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mirrored calamity

@tosleep @c9u

i been on my own
i cant fw that lil boy i kno dat boy a clone
i cant fw that lil ho i told her leave me lone
i jus smoke dat za and now i cannot feel my bones
yea i protect my heart protect my soul
walk around designer kicks i got expensive soles
i just wana kno when will i be whole
i been moving slow if u want me let me kno

all i do is real i cannot fake it
know they bout to fake it for that placement
wit my bro we lifting like a spaceship
try to follow me but u cant trace it
walking from the mud i feel dead now
i cant even feel its my head now
i just wana see how this could pan out
i been walking around im like the man now

im jus tryna stay away from hatred
everyday it feels like they jus fake it
boy yo swag not real that shit is make shift
yea this silver on me this shit stainless
everyday i wake up i feel painless
swerving thru the street while the rain drip
metal on my wrist i let my veins rip
can u tell me its ok and that i'll make it? (ahhhhhhh)

it will b ok

it will b ok (nemui + cure)

was up on @user-574126634 i dont got the cover

Demos

overwhelmingly cloud rap song i made while off of overwhelming dank weed prod. wells

ZAWMBI3 - HiGHSCHOOl lOSER (EVERESTDiDTHiS)

rockstarshawty.wav

prod me 






i jus want u bad
i jus need u back
told that bitch im sad
fuck yo bitch im glad 
all these fucking drugs got me so sad
i still remember when u treated me bad
still remember all the times we coudlve had

(hook**
tears on my swag
love me before i crash 
i jus want u back
swear 
i wasn’t like that

i been tryna stab u but u r my knife
tryna start a new life
n really really die

i met u months before i killed myself
lovers til we die
thats how it felt
but u went from him n thats when i fell
i wish u knew how i felt

(hook again)

ive been feeling ill
she dont want me took too many pills
i slit my wrist w hunna dollar bills
i jus wanna learn how to feel 

i can already tell thag u fuckijt hate me
blood in my cup bitch thats not lean

u can leaveee

wnt u bad

new banger with https://soundcloud.com/oatblood ! prod. https://soundcloud.com/phaceless123 ! <3
the cover art is a physical piece made by OatBlood! his arts and crafts come in handy lol

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0AEMAmvrHv5mbtxuF7CdsJ?si=vw4Cmn_CTUuJimJ9ohE3NA

lyrics:
[kandi krave]
take my hand and i'll go right with you
i have so much inside to give you
i hope what we have here continues
it's been so long and you know i miss you

like the deserts miss the rain
and it's driving me insane
staring out the window pane
without you, life's so mundane
l-l-let's take off to neverland
baby come and take my hand
we got the angel food and everything 
we need inside this bag
pack your charms, pack your jewelry and your necklace
got so many places to check off this checklist

take my hand and i'll go right with you
i have so much inside to give you
i hope what we have here continues
it's been so long and you know i miss you

you know i miss you when it's raining
raining, r-r-r-raining
so come inside and please stop playing
playing, p-p-p-playing

[OATBLOOD]

take my hand 'cause i'm missing your touch
long for the day 'cause i miss you so much
loneliness is a melancholic room
if it doesn't include you
a day without you feels like a year without rain, out rain
soft and kawaii, angel in my eyes
a fairycore princess i can call mine

white dress flowing in the wind
babe i love your aura
skin soft as willows and blush
she's a doll like nora

[Kandi Krave]

take my hand and i'll go right with you
i have so much inside to give you
i hope what we have here continues
it's been so long and you know i miss you
(2x)

you know i miss you when it's raining
raining, r-r-r-raining
so come inside and please stop playing
playing, p-p-p-playing



take my hand w/ oatbl00d (prod. Phaceless)

Stop talking I don’t wanna hear you
Closed off I don’t wanna come near you 
We can’t talk it out
what’s there to talk about?
Say what you want 
I don’t fear you
Fuck I’m talking to the walls
I say faces in my drink
Hear your voice when I wake up
Fuck am I supposed to think?
You can take my life
But don’t waste my time 
I only got tonight 
I might kill you
I see the trees they’re laughing at me, oh again-
I see the rain outside it’s all over my window
I live my life wondering when it’s gonna end
This isn’t right
You aren’t mine
This is a lie
Still wanna die
I see your tear drops 
Still I can’t cry
You hate that braindead look in my eyes 
Stop talking I don’t wanna hear you
Closed off I don’t wanna come near you 
We can’t talk it out
what’s there to talk about?
Say what you want 
I don’t fear you(2x)

mirrored calamity

codependence