alone without you i am half of me
i am a lost soul

omenxiii - a letter to the living (prod. color hue)

Original Sample - Nicole Dollanganger : Mean

☣☥♂♵♹♳♵♂☥☣ - cccxxiii

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUatwmfJBrg

Drums by: OmenXIII

Greaf Album, Soon.

There's always so much going on, I can't go on like this.
I can't stay strong like this. Sometimes I'm wrong, like you. 
Sometimes I'm right, nothings new. 

Nothing new to me, 

I just go to sleep then lucid dream and I wake up again
 
I could work, get everything, but when I die I'll lose it all
I'm nobody special, but to me that really means a lot,
I've been copin' with my demons secretly I know a lot.
I don't see the point of life, so I'm a dissapointment, yeah.

I just wanna go to sleep and meet the thing that sent me here.

And now I'm runnin again,

VIDEO

There's Always So Much Going On (Prod. GREAF) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

Im Ready To Ride To You .feat smrt death (prod killedmyself)

Seconds now drag on, but moments seem to fade away,
When I wake up I wait for the end of the day,
but my mind can't make time for my thoughts, so I cave,
Know things change, but I've watched my emotions decay,

Every day try to maintain, I just break away,
And the pain gets so numb that it leaves me afraid,
Now my gaze is something that they just can't mistake,
Losing touch with this world is so easy to me,

Dissappointing how easy it is to delete
Anybody that tries to step infront of me,
Things are different when there's really not much you need,
When perspectives start bleeding there's not much to see,

I feel guilty for things that I don't need to be,
How I've felt, how I should, how I can't even sleep,
How I still have these times I can't help but feel weak,
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me,

These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.
These are words, but these feelings are so real to me.

SWEAR

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These Are Words, But These Feelings Are So Real To Me (Prod. GREAF)

Sky Full Of Crows(prod. Tape$)

https://instagram.com/brokenpayphone?igshid=8p5op139v45j

https://youtu.be/laUZQUVzWD4

Love y’all 🖤🕸

Sky Full Of Crows(prod. Tape$)

Codename Grim